Amber Pov.

school was about to start and to be quite honest i did not like today. i woke up with a headache and i just felt funky.

i haven't seen grayson yet. we texted all weekend and we called a lot. i already miss him so much. i had so much fun saturday i loved it. i saw ethan coming my way. for some reason i felt guilty.

"So... how was saturday am?" he asked curiously. i smiled.

"it was great" i saw him frown a bit i think. i looked at him but i couldn't read him. he was very confusing.

"that's good.. i guess" he says shrugging. i nod. it is good. i mean i hope it is. ethan doesn't seem to think it is.

"is it not?"

"no, no, it is" he said defensively. i giggled. he was acting strange but i didn't call him out on it. grayson soon came besides me and put his arm around me.

"goodmorning" grayson said planting a kiss on my cheek.

"goodmorning grayson" i said returning the gesture. i look to see ethan awkwardly standing there. i moved away from grayson.

"mmm well class is starting soon so.. i'll see you both later" I said. Ethan waved bye and walked off.

"let me walk you love it's not so far from mine" i smiled as he took my hand in his.

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"grayson stop it!" I giggled as he ticked me. i didn't realize how playful he was. it's adorable. we laughed and he pulled me to him so we were face to face.

"you look beautiful today did i tell you that?" i blushed. he was very loving. it's nice.

"No you didn't" i smirked. his hands snaked around my waist.

"well you do babes you look beautiful" he says close to me. our lips inches away from each other. so close i could smell the minty gum he was chewing on. his lips were on mine and for a second i felt guilty again.

"gray i gotta get home my brother is picking me up" i say pulling away.

"aw okay then. text me" he says as i walk away.

"I will!" i yell back as he walks to a group of guys nearby.

my brother picked me up and we hung out at our house for a bit.

"Nathaniel when is mom and dad gonna call us?" i asked. i'm worried about them. usually if we call they don't really answer. which kinda sounds bad now that i think about it.

"I don't know amber. we just have to wait. i'm sorry" he says with sympathy. i nod sadly. we both didn't like this. we didn't really grow up with parents most of our teenage years. it sucked. i wish i we had them here. i got up.

"im gonna go up. you know where i'm at if you need me" i said and nathaniel smiled. i was off to my room. i sat down and started my homework which wasn't so difficult but i was still busy with it. suddenly i heard my window sliding open. to reveal ethan.

"Ethan you gotta stop doing that" i said my heart pounding. why was he here? and why does he keep coming here?

"next time i'll text you" he says setting down his backpack on my chair.

"okay make yourself at home" i said and he chuckles.

"why are you here?" i asked and he sat besides me on my bed.

"are you really with grayson?"

"well... we're talking" i said confused.

"just talking?" he said and i nodded.

"so you wouldn't mind if i kissed you?" he said coming closer. i felt so intimidated by him. he was hot. he made me feel a type of way. i wanted him. but i like his brother.

"i-i don't know" i mumbled and he grabbed my hands.

"you don't know?" he said. his voice was low and deep. it made me want him right here right now.

"i don't" i whispered. his lips were on mine. i craved him. we both wanted each other badly. you could tell. he took off my top leaving the top half of my body completely naked. he had my laid back on the bed as he took my left tit in his mouth. sucking on it making me moan. this was amazing. the feeling. he sucked harsher making me gasp. it hurt but it was a good hurt. i wanted more. his other hand played with my right nipple making it hard.

"ethan" i moaned as he moved up to meet my face. i made him turn over. i unbuckled his pants and pulled down both his pants and underwear to reveal his dick. it looks just like the picture. it was nice. my hands immediately got to work. i licked the tip slowly making eye contact with him. he groaned.

"more amber" he said as i giggled. i finally had his whole length in my mouth. bobbing my head up and down. me gagging a bit. he held up my hair.

"good girl. you look hot you know that don't you?" he says looking at me. i go faster feeling him twitch inside my mouth. he cummed in my mouth. i swallowed it and he smirked. i pulled the blanket over my exposed body.

"we gotta stop doing this" i say confused. i can't believe i let this happen. he's just so intimidating and not to mention extremely hot.

"what if i don't want to" he says pulling me to him. i was sitting on his lap. my legs wrapped around him. i couldn't speak. he had this effect on me. i wanted this a lot. he was so good with this. i liked what we were doing but it isn't right.

"ethan i don't know" i said in a small voice. he made me look up at him.

"you sure about that princess? i can give you what you want. i know you want me. you can't deny it. you want me bad. you know you do" he says. his eyes cloudy. he knows what he's doing. he knows he has this effect on me. it's kind of embarrassing but he doesn't seem to mind. he wants me and i want him. he makes me feel good.

"i'm talking to grayson though" i said as he chuckled.

"you aren't dating though. i had you first. not him" he says and my eyes go wide.

"you're mine not his. you belong to me. you're gonna be a good girl about that right?" he ask led and i nod. why did i nod. i cant help it.

"good. text me" he says. i get off him and he gets up and leaves. both of the twins want me. i don't know who i want.

what the fuck am i going to do

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eeeek i've updated another one of my books and tomorrow i'm updating my imagines book jsjdjdjd

so happy tehe. i've decided to stay and actually stay because writing makes me happy and seeing that people enjoy it makes me feel good.

anyways i hope you guys liked the chapter. i was kinda stuck so i just wrote what sounded well.

bye loves <3