*this was translated to english*
Dear journal,

I was invited to go to the beach with gil and P. R.

I refused ^^

Dont get me wrong,  I LOVE the beach.

But I'd rather just sit this one out.

I feel P. R. Is starting to find me clingy-

I guess I am a bit heh-

Whatever. I know its been forever but she's just so independent sometimes.... Maybe im not clingy,  she just tends to shut herself off from people that relate to her past. Like spain. Dont get me started with france.

But I know that little by little she will open herself up-

Shes childish and doesn't want to come face to face with reality. Ponce died. I was there- and we cant change that. She needs to learn that,  but for now I'll give her space

Shes sees me as more of a stranger. I hope that changes soon. I think it is because right after the beach, she texted me all about it

The last part wasn't translated for some reason

Mi hermana es muy independiente.... Ella no sabes cuando se nessesita pedir ayuda-

~Salvador