*comes back in**sits down* I'm sorry,  I kinda burst out a little , I overreacted , but the reasons are , well , I didn't want to honestly share this with anyone but I'm stressed.

Since the day I found out that I have anemia, my brain started freaking out , fear of possibly dying if I won't do something , went over my head and that's when I started having a bit of existential crisis , but that's not the point.

When ever I look in the mirror I look worse , I stopped going to gym because of it , and I became more weaker. When I get to my collage , everyone thinks I didn't sleep all night , because of how I look , but I have been doing what the doctor told me to and medicine helps , but I can't sometimes stay strong in some situations, I have mood swings , well kinda, I just over react over small things because emotions are getting out of me and I'm slowly becoming emotionless

ArendellesBeauty I'm sorry that I made you freak out and think I hate you , and don't feel guilty cause I should be the one feeling guilty.

Well that's all I wanted to say

Also I'm not leaving unless I really have to