it's 2 am

and i'm thinking about you again

it's been too long since we were us

but here i am 

wanting to fling my phone against a wall

cause everything reminds me of

how worthless you made me feel

how you used me

how you betrayed my trust

how you manipulated me

how you turned me against myself

but if i ever saw you again

i would never tell you any of this

i would just wish that

you would become the best version of yourself

and fuck you

for doing that to me