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WARNING

This will consist of bullying, sexual assault, abuse, self-harm, depression, and child abuse and gay slurs. If you struggle with any of these things I recommend not reading.

Kakashi

My arm stung as my pocket knife slid against my soft skin. I watched with a blank expression as the red liquid leaked out of the wound and onto my arm. I gripped the knife again and made another cut.

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My left arm was covered in blood. I was careful not to let it get on the floor. If that happened I would get in trouble again. I moved the blade to my left hand and started cutting again.

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When I was done with my cutting session I turned the faucet on and placed them under the running water. I didn't wince in pain I just watched blankly as the cold water cleaned my wounds. I turned the water off afterwards and whipped my arms clean before bandaging them.

I grabbed my school shirt that was hanging on a hanger on the shower rail and put it on then grabbed my school jacket, put it on, and buttoned it up. My jacket sleeves covered my arms fully so I wasn't worried about anyone seeing them.

I looked at myself in the mirror. As much as I wanted to hate the person looking back at me I couldn't. I couldn't because that would mean I would be hating my father as well. I grabbed my school bag from the floor and headed out.

Once downstairs I took notice to all of the empty alcohol bottles that were on the floor as well as the dirty dishes that were piled high in the sink. I let out a sigh as I quickly picked up each of the bottles and placed them in the trashcan.

If you're gonna drink you could at least pick up after yourselves

I thought to myself as I headed out the door. I didn't have a car so I had to walk to school. I didn't mind I was used to it by this point. The private school I attended started at seven-thirty. I always left my house around six so I would be able to relax for at least thirty minutes with my friend Rin before classes started.

Fifteen minutes later I arrived. I was immediately treated with nothing but glares as I made my way through the front door and down the hall to where the lockers were. I headed to my locker which was on the third hall opened it and replaced my afternoon books with my morning boos.

I could hear the whispers coming from the group of boys that were a few lockers down. I knew they were talking bad about me, they always did. The only one that wasn't was Obito Uchiha the most popular boy in school.

He never said anything when the subject of me came up. I didn't know if he felt the same way as the others did. I wouldn't be surprised if he did. Everything they say about me is true after all.

I said nothing as I zipped up my school bag and headed towards the school roof. I always spent my mornings up there with Rin. It's the only time I had any peace.

Thankfully Rin was already up there waiting for me. She was laying on her stomach reading a book giving me the perfect opportunity to scare her. I put my bag down, slowly unzipped it, and took out one of the heavier books I had before dropping it down.

It made a loud bang resulting in her letting out a loud scream and me laughing. "Very funny Kakashi". "You should have seen the look on your face". I laughed holding my stomach. She rolled her eyes unamused.  Her uniform consisted of a white shirt and button-up jacket just like mine the only difference is she had to wear a black skirt, knee-high socks, and black strap heels.

Once I calmed down I put my book back in my bag, zipped it up, and made my way over to her. "What you reading"? "A book about wildlife". "Which animal are you own right now"? "Spiders". I shivered. I hated those things with a passion.

"Did you finish the homework assignment"? "Mhm. I finished all of my homework before I left school yesterday". "Lucky". She pouted. "Take it out, I'll help you with it". "Thank you bestie"! I smiled as she gathered her books and notebooks.

I sat next to her and went over everything with her. I explained things to her in a more simple and less complex way and smiled more as she caught on right away to each of the subjects we went over. Once she understood everything she was able to get it done pretty fast.

While doing her homework we talked about this and that. I wasn't distracting her at all I knew she would be able to focus on her work and talk to me at the same time. As soon as she was done with her homework the bell for first period rang. She packed her bag and left with me.

Nothing exciting happened during our classes. Rin and I sat in the third row towards the back. The lesson was pretty easy to follow which made it completely boring for me. I would whisper talk to Rin but I didn't want to get her in trouble, plus I had to be at home at a certain time or I'll get in trouble.

Just the thought of what my foster parents would do to me made my body shiver. I still have the marks from the last time they punished me.

After school was over I made my way over to my locker and placed my books away in my locker . "Hey, Kakashi". Obito said as he made his way over to me and leaned against the lockers that were closed. "Hey Obito. Do you need help with your homework again"?

"Not this time. I was wondering if you could help me study for my upcoming math and science tests". "Sure I don't mind. Does Friday, Saturday, or Sunday work"? I asked as I looked through my books. "Sunday. That's normally when I do my homework". "Alright, I'll be there". "Thanks, Kakashi". He smiled and left.

"Kakashi, Kakashi, Kakashi".

Just great

Tenzo said as he made his way over to me.

"Yes Tenzo, how may I help you"? I asked as I placed my books in my bag. "Just thought I'd come by and check on how you're doing". "I'm fine". I zipped my bag up. "Is it ok if I come by your house later"? "It's not. My foster parents don't like visitors". I grabbed my bag, put one strap on my shoulder, and left.

Once home I was immediately greeted with a punch to the face by my foster dad Kite. My body fell hard against the hardwood floors as he towered over me. I looked up and saw nothing but anger in his eyes. I didn't like where this was going.

"Y yes sir"? "Why the hell wasn't those dishes done when your mother and I woke up this morning"!? "I I'm sorry. I had school to go to. I didn't want to be late". I immediately brought my hand up to cover my head as he threw a clean plate over my head.

"You had enough time to throw away the empty beer bottles which means you had enough time to wash the dishes". "The dishes would've taken me at least thirty minutes to do". "Excuses"! He kicked me in my side. Your job is to behave and do as your mother and I say!

You don't talk back, you don't get bad grades and you sure as hell do not neglect your chores! What if someone had came in and seen the mess in the sink!? Not to mention that there's no food in the fridge! Do you want to end up homeless and living on the street!? You ungrateful brat".

"N no sir". "Then do as your told from now on and stop being such a dam disappointment". "Y yes sir. I'm sorry for disobeying you and mother". "You better be".

I picked myself up, gathered the broken plate pieces, and put them in the trash before heading over to the sink to do the dishes that had stayed untouched since last night. After thirty fives minutes I headed upstairs and went into my bathroom with my pocket knife.

The next day instead of the school roof I asked Rin to meet me at the bleachers inside the basketball gym. I had put on make up to hide the bruises on my head. I couldn't afford for anyone to find out. Kite and Venessa would kill me if anyone ever found out what they did to me.

I will love you forever my little pup. Never forget that

Those were the last words my father spoke to me. I don't remember much of him, I was three when he died. All I know is that he had long silver hair, I look like him and that we both loved wolves. At night before I went to bed he would always tell me "I love you my little pup". I miss him so much.

"Hey Kashi"? Rin said as she made her way up the bleachers and over towards me. She seemed a lot happier today. "Hey Rin". I smiled as she sat down next to me. Obito and his basketball teammates were out on the court but I didn't pay them any mind.

It was normal for students to come in here during the mornings. "Were you able to finish your homework this time"? "Yeah, all thanks to you. There is something I want to share with you though". She said blushing.

"What's thats"? "Konan may or may not have asked me out on a date for this weekend". "That's amazing. I'm happy for you". "Thank you. Speaking of is there anyone here you have your eye on"? "Not really". "Oh come on their has to be someone here you like.
Are they a boy, a girl or trans"?

"I know this is going to sound strange but I'm not attracted to anyone. I've never thought of having a boyfriend or a girlfriend and the idea of sex doesn't interest me at all".

"What about kissing"?

"No".

"Hugging"?

"No".

"Masturbating"?

"No".

"BDSM"?

"No".

"What about porn books"?

"No".

"Do you think you'll ever feel anything for someone"? "No. I've also never thought of finding my one and only. Does that make me weird"? I lowered my head and felt her place her hand on top of mine. "No it dosent. There's no law saying that you have to have a relationship with anyone. Answer me this. Are you happy being alone"?

"I'm happy having you as my friend". "Then that's how it'll stay from now on. I'll continue to be your best friend that will support you no matter what and who will always be there for you day or night".

"Thank you so much Rin". I hugged her and she hugged me back just as tight. Little did I know someone overheard us.

Our morning classes weren't eventful but all of that changed when lunch time came. Rin had went ahead to talk to Konan and told me she'd meet me on the roof later. I never made it out there though. While making my way to the staircase someone swiped their leg underneath mine tripping me up.

I fell to the ground hard as my face landed onto the mash potatoes that was on my tray off food. "Aww I think you hurt his feelings Ken"? "Don't tell me your gonna start crying". I looked up and saw two of Obito's teammates smirking down at me.

I wasn't surprised it was them. They always did this behind Obito's back. Obito was one of the few people that didn't bully or harass me. I sat up and looked down. "Please let me go". I whispered. Ken hit me this time.

"So you can do what? Go make out with a boy in the bathroom"? "No". "You don't have to hide it Kakashi. We all know you dream about sucking dick and having a bigger stronger male fuck you senseless". Mako said. "I don't".

"You calling us liars"!? Ken yelled kicking me in the stomach. "No". "Then stop fucking lying you slutty whore"! Mako punched me causing me to fall to the ground. "I'm not lying". Mako stomped on my back. All I could do was look ahead of me.

Please stop

"You know what I think! I think you want the two of us to fuck you senseless". I immediately felt my body freeze as Ken whispered darkly in my ear. "Please don't". I whispered. "Why not? I'm more then sure you'll enjoy it you little slut". Mako said smirking down at me.

"What's going on here"?

Thank you

I smiled as I listened to principal Minato make his way over to us. Ken and Mako immediately got off of me and stood in front of him. Principal Minato didn't pay them any mind, he immediately made his way over to me and kneeled down. 

"Are you ok Kakashi"? "I will be". I said as he helped me to my feet. "Do you need to go see the school nurse"? "No, they didn't break anything". "Still, I think it'll be best if you go there and just lay down". "Yes sir". "As for the two of you you both have detention for a month". He said glaring at them.

"Yes Mr. Uzumaki". I grabbed my bag and headed to the nurse's office.

"Are you ok? I heard what happened"? Rin asked as she came and met me at my locker, it was now the end of school and we could all go home"? "Yeah, I just wanna go home and lay down". "Do you want me to come over"? "I'm not sure if my foster parents will be home or not". "I understand. Just know that I'm here for you". "Don't worry, I won't forget". I gave her a reassuring smile. "Good". "Hello there Kakashi".

Not him again

"Hey there Tenzo". "I heard what happened earlier and wanted to come make sure you were ok". "I'm fine, thanks for asking". I said as I put my books into my bag. I was shocked to find a card with a reeses bar on top of it.

Someone actually left me a note.

"I was wondering if I could take you somewhere to cheer you up"? "Thank you but like I told you before I need to be home at a certain time. My foster parents are very strict". I said as I secretly slid the note and chocolate into my bag and closed the door. "I'll call you later Rin". I gave her a genuine smile before I left. 

When I made it home I was pleased to find that both cars weren't home. I made my way inside, checked to see if there were any chores that needed to be done, quickly did them and made my way upstairs to my room. I placed my bag on the floor, sat down on my bed and took out the note.

I heard what happened between you, Ken and Mako. Just know that not everyone on the basketball team isn't like that

This is Obito's handwriting. He sunt me the card and candy. Why? He shouldn't be the one apologizing

I took out my phone and called Rin right away.

Rin: Hey Kakashi. What's up?

Kashi: You can come over. My parents aren't here

Rin: I'll be right there.

I hung up and placed my phone down on the nightstand. Ten minutes later she was climbing in through my window.

"How long do you think they'll be gone"? "Don't know". I laid down placing my head in her lap while I held myself. "Wanna talk about it"? "I'm scared". I whispered. "The way they talked to me was terrifying. It didn't matter how many times I told them no they kept on insisting that I was gay.

They called me a slutty whore and that I wanted them to fuck me senseless. They said I called them both liars and wanted to suck dick. They made it sound as if I had been thinking about it for years".

My tears fell as she gently stroked my hair. "Does anyone else know"? "Only principal Minato. I'm pretty sure all he saw was them beating me up though". "You need to tell him". "No, that'll make it worse". "We should at least tell Obito. He is the captain after all".

"No, he's busy helping his parents. I don't wanna bother him with my problems. Please just let me stay like this for a while". "Whatever you need. I'm right here".

Like I promised I made my way to Obito's house early Sunday afternoon to help him study. When I arrived one of his dads answered the door. "Good afternoon Mr. Uchiha". I gave him a pleasant smile. "There's no need to be so formal Kakashi, you can call me Hashirama. I'm guessing your here for Obito"?

"Mhm. He asked me to help him study again". "I see. Come right on in". He stepped aside allowing me to come in. "He's upstairs in his room". "Thank you sir". I made my way up the stairs and down the down the hall.

His room was the second one on the left. I knocked on it and walked in after getting the ok. He was laying in bed on his stomach with books and notebooks scattered everywhere. He was also holding a pen in his mouth.

"Your concentrating to hard again". He picked his head up giving me a confused look, it was kinda cute. "I've told you countless times, your not going to be able to retain any information if all your thinking about is trying to remember as much as you can". I said closing the door.

"I know but I can't help it. If I don't pass my next two tests coach is gonna kick me off of the team". "I don't give a dam about you playing basketball". I made my way over to his bed, took all of his notebooks off of the bed, placed them in a neat pile then replaced them with my own and went to the notes for the chapter he and his class were currently on.

Obito and I didn't have the same classes but we had the same subjects and our teachers way of teaching was the same which made it that much easier for me to help him study. "Are we seriously going to start with math first again"? "Yes. If we get the harder problem out of the way first then it'll be easier to get the rest done".

"I suck at both". "True but you kinda understand more things in science then you do in math even though it might not be a lot". "True".  I grabbed a pencil I had with me, turned to a fresh page in my notebook and wrote down several differnt formulas that were much easier to understand.

I then wrote differnt math problems that were a good mixture of hard and easy. I didn't except him to get everyone of them right but if he could get most of them right then he'd be good. Ive tutored Obito a lot and over the years I found this was the easiest way for him to learn.

Our teachers were ok for the most part but they had a bad understanding that some people learn differently then others or slower then others and that it's perfectly fine. After he was done I checked his work.

I expected him to get all of the easy ones correct but was pleasantly surprised at how close he had came to solving the harder ones. I pointed out the very small mistakes he had made on those and he was able to fix it right away.

Once that was done I put away all of the math stuff and we went on to science. Both our classes were studying wildlife plants. I helped him go over each of their names, rather or not they could be used for medicine, if they were poisones and which animals they attracted. This topic didn't take as long as math did.

"You did great Obito. If you don't get an A you should at least get a B". "I hope so. A lot is riding on these next two tests". "Why do you do this to yourself? You always stress yourself out before a test but I'm always able to help you understand the material better aren't I"?

"You are but I always try to do it on my own before I gather up the courage to ask you". "Why"? "I don't want you to think I'm stupid". "I don't think your stupid. I think you need a little extra help and there's nothing wrong with that.

You know, as long as we've known each other I never understood why this was so important to you".
"My dream is to be able to go to college on a basketball scholarship, join the NBA, get signed to a team and be able to make a lot of money so I'll be able to help support my family.

My parents do everything for me. The least I could do is take care of them". I smiled at that. "Your parents are lucky to have a son like you". "Thanks Kashi. For what it's worth I'm sorry for how Ken and Mako treated you. Not everyone on the team is like that".

"I know. You don't have to apologize for them though I wasn't expecting one". "You deserve one. What they did wasn't right". "Obito". "Im serious, no one deserves to be treated like that".

I didn't realize he felt this strongly about it

When Monday morning came I gathered what strength I had to get out of bed and get ready for school. Today wasn't a good day for me. Today was the day my father died. All I wanted was to just lay in bed and think about him but I couldn't. Kite and Venessa would never allow that to happen.

For reasons I don't know they hate my father more then they do me. I cut three lines on each of my legs, then cleaned and bandaged them before fully putting my pants on, then my shoes and walking out of the house.

When I made it to school I headed straight to the roof, thankfully Rin was already there waiting for me. I went sit next to her and she immediately brought me into a hug.

I held onto her tight as I hid my head in her neck as I silently cried. "It's ok, I'm right here with you". "I miss him. I don't even know who my mom was. They won't tell me anything. I don't even have a picture of her. I just wanna know who she was". 

"I know. I'm sure she was a wonderful person just like your dad was and you are". I held her tighter as more tears fell.

I headed straight to first period when all of a sudden I felt a pair of hands cover my mouth and someone pulling me into the boys bathroom. There was no one in here except for me and the two boys who had taken me. Mako pinned me to the wall while Ken locked the door.

"Please let me go". I whispered. "Now why would we do that? Because of you the two of us are in a lot of trouble". "I'm sorry". I said looking down. "You will be. From now on your going to do what we say or else the whole school hears about the conversation we heard between you and Rin".

"What do you want"? "Good boy". He placed his hand on my head and forced me down to my knees. "You're going to suck both me and Ken off like the slut you are". I looked over at Ken and saw that he had his phone out recording everything.

Just when I thought this day couldn't get any worse.

When school ended I made my way straight to my locker and gathered my things. I just wanted to go home and wait for this day to end. I didn't want to see or talk to anyone. I didn't have the energy for it. After I left the boy's restroom I went to class and Rin immediately noticed something was wrong with me.

I couldn't tell her. I couldn't tell her that I was just raped by the same boys that had beaten me up in the hallway. I know she cares about me. She's the only one that does. I just don't want to bother her with my crap anymore.

I was wrong to assume that I could just go home, crawl into bed and attempt to relax. As soon as I opened the front door I was greeted with two pairs of glaring eyes. I closed the door behind me and went stand in front of them.

"Did I do something wrong"? "Did you do something wrong? You know dam well what you did you faggot"! Ken picked me up by my shirt still glaring daggers into me. "W what are you talking about"? He threw me against the wall.

"We know all about you sucking dick this morning in the boy's bathroom"! He stormed over to me and started kicking me in the stomach. "You have been nothing but a disappointment since the day we brought you here!

It's no wonder your parents left you behind! They probably didn't want to have a faggot of a son that never does anything right! You're useless! Pathetic! No one will ever love you! That so called friend of yours is only with you because she pity's you! Nobody gives a dam about you! The sooner you learn that the better"!

All I could do was lay there and take it. If I tried to move the beating would get worse. Each kick he gave me hurt worse then the last one. I so badly wanted my dad right now. I wanted him to hold me and tell me everything was going to be ok. I wanted him to take me away from this nightmare.

"You're never going back to that school. Your ass is going to stay here where your mother and I can keep an eye on you". "Y yes sir". I forced myself to get up and go to my room. I laid down in my bed and held myself as I silently cried myself to sleep.

I can't do this anymore

Minato

Something didn't feel right. It's been days since Kakashi's been to school. The last day he was here I secretly watched him as he went about his day. He barely talked to Rin and kept his head down all day. This wasn't like him. I know he's a quite kid but he always talks to Rin. I can't help but feel Ken and Mako have something to do with this. They were assaulting him yesterday. 

I pressed the intercom button in my office and called them both out of class. Five minutes later the door opened. They both had a worried look on their face."Take a seat you two". They did as told.

"Now can either of you tell me why Kakashi hasn't been to school"? "We don't know sir. We haven't seen or talked to him since you gave us detention". Mako said. "I see. Do you know anyone who has"? "No sir. Maybe his friend Rin knows something. Those two are always together". Ken said.

"Rin is out with a cold so I can't ask her. Your both dismissed for the time being but if I hear anything about either of you being involved in this your both going to be expelled. Do I make myself clear"?

"Yes sir". They stood up and left

When school was over I got in my car and headed to Kakashi's house. I had called his parents multiple times wanting to ask if Kakashi was ok but they never answered. As principal I had access to all of my students addresses so it wasn't hard for me to find his house. 

Once there I knocked on their door and waited. His foster dad answered the door. "Mr. Uzumaki. What do I owe the pleasure"? "I'm here to talk about Kakashi. May I come in"?

"Now really isn't a good time". "I'm sure it's not but as a educator I have a responsibility to make sure that all of my students are ok. I've called several times and you nor your wife have picked up". "I understand".

He opened the door all the way and I headed in. I was immediately greeted with the smell of alochol and weed in the air. "Mr. Hatake what do I we owe the pleasure"? His foster mom asked. "I'm here about Kakashi. Is it ok if I go upstairs and check on him".

"He's resting right now". "Does he have a cold? I'm here to discuss why he hasn't been attending school lately". "That's exactly why. Poor thing can barely get out of the bed". "Why didn't you answer my calls? We could have discussed this over the phone".

"We apologize for that it's just we're both so busy with work we couldn't find the time to call you back". "I see. When can I expect him back at school"? "In a week". "Very well then I'll be on my way. Thank you both for allowing me into your lovely home". I looked at the stairs before leaving, got into my car and drove to the police station.

Madara

I was sitting in my office looking into a women I believed to be Kakashi's mother. She had long black hair, same colored eyes and is fair skinned. She married Sakumo when she was in her early twenties and had three kids for him.

A eldest son named Isshiki and two twins a boy and a girl. The girls name is Kimoshido and obviously enough the boys name is Kakashi. I heard a knock at the door.

"Come in"?

"Aniki, Mr. Uzumaki is here to see you".

What's he doing here?

"Send him in". He nodded his head and a few seconds later Minato was walking in with a worried expression on his face. "What do I owe the pleasure Minato"? "I'm worried about one of my students Madara". "Is it one of my boys"? "No, this has to do with Kakashi". "What about him"?

"I'm worried his foster parents are abusing him". "What would give you that impression"? "Kakashi hasn't been to school in the last five days. I've called his parents numerous times but neither of them answered. I finally made my way over to their house to pay them a visit.

When I made my way inside I immediately smelled alochol and weed. I asked them if I could see Kakashi but they wouldn't let me. They claimed he was in bed resting from a cold".

"I see".

I know Obito likes him, maybe he knows something we don't.

"Give me one second". I took out my phone and called him.

Obito: Hey dad

Madara: Hey Obito. You wouldn't happen to know why Kakashi has been absent from school the last few days

Obito: No, I  haven't heard from him and I'm starting to get worried

Madara: I see. Please let me know if you hear anything.

Obito: Yes sir.

I hung up and stood up from my desk. "I'll check into it personally. Head home and wait for me to call you". "Thank you Madara".  I nodded my head and left.

I had the sirens on as I drove fast to their house. I had a bad feeling and wanted to check things out for myself. Once there I got out and knocked on the door hard. His foster mom answred. "Chief Uchiha, is everything alright"?

I could smell the booze on her breath. "I need yo speak with your son, its urgent". "He's asleep at the moment. Maybe you can come back later". She tried to close the door but I pushed it opened and made my way upstairs. When I found him his wrists were covered in blood as he laid on the floor of his bathroom.

Kakashi

When I woke up I could feel I was laying on a bed with a needle in my arm. I opened my eyes and saw nothing but white walls and machines.

I'm at the hospital

The last thing I remember is going into my bathroom and slitting both my wrists. The pain felt good. I felt all the pain from the past year's start to fade away as more and more blood leaked out. All I could think about was how good it would feel to have my dad hold me in his arms again. I wanted to see him but that would have to wait until later it appeared.

I turned my head to the door as it opened and saw Hashirama walk in. "Mr. Uchiha". "How are you feeling"? "Ok I guess". "You had us worried there for a second". "Who's us"? He opened the door and a women with long black hair came in.

"Hi Kakashi. It's been a while". "Who are you"? "This is your mother Lilly Hatake". I shook my head. "She's dead". I whispered. The lady made her way over to me, sat down and took my hand in hers.

"It hurts like hell to see what those bastards did to you. If I had known you were alive I would've came back for you immediately". "If you are my mother why'd you leave us"? "I'm a spy Kakashi. Their were a lot of people after me it wasn't safe to stay in town any longer.

The only ones they knew about was your older brother and sister. I didn't want to leave you behind but your father convinced me it was for the best. I never imagined this would happen to the two of you". "What are you talking about"?

"Your father didn't commit suicide. He was killed and his murders made it look like a suicide. You were then put into foster care and was adopted so your foster parents could have access to your inheritance and company".

"What"? "Your father was the head of Hatake construction. They only wanted you because you were attached to a multi billion dollar company". "D dad was murdered"? I asked with tears in my eyes.

"I'm so sorry honey". "What's going to happen to me now"? "I'm going to be moving back with Isshiki and Kimoshido. The people who were after me are dead now so it's safe for us to come back. That is if you want us in your life". I immediately nodded my head and hugged her tight.

I had stayed in the hospital for a week after my suicide attempt. While their I agreed to start going to therapy. My parents were arrested and Ken and Mako were expelled after principal Minato found the rap video of me in the bathroom.

I did have visits from both Rin and Obito. Obito told me he wanted to tell me something after I was feeling better. I agreed. Seven days later I was sitting with him in the park, it was after school and the same day I was released from the hospital.

"How are you feeling"? "Better knowing those bastards can't hurt me anymore". "That's good. I was worried when my father told me you were in the hospital. I thought I was going to lose you". "What? Afraid to lose the best tutor you ever had"? I teased.

"No. I was afraid of losing the person I was in love with". "What"? "I have been for awhile Kakashi, since middle school". "Why didn't you tell me"? "I didn't want to make you feel uncomfortable. I didn't know if you were gay or not.

I also didn't want to risk you feeling uncomfortable around me to the point you avoid me. I've seen it happen before". "Thank you for telling me I appreciate it but I can't return your feelings. It's not what your thinking honestly, I just don't find myself attracted to men or women and the last thing I want to do is get into a relationship with you only to end up hurting you in the end.

I know you'll find someone who will love you the way you deserve to be loved, that person just isn't me". "I understand. It hurts but I appreciate the honesty. Do you think we can still be friends"? "I would love that". He smiled and I smiled back,

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