ambers pov. (pssst ! there's smutt!)

i cant believe i'm going on a date with grayson! wait.. is it a date? whatever it's something. we're going out alone and he said it was a surprise how cute is that.

i was putting my books away till i saw someone tall stand besides me.

"what do u want dolan" i said seeing that it was ethan.

"so what are u doing saturday?" he asked me. oh no. does he know? why do i feel guilty?

"uhhh well grayson asked me if i wanted to do something with him so..." i said nervously. why was i so nervous? what the hell.

"ohhhh so you're the one he's talking about"  he says with a slight frown.

"really? i mean- well maybe it's not me. we're just friends anyways. it's a friend thing you know ? just friends" i said closing my locker and walking down the hall to our math class. ethan followed.

"well whatever "friend thing" it is... clearly u don't see it that way" he says laughing at me. i roll my eyes playfully.

"trust me. it's a friend thing" i say while we sit in our seats.

"whatever you say babes"

Saturday Morning

today grayson is taking me somewhere i'm literally clueless. i'm so excited. he said he would pick me up at 10. it's 8 so i better get ready.

i decided to wear this cute little dress i had bought for today with a headband to match.

finally it was ten and right on time i heard knocking. i told my brother that i was going out with a friend and he was okay with it surprisingly.

"wow you look so beautiful" grayson had said as i let him in.

"thank you. you look really good" i said feeling butterflies in my stomach. he was so adorable.

"i'm not done i'm so sorry. can you give me just a few more minutes?" i asked. i haven't finished my hair. i'm so slow getting ready. if it weren't for all that singing and dancing i was doing i'd be ready much faster.

"of course take ur time" he said with a cute little smile. i had showed him to my room where he can wait while i finish my hair.

"almost done i promise" he says while he looks around my room.

"you have a really nice room. very girly" he says. i nod.

"yea... i guess i am just super girly..." i say giggling. he seems so nervous it's so cute.

"okay i'm done!" i say getting up. he gets up and looks on my dresser to see a picture of me and my family.

"i can see where you get ur good genes from" he says and i'm smile.

"yea.. my mom is beautiful. i wish we were all as happy as we were in that picture" i say sighing. he looks towards me.

"what happened" he ask hesitantly.

"well... i don't know. it's a hard thing to talk about" i say sadly. he wraps me in a huge hug. i smile and hug him back.

"i'm sorry for whatever it is. i hope things work out amber" he says softly and i smile even more. grayson is such a big sweetheart i cannot believe he's a cute boy AND he's nice. impossible right?

"thank you... we should get going now" i say he smiled and grabs my hand softly.

"let's go"

an hour later

"well we're here" he says and i take off the blindfold he'd given me. he seriously wanted to surprise me.

"grayson... it's beautiful" i say looking at the field. it was full of pretty white flowers. it even had this pretty lake. this was amazing. this was the most sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me. actually this is the first time anyone has ever done something like this for me.

"i decided maybe we could have a picnic" he said getting the picnic basket from the back. i smiled and nodded.

"i love this" i say walking towards him. he sets down the blanket he had and let's me sit down. he sits down besides me.

"is this a date?" i ask him as he turns to me.

"i mean.. do you want it to be?" he says smiling.

"well i'm asking you silly" i say and he thinks for a bit.

"hmmm i mean i would like it to be.. amber you're an amazing person. i really would like to get to know you better" he says taking my hand in his bigger hand. i smiled and nodded.

"i think i'd like that" i say and he gives me a million dollar smile. grayson dolan is the cutest boy alive.

after we finish eating we take pictures and he even brought a polaroid. we got some cute pictures on that and we made some flower crowns. mine were definitely better than his even though he won't admit it.

"whatever i think mine are better" grayson says with a sassy tone. i laugh.

"okay if that's what you think" i say holding in a laugh. he shakes his head.

"let's go into the lake" grayson says and i look at him like he's crazy.

"what? we have nothing to wear for this. you should have told me" i say in sadness. that would have been fun.

"just wear ur yk.." he says and i think. thats not a terrible idea.

"okay let's go!" i say as we walk hand in hand to the lake. we both undressed and he ran in.

"holy shit it's cold" he says. i laugh.

"loser you're supposed to go in slowly" i say going in step by step. he was right. it was absolutely freezing.

"nooo you're supposed to get in fast like this" he says as he grabs my hips pulling me in.

"grayson! it's freezing" i whine being cold has he pulled me towards him.

"it's okay you'll get used to it" he says looking at me. we were so close i was afraid i was too close for his liking till he pulled me closer. there was no space between us. he had leaned in slowly and our lips were soon touching. he tasted like strawberries. sweet strawberries. the kiss was amazing. i felt tingly everywhere. we kiss more. getting more intimate. his hands roamed down grabbing my butt making me moan inside his mouth a bit.

he picked me up out of the water as i kissed his neck softly. sucking softly in places he seemed to like. he'd laid me down on the blanket we had set out and his lips had started to attack the tender skin on my boobs. he sucked leaving marks. making me squirm under his touch. he knew how to tease. the feeling was amazing.

i brought him back up to kiss me. he slightly rubbed over the thin layer of my underwear, where my clit was. i gasped softly. he rubbed softly teasing. i bit my lip to make no noise.

"don't stop... it's hot" he whispers in my ear. i let it all out. i let out sounds i never thought i could. he made me feel good. it was insane.

i grabbed his length feeling his hard on. he groaned as i started to jerk him off. i made him lie back as i lowered his underwear. i put my mouth on his tip. thank god no one was around. i slowly sucked and his breathing hitched slightly. i start to deep throat faster taking it all in as he slightly moaned. it was hot. i slightly gagged every now and then. i definitely didn't think this was going to happen. i feel him as his length twitches in my mouth signaling he was about to finish. i slow down sucking more on his tip. i feel the warm liquid squirt into my mouth and i swallow it all.

he lays me down and goes down kissing down my stomach. making me quiver. his touch was dangerous to me. i couldn't handle it. he slips down my underwear slowly. making me want him so badly. he pushed my legs down and i felt his hot breath on my heat making me grab his hair. i want him now. he knew i did. he licked me slowly. making me so vulnerable.

"please" i moaned. he sucked softly on my clit. i pushed his head further in if that was even possible. he definitely knew what he was doing. he traced so many patterns i never thought could be possible.

"you taste amazing" he says into me and i whimper wanting his tongue back on me. he sucks harsher on the delicate skin as i feel my high. i finally cum into his mouth. he pulls up my underwear laying beside me.

"wow that was... great" he says. i nod.

"i didn't think this was... gonna get like this" i say and he looks at me.

" me too.. i liked it though... did you?" he says. i nod.

"yea.. i really did" i said. we both had gotten up and changed into our clothes again. we headed to his car.

"i hope this doesn't change anything" he says. i smile.

"don't worry it won't. i just didn't think this was ever gonna happen. especially on a first date" i said worried and nervous for no reason. what happened, happened. it wasn't bad. right?

"good and me either. i'm just glad it happened with you" he said making me grin. he gripped my thigh as he drove towards my house.

"i really enjoyed today" i said looking at him as he parked in front of my house.

"me too" he said. he walked me to the front of my door.

"i hope we can do this again soon" he says pulling me into a sweet hug.

"i'd like that" i said pulling away. he kisses my forehead.

"i'll see you monday beautiful" he says. i smile and wave as he gets in his car. he waves back and i go inside. i squeal. i am so in love right now it's INSANE. maybe he's the one.

grayson dolan will be the death of me.

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WAS THUS A TERRIBLE CHAPTER HAHAHA I HOPE NOT.

this was kinda cute right ? the smutt was simple not bad righttt ? IT is a SEXUAL BOOK.

remember this is a ethan dolan fanfic 😆

ANYWAYS PLEAZE TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT THIS CHAPTER. definitely updating more i miss this so much.

bye loves 💗