As much I wish I do. I don't own Elsa. Or the song.

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I wander through the snow and glance down at was supposed to be my kingdom below. How could I possibly go back? They wouldn't except me. I'm a monster.

I've kept it bottled up all this time because I can't hurt anyone else. Especially not Anna.

Oh Anna.

What if I had just said you could marry that stupid guy? None of this would've happened.

No, none of that would have made a difference. I should have never agreed to play that day. I should have stayed in bed like I was supposed too. I should have told you to go back to bed. I should've told you we could have played in the morning.

But, I didn't. You got hurt and it's all my fault.

I should have built that stupid snowman with you. I should have rode bikes down the hall with you. I should have played with you. I should've just let you in.

I should have come out of my room. I should have been there for you after our parents death. I should have listened to you. I should have talked to you. I should have been your best friend. I should have been your sister.

I should have done so many things. But, instead I closed myself off leaving you alone.

And tonight... I could've badly hurt you...

I just wish someone would understand... I take a breath and open my mouth beginning to sing. So far it had never failed to make me feel better.

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A kingdom of isolation,
And it looks like I'm the queen.

Maybe if I just didn't have these stupid powers! I why couldn't I just be normal! I mentally scream. I've failed at trying to hide it... Dad made it sound so simple...

"Conceal it,"

The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside

"Don't feel it."

Couldn't keep it in, heaven knows I tried!

"Don't let it show."

Don't let them in, don't let them see
Be the good girl you always have to be
Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know

But I can't get rid of these powers. I am stuck with them. Stuck with the curse that they are.

But, they all know my secret now...

Well, now they know!

So who is stopping me? I throw my remaining glove in the air watching it spiral in the wind gone forever. I don't need it anymore.

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore

I create snow in my hands. And build that that stupidly simple snowman I wished I had made all those years ago.

Let it go, let it go
Turn away and slam the door!

I don't care
What they're going to say
Let the storm rage on,
The cold never bothered me anyway!

I let my cape go flowing behind me lost in the wind. Gone forever.

It's funny how some distance
Makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me
Can't get to me at all!

Breathing in the cold air. It feels nice... Being in my own element... It is almost like...

I belong here.

Here I'm free of my fears. I can do... anything.

It's time to see what I can do
To test the limits and break through

I create stairs of ice in front of me. Pushing my power as far as I can, embracing it.

No right, no wrong, no rules for me I'm free!

"I can really do anything." I smile even more at thought.

Let it go, let it go
I am one with the wind and sky
Let it go, let it go
You'll never see me cry!

Never again. I can be happy here. I am happy here.

Here I stand
And here I'll stay
Let the storm rage on!

I test my powers more than I ever had as build up an ice castle surrounding me. Who even knew I could do this?

My power flurries through the air into the ground
My soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around
And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast
I'm never going back,
The past is in the past!

I throw away my crown, falling where it may please. That life was only the beginning for me. A stepping stone. And I'll never take that step back.

Let it go, let it go
And I'll rise like the break of dawn
Let it go, let it go
That perfect girl is gone!

I step away my new ice dress surrounding me. Why should I ever go back? Here I can be my own person. I can truly be me.

Here I stand
In the light of day
Let the storm rage on,
The cold never bothered me anyway!

I smile as the door snaps shut behind me. I slowly walk toward the stairs and make my way up. Admiring my handiwork. I didn't know I was capable of this.

All my life I tried to hide my power and who I truly was. But here I am. I made a castle... Out of ice. Why did I ever try to hide it? This place is so amazing I almost forget the answer. I push the thought out of my mind as I reach my bedroom and examine it all. I smile down at the ice below me and notice my reflection. This is who I truly am.

Not Elsa the Queen of Arendelle. But Elsa... The Ice Queen.