CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE;
I LOBE UOU.

mikeyy😇💙

helloo

gasp
i thought u would be too busy partying w ur friends to text little old me 🥺🥺

dumb
of couese i text you

oooooh 😳😳😳
is someone tipsy

yes

hmmmm
are u staying at lucas' after the party?

tes ma'am

ok
good boi
don't want my pumpkin pie to be driving in his impaired state

stop with taht nikcname

noooo 🥰
never

find
fine*

wait
i thought u said u weren't going to drink tn
don't u have the act in the morning??

i m not goinf

y???
haven't u already paid and registered for it

i will be hubgover

well then why did u drink, doofus

bevause i was sad

what
why??

becuse i miss you

🥺🥺🥺
aw mike
i miss u more

i just wat to be with uou again
and kiss uou
reallu want to fuckinf kiss you

☹️☹️
i want to be w u and kiss u too

cuddle uou

pls 🤧🤧
only a few more weeks

hold you
kiss you so mich

boy u better stop
imma get u pregnant 😜😜

it's soo hard

😳😳
um
what
what's
what is hard

being so far awau form you

oh
haha that's what i thought u meant
yes, i know
it's rly hard for me too, mike

?
oh
eleanor jopper
you dirty mindsd girl

IN MY DEFNSE U KEPT SAYING U WANT TO KISS ME
I THOUGHT U WERE HORNY OR SMTH JEEZ 🙄🙄

i an

😳😳
anyway 🤠
how's the weather there

cold

same here
gotta start layering up, babe
keep toasty

i made uou uncomforbel
sorry bab y

nono haha not uncomfortable at all what would make u think that

el

😁😁😁

im soeey

don't be
ur a boy
i get it
u got um
needs?

but you arw my only need

🥺🥰🥰

this party is si fucking stupid
i wish i wad with you
not here

yes
how dare lucas not be born at some other time
he should've known the timing or his birthday would inconvenience his bff 18 years later

damn straiggt

go have fun w ur friends bb
not too much fun

i cant
i jsut think aboit you
and how mich i miss uou
it makws me mad
it's not fiar
fair

ur literally gonna break my heart if u don't quit 

i coujd never breoak your he art

ur so mushy when ur drunk
remember the last time u drunk texted me?

well not reslly
rwmind me,?

u told me u wished we could be friends in real life
oh and u kept begging me for a selfie bc that was before u knew what i looked like

i thoihigt you were goinf to be ugly

i am 😔

no
jsut fucking no
it hurfs me when you talk about yourslef liek that
you're literaoly perfect

thank u my drunk and illiterate baby boy

i wish yoi wouls believe me

❤️❤️❤️

i lobe uou

what

shit
i dodnt mean that

oh

fuck
no
i mean
i didn't mena to say that
fucjkk

oh

el
foegwt what i said

ok

i'm jsut drunk
i'm sorey

ok

you're angey
angeu*
angry*
fuck i cant typs

no, u can't

i'm sorry

for what

gettinf drunk
saying that

it's fine

i disnt mean that type tuat
i dosnt think
didn't
i'm sorry

i said it's fine?

it's not

i just don't know what i'm supposed to say back
but if u didn't mean it, u shouldn't have said it, mike

i knwo
fuck
i'm stipid

kind of, yeah

i'm sorry

u don't have to apologize
u already took it back so

no
it isn t that i dont
fuck i dodnt mean it like
i judt didn't mean to say it
i'm deunk
pleas forget i said it

it's forgotten 🙂

fuck
mad smileu fcae
you're mad

i'm not mad?

i kbow you

evidently not
because i'm not even mad
i just really wish u wouldn't have say that if u didn't mean it

i'm drunk

k

i do thougj

?

i do love you
i retuped that 3 tomes becaus i cant type wow
el,?

mike, ur drunk

yes
bit i'm not lying

then why are u saying this when ur drunk
why not when ur sober??

becsuse
i don't know
i thoeught it was tto soon

too soon?
why
because u don't mean it or?

el what
fuxk
no
i said i mena it

i think ur just drunk

okay
i can srill mean it

no

what
yes ?

mike, u don't love me

the fuck
yes ido
i do

we can talk tomorrow
when ur sober
go hang out w ur friends
tell lucas i say happy bday

fuck no

incoming call from mikeyy😇💙.

call declined.

pivk up

no
my dad is asleep in the living room
i don't want to wake him

talk wuiet
quiet

i don't feel like talking

baby please

i think i'm going to go to bed

el
i'll sobwr up
then cns we talk?
can*

i don't want to talk, mike

i'll drink watr and eat brwad
bread
i want do talk
be ause i do love uou

stop saying that
that's a big word and i don't like they way ur just throwing it around
it means something
more than u being drunk and missing me

what tge fuck
i'm noy throwing it around
i fuckong mean it

u couldn't even type it properly
u don't know what u mean

yes i do

i'm not arguing w u bc ur drunk and i don't want to talk in circles

why can't i jsut love you

look
love is a big deal and i don't want u to say it when u don't mean it bc then i might think u mean it and then tmrw ur like "haha didn't i mean that" and then i'm just another dumb girl

you thinj i would do that?

no
i don't know
no i don't
well, i don't think u would do it on purpose

waht did you mean by ' ajother dumb girl,'
?

look, i don't know how ur past relationships worked but word 'love' means a lot to me

el what the fucj
you mist think pretty low of me
you think i used go say i love uou to waht
fuck girls )?

i literally never said that
but thanks for the visual!!
i just meant that i know ur past relationships never meant a lot to u
i like to think our relationship is different

uou like to think?
don't you know? ?

mike
can we just talk tomorrow
ur making no sense

i'm makinf pleanty of sense
uoure the first girl i hvae ever said i love uou to
you dobt have to say it back
but it woudl be nice if yiu beleived me

well then tell me tomorrow when ur more urself

i'm myslef

right

el
fine

i'm going to bed
goodnight 💓
please be safe

nihgt baby
❤️❤️ ❤️
read at 12:31 am
i love you
delivered at 10:19 am

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a/n: hiii, drunk mike is back and my autocorrect is warped for it!! ooh, the big l-word was dropped.. LOBE! lol hope y'all enjoyed!! lmk whatcha think, thanks for reading!! xx

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