so yesterday was great

LOL THAT'S A LIE

lets start at 6:15 yesterday

Me: *shows up for 2nd day of tryouts with my ankle hurting like a bitch

Me:*at 6:30 ok everyone is here except THE tall one. WAIT WTF WHERE IS MY BEST FRIEND?!?!?!?!?(this doesn't leave my mind during tryouts)

*now lunch time*

*mother calls

Me: Hey

Mom: Hey your best friends mother texted me and said that your only good friend in VB quit.

Me: Ok *in my head "I knew it that little poop" (btw my mind works in the form of cuss words)

*now end of tryouts and talking with the head coach and the JV coach*

Head Coach: Hi, Jenna.

Me: *awkwardly* Hi

Head Coach: You were borderline making JV.

Me: (in my head) *wait wtf I got cut what?!?!?!? omg I'm dead I can't I'm going to cry. No cant cry head coach in front of me crap diddly crap shit*

Head Coach: *continues to list everything I need to improve in (aka everything I messed up on)

Me: Yes Ma'am I understand. Yes I will do the things you tell me too. (in head) *Pls tell me I made a team omg I have to make a team wtf is happening here*

Head Coach: All things considered, I'll see you at 9 tomorrow morning. Congratulations, you made JV!

Me: Thank you! (in head) *ThAT waS fReaKIng StreSfUL AgHhhhHHH I'm DyINg

SCENE

So yeah that was most of the bad crap that happened yesterday besides not being able to sleep because I couldn't stop crying. seriously what the heck me. I'm not a crier. (most of the time)

When We Were Young cover by Andy Black and Juliet Simms plays *breaks down in tears because of the beauty

ok, maybe the above statement isn't always the case

Anyways.... yeah volleyball is great so far. No seriously practice today was great. I really like my teammates and I think this season will turn out pretty well.

On more happy matters I just got home from the 4-H banquet and it was really cool. I received 2 awards and I heard Michael perform his song for the first time and it was BEAUTIFUL!!!!  

https://youtu.be/eQJWGubklVM

This kid is from my hometown and is amazingly talented. He is in 4-H with me and I have known him for several years. He is a really great person. Just thought y'all should know that.

Also, in case y'all were wondering, I am currently listening to a mix of Patrick Stump, New Politics, Fall Out Boy, and Panic! at the Disco.

and I am not at all ashamed to say I watched 15 minutes of Teen titans Go! for this scene

Peace,

Jenna