Some may say it's stupid to be blue
When I find that my celeb crush has a girlfriend
But what they don't know is that he has inspired me
And gotten me to smile in times when nothing else could make me smile.
So I should be happy about their ship?
Perhaps since I could never get the chance to be with him anyways let alone meet him.
But people just don't understand.
I sigh and I cry
But on my own cause no one will understand
Just how much
This stupid celeb crush
Means to me.
I am not some crazed fangirl
Or someone to give his girl hate
For she is really beautiful
And they are truly happy together.
That's called being a loyal fan.
But my heart still hurts...

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