felix felt slightly better. the comfort, the overflowing love and support he felt from changbin made his torn apart heart slightly sewn back together. but it still wasn't fixed, which wasn't an expectation for felix. he didn't know what to do about jeongin, though he was younger he was a manipulative little shit.

but felix could say he was scared of him.

his use of captivating diction that brought emotions to ones feelings. he had the face of an angel, but there was no halo. jeongin was a despicable boy who only wanted to snatch the now proclaimed dead senior's heart, which ended in shambles.

"why..." felix whispers to himself, rubbing his moist palms together from the sweat that forms on his skin. "he's so close..it's as if he's right next to me..."

felix didn't want to show weakness, but how could you simply hide your uncomfortableness? jeongin simply made him feel a shock of terror when only hearing his name.

he didn't want to be anywhere near him.

"I should talk to binnie about it.." which was an interesting jump because only days ago, felix didn't have any want when it came to pouring his feelings out to the boy. but now, it seemed like the best time. before his own thoughts began to overflow and overtake himself, which was driving him mad till the end. "he'll understand..."

but sadly, for the day changbin was not visiting due to school reasons. he couldn't merely demand him to come because he wanted him to. so he'd have to wait a day or so until he could converse with him.

changbin has been more than sweet to felix, both boys know. changbin's perspective on spoiling or more of, engaging with and supporting felix was a boost for him. reassurance was always needed during hard times, because not believing in your patient would be rough for both of you. he also cares for felix, the boy needed to regain himself, even if it took him months or even more than a year, changbin was willing to help. while with felix, he didn't know how to accept it all. he felt hopeless, maybe it was due to the thought of changbin only being nice to him because his father told him so. but that couldn't it, changbin couldn't have untruthfully put all those loving emotions into his words so easily. no. that wasn't right.

it was more straightforward, simple he,

"he believes in me..." is all felix can whisper to himself, he twiddles his fingers. a slight smile appears on his face as he does, "binnie, believes in me." are the small, yet encouraging words that felix once again repeats, heart beating quicker than it should be.