"I should go..." changbin finally gains the strength to move away from the boy, he already knew the action would hurt him. he didn't want to hurt felix in any way, yet, this was too much. "reflect on your words felix..."

"what do you mean reflect!" he screams, changbin only getting startled from the taller boy's agonizingly painful tone. "do you not believe me!? changbin, I'll ask you this. do you want to help me?"

changbin hated the guilt he felt forming in him, felix's hypnotizing voice that flowed into his ears never found an exit. he wanted to run, but his feet stuck to the ground. the right move at the moment would've been to call for someone else, yet his voice was no where to be found.

"changbin." felix calls, he moves closer to him. grabbing him by his necklace just like before, he stumbles a bit forward. changbin almost falls from his lost of balance but felix catches him, his hand snakes around the shorter boy's waist. "see? you're so weak when it comes to me."

"I—I don't think—"

"you don't think what?" felix's free hand grabs onto changbin's raven locks, pulling his head back to where changbin's eyes are now looking at the ceiling. "go on, speak." but how could he? no warning given changbin flinches as he feels felix's warm tongue on his neck, roaming and sucking on the area as if he knew all his weak spots. he only squirmed, clenched onto felix's shirt as he continued. he hated how good it felt, how wrong this was but he still didn't run away from him. he had no strength to push him away. "so pretty binnie, you're mine only okay?"

changbin's lips quiver, he bites on his bottom lip to keep in the sinful noises that were aching to be released. he whines as an answer, he felt a wave of defeat fly past him as felix releases his hand. the younger's lips once again pressed on his, he parted them as he roughly pushes changbin against the nearest wall. hands gripping onto the older's hips as he continued, nibbling to sucking on changbin's bottom lip, pressing their lips together although the act was far from okay.

changbin felt lost.

he shouldn't like this. the fear that consumed him only melted away once felix put his lips on his. it was definitely wrong, he was able to admit that any day. but, he hated to say after this,

he knew he'd be craving for more.

he didn't know his presence, his actions just himself in general could turn felix into this. the boy was way too possessive, he acknowledged that when he had the audacity to leave hickeys on his neck as if there was no tomorrow. how harshly he grips onto his hips, the rough yet loving kisses he gave changbin.

he shouldn't fall for his traps, he know he shouldn't. but as felix pulls away when he's lost in his thoughts, he gives one last gentle peck on changbin's lips. caressing his cheeks that displayed a strawberry like blush across his face. "changbin.."

"what?..." as he looks into the boy's eyes, he swore they were twinkling. it was the first time he's ever seen felix this happy.

"I love you." he states proudly, "I love and need you changbin."