A/N Hey everyone I would like to say I am not a medical person so if I get anything wrong please do not get mad or anything but another thing is that the flare is a illness that is normal but is worse then normal but yeah enjoy anyway.  

Thomas's POV

As I was in the hospital waiting room no one was saying anything to me and that just made me so anxious then a nurse with a small smile on her face, "you must be Mr Sangster's boyfriend" she said with soft quiet voice "yeah I am how is he doing?" she looked at me and said " he is asleep at the moment but we found out why he collapsed today" I was getting myself for disappointment. 

"He has something called the flare ....... it is a genetic condition it does miss generations so it missed his mother and it was embedded in him because of his genes"she said I looked at her not wanting to believe it at all but I could not since the first Newt talked about it and it was always in my mind no matter what. "Can I see him if it's not too much to ask?" I ask her hoping I can she nodded and lead me to his room.

As I walked into his room he looked so pale which broke me more then I already was "so he will be asleep for a few more hours, so don't worry that he is not awake right now so yeah" she left after that and I was left in the room. I sat next to his bed watching his chest moving up and down the only thing that showed signs of him being alive apart from the machines, I went to hold his hand it was so cold almost like he put his hand into a bed of snow for hours.

I sat there for a few more minutes when I hear "Th....Tho.....Thomas what ..... what are....you doing here?" it was Newt awake "hey Newt are you ok?" I looked at him with a smile on my face I could feel tears in my eyes "I am fine ....... what ...... what happened?" he asked looking around the room. "Uuummm you blacked out in the park so I called for a ambulance and now we are in the hospital" he looked at me with sadness in his eyes, " just tell me what the nurse just said please" he said not making sound like a question " she said it was something called the .........flare and it's genetic so it has been in your family for they don't know how long though" he looked at the ceiling with no expression. 

"Newt ...... are you fine?" I asked he looked at me and then smiled saying " I am good Tommy just thinking that my life is now coming to an end, just thinking I am now going to leave you behind along with everyone else" he was now crying but still smiling I looked at him seeing that smile for the last time probably,but I remember the first time I saw that smile it was when my Newt and I were getting executed.

"Hey don't talk like that you are going to be fine we are going to get you better and you are going to live " I say I think more to myself then anything really, he looked at me with the same smile "ok if you say so Tommy if you say so" he then went back to sleep he must be really tired.

I got up to go to the toilet which then I locked the door to sit on the floor hugging my knees to my chest crying silently so I don't wake Newt back up and I kept saying this " I am so sorry ...... I am so sorry Newt for this".