When Sam's eyes opened he saw he was still in the bunker and it hadn't just been a nightmare.
Sam dropped his feet onto the floor, which was somehow tidy and neat.
"What the?" Sam mumbled as he walked to his door. As he walked down the hallway he heard.
"Help! Help! Help" coming from down the hall. Sam froze but yet he still ended up in that room. Sam might've been pissed off at the angel, but he still loved him. When Sam's gaze met Gabriel's wide, dead eyes it killed him. He couldn't stop looking, even when his body stopped fully breathing. Sam was such a mess before that this broke him down to the deepest parts of his broken and tormented soul.
Sam was waiting for Dean's words.
"You're a monster, you're past saving" there they were. Dean swung at Sam and Sam missed the blade, he was trapped inside his body which was wheezing and coughing to breathe. Sam was going to die stuck in this vision. As Sam pulled Dean's insides apart he felt his body going numb. When Dean was limp and Cas had plunged the blade into him, Sam felt faint. Where these the last things he'd ever see?
Cas dropped in a bundle of light and Mary twisted like a pretzel Sam's eyes actually opened.
He couldn't shout for help, he could only wheeze and gargle. He was choking on his own guilt and self hatred. Sam did the next best thing, he knocked over a lamp and whatever was still left standing.
Sam's door burst open with Dean there. His eyes were in shock as he ran over to Sammy. He tried all that he could to stop Sam's panic attack but he needed help.
"Cas!" He yelled and only moments later Castiel stood by his side looking over Sam. "What do we do?!" Dean freaked with a shaky tone. Cas put two fingers on Sam's forehead and Sam felt the air finally reach his lungs. He gasped and tried to get as much oxygen to his body as possible. "Cas, you're a freaking miracle" Dean sighed as he finally relaxed by Sam's side.
"Thank you Cas" Sam gave a weak smile as he started to breathe normally.
"It is okay Sam" Cas replied looking over him to make sure his vitals were okay. Cas' fingers hovered above Sam's stomach and a concerning look crossed his face.
"What is it Cas?" Dean asked as he stared at where his fingers were hovering.
"Something's wrong, I'm sorry " he stated as he pressed down onto Sam's stomach.
Sam felt something rip through him as Cas' hand began to disappear into his stomach, Sam let out a pain filled shriek as Cas looked around. Cas pulled his hand back out.

"Cas! What the hell?" They boys exclaimed in sync. Cas looked at Dean, his eyes were confused and scared.

"Dean, i need to speak to you privately" Cas grabbed Dean's jacket and pulled his out. Dean stumbled out the door behind Cas. Either Cas was horny as shit or something was really out of wack.

Sam jumped off the bed and crept over to the door and pressed his ear against it.

"...is wrong, his body contains a virus. Not a common cold or flu a virus. The kind i felt when Sam was drinking demon blood. His heart rate is just above normal and so is his temperature. Dean i think Sam is back on it..." Sam heard Cas whisper. Cas was wrong, Sam hadn't touched the stuff in what? Seven or eight years? He heard them walk off and continue to talk. He had to get out of this hell hole.

Sam grabbed a duffel bag and threw shirts, pants, underwear and plaid in. It wouldn't be permanent just long enough to sort everything out. Sam pushed and squeezed as much as he needed into the back before trying to pull the zip shut. Those zips are a piece of shit. When the zip finally closed he wiped his brow and threw the bag over his shoulder. He wrote a short note and threw it onto his bed.

He looked out into the hall. It was clear. He quickly crept out and threw the halls. Sam looked out into the war room, it was the only room just before the door. Fuck. Dean and Cas were both there. He'd have to go out the garage somehow. Sam raced across the bunker into the extensive garage where baby sat. He grabbed the driveway door and pushed it open, revealing it's long road which was dimly lit.

"It's now or never" Sam mumbled to himself as he stepped onto the winding road.

Sam's eyes took a while to adjust to the bright sky after spending time in a dark tunnel. He looked around. Neither Dean or Cas had noticed yet. Sam adjusted the duffel bag on his shoulder and continued to trek along the never ending road.

It took about half an hour of constant walking with no cars to reach the town. People all around him oblivious of who he was or what he was doing but Sam kept walking past the town. Every time a car passed him he would hold out his hand to say he was hitchhiking. Finally someone pulled off to the side. It was an old red Sudan with a middle aged man behind the wheel. The car stopped right next to him and wound down the window.

"Where are you going?" The man asked in a light tone as he tried to look up at Sam.

"Anywhere" Sam replied broadly. The door swung open and Sam happily took the invite.

"So where are you from?" The man asked trying to have a polite conversation.

"Not that far away, not far enough" Sam muttered to himself. The man cleared his throat.

"Don't mind my pry but why are you running?" The man questioned glancing over to Sam. Sam looked out the window uninterested.

"Breakups, blame and lies" He replied as he continued to stare out the window.

"Sam where are you?" He heard someone whisper. He turned to the man.

"Did you say something?" Sam asked confused.

"Nope" He whistled. Sam closed his eyes and focus on the voice.

"Sam, Where are you?" He heard the voice ask again. It sounded like Gabriel, how? "Sam i need to talk to you. Please come back!" He heard the voice plead. His heart still yearned for that little shit. He had to.

"I need to get out" Sam told the man as he tried to get out as quickly as he could. The man kept driving. "Let me out, please" Sam commanded as he struggled to take off his seat belt. It was stuck somehow. The man turned off the road and kept driving into the woods. Sam had to do something. It was fight or flight and Sam couldn't leave. Sam gave a knockout punch to the man's head and he was out but was still at the wheel. Sam had to do something now or he was going to crash. "Gabriel i'm here! Help me!" He begged. He felt a hand grab his shoulder from the backseat and the next thing he saw he was on the floor in the bunker library with Dean, Cas, Gabriel and Mary. Their expressions were indecipherable.

"Sam what were you thinking?!" His mother was the first one to burst "We had no idea where you were!" She scolded Sam. Sam looked down at the floor, he couldn't think of any words to say that would explain why he did it, but he knew he was pissed at Dean and Cas. Sam screwed his face up along with his fists. He gazed up at Cas.

"Demon blood! Are you serious!" Sam yelled as the fury poured out. Cas and Dean were shocked at Sam. Cas dropped his head.

"So you heard" Dean said as he slowly shook his head. "How could you Sam? After every-" Sam cut Dean off.

"I haven't fucking touched it Dean! I am a monster when i get close to it, and people i love die. I was never going to touch that crap again!" Sam yelled trying to get it through Dean's thick skull. The room went silent. Sam glared at Dean still pissed.

"okay, let's all calm down before you two solve your deep and repressed issues by punching it out of each other." Gabriel stepped in between the boys glares. Sam looked away from him, his face screwed. Everyone in this room he was pissed off at. Except Mary, she always got a get out of jail free card. Sam looked down towards the younger Winchester. "Sammy, c'mon. Don't be pissed. Please" Gabriel pleaded but Sam didn't budge. He was just as stubborn as John. "i wanted to explain that note" That caught Sam's attention, he turned and looked up into the golden oceans of Gabriel's eyes. Gabriel turned to Cas and The other Winchesters. "Can Sam and i have a minute?" Gabriel wondered scanning over their faces. Dean nodded as walked off to his room, of course Cas tagged along like a lost puppy. Mary sighed. She glanced over to Sam to see if he wanted her to leave but it was a definite yes. She slowly strolled off into the kitchen to leave the boys alone.

"well, we're alone. Explain" Sam's tone was cold and sharp with all emotion detached. Gabriel stood there with his mouth half open. Sam slowly picked himself off the floor so he towered over Gabriel. There it was again, the pumping of his heart, it was hard and fast. Sam couldn't stay mad, it hurt to stay mad at him. He softened as his heart began to beat in a pattern. He'd never realized how much he missed being alone with Gabriel. He crumbled, he was trying to build a steel wall over his emotions and feelings but Gabriel turned them into sugar. Tears just poured, Sam was vulnerable and a mess when he was with Gabriel.

"Why did you leave me?" He sobbed as he pulled Gabriel by his shirt into a tight hug. Gabriel barely wrapped his arms around Sam but he tried.  Sam's ears focused on the thumping of his heart, it was louder and wasn't just his. Their hearts played in sync. It was quick then slow but always together.

"You hear it don't you?" Gabriel whispered into Sam's ear. "you're my frequency. We spend five days together and even i fall for you." Gabriel closed his eyes and listened to the beat. Sam screwed his face, this beat sounded a little bit too familiar... and then it his him.

"I never meant to be so bad to you..." Sam mumbled.

"Sam, what are you-" Sam cut Gabriel off.

"Shh, listen" Sam scolded Gabriel.

"one thing that i said i would never do..." Sam hummed. Gabriel listened harder, Shit. The kid was right.

"A look from you and i would fall from grace..." Gabriel began to sing. Sam leaned back and looked into Gabriel's eyes.

"And that would wipe the smile right from my face" They sung together. The song that caused Sam years of therapy was the song his heart played to. Gabriel gave a smirk. He snapped his fingers together and Sam heard something play over the speakers.

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"You're an ass" Sam chuckled.

"I'm a perfect ass" Gabriel smirked.

(Damn Daddy, Quack Quack)

Time seemed to stop as Gabriel devoured Sam's dark eyes. They looked so dark that you couldn't distinguish pupil from iris. Sam leaned down and locked lips with the angel's perfect and soft ones. They were better than remembered. Both boys too eager to play the waiting game, they're tongues were dancing around each other in a matter of moments unable to let go. Sucking and devouring every part of their mouths that their bodies had craved since they stopped. Gabriel's  nothing but a gourmet delicacy made just for Sam to eat at. Gabriel pulled back to get a full breathe but he made sure too keep close to Sam.

"I missed you" Sam panted

"Don't get all soft on me now Sammy" Gabriel breathed, Sam snaked is arms around Gabriel's lower back. They were cramped in the ever fading Gap in between them.

"I need you" Sam flashed Gabriel a smirk before kissing along his jawline.

"You're eager" Gabriel sensually whispered as a sly smile crept across his face.

"Being away from you kills me Gabriel." Sam admitted as he nibbled along Gabriel's neck.

"I thought you didn't want to fuck me because you thought you'd kill me?" Gabriel pulled Sam closer and Sam gripped the back of Gabriel's neck and sucked along his collarbone.

"Well, live like you're gonna die tomorrow, right?" That was all the conformation Gabriel needed to pound Sam. Gabriel leaped at Sam's flannel buttons and began fumbling to undo them. Sam pulled Gabriel down the bunker. "i heard the bunker had handcuffs in the dungeon." Sam smirked, Sam wanted to get creative this time. They stumbled and fumbled their way to his room, their mouths attached to every part of skin that they could latch onto. Gabe thrusted Sam onto his bedroom door. Gabriel struggled to find the handle as he bit onto Sam's ear as a moan escaped Sam's lips.

"How 'bout i do you on this door?" Gabriel teased as he finally threw the door open taking him and Sam down. Sam lay on the floor, unable to shake his lustful smile. Gabriel moved his hips over Sam's groin. Wisps of uncontrollable pleasure seeped out of Sam's mouth.

"Will you take me again?" Sam moaned as Gabriel began to rotate his hips. Gabriel leaned over to Sam's ear.

"Ready for cuffs?" He whispered as he snapped his fingers. The cuffs were police grade only lined with pink fur. Gabriel grabbed Sam's hands and raised them above his head and cuffed them to the bed. (honestly if someone makes fan art of this i would be so proud)

(Oki smut.)

Gabriel moved up onto Sam's abs and snapped his fingers once more. Sam was completely exposed. Gabriel ran his hands along Sam's overly defined muscles, eating him up with his eyes. They're away from each other for about a day and now Sam's handcuffed to a bed. Gabriel slowly ran his hand over Sam's cock. Sam, getting more aroused at every movement. Gabriel snapped his fingers and he too was completely naked.

"Lemme see that ass in the air" Gabriel rubbed Sam's inner thigh. Sam nodded, flipping onto his stomach and raising his legs up so his ass was high in the air. Gabriel snapped his fingers and it cleaned Sam up, it was honestly a weird feeling. Gabriel pulled Sam's cheeks open and positioned himself behind the puppy faced Sam. Gabriel leaned forward and began to stroke the rim of Sam's hole with his tongue, long and flat. Sam moaned, it was still weird for Sam to think that an angel was eating his ass but he still enjoyed every part of it. Gabriel couldn't stop, he was better in his mouth, he couldn't help but savour every taste.
Gabriel pointed his tongue and pressed into him.
"Fuck Gabriel" Sam moaned as Gabriel made his tongue push deeper. Sam drooled at every moment Gabriel even touched him.
When he finally pulled back, Sam let out a whine.
"Shh, Sammy. You're way to eager" Gabriel hushed Sam. Sam quietened and waited for Gabriel's next move. He sat there for a few moments. "Danny, are you okay if I try out something new?" Gabriel asked. Sam was intrigued and worried about what Gabriel had in mind.
"Umm, sure I guess" Sam answered with uncertainty. Gabriel gave a smirk before grace began to cover his fingers. When Sam felt the grace touch the inside of his body, a strange tingle went through all his nerves. The grace did more than tingle his body, it gave Sam a liquid filling for Gabriel. Gabriel stroked himself a few times. He might've told Sam not to be so eager yet he was the same, ready to dive back into Sam. When Gabriel was hard enough, he pressed onto Sam's hole, which was lined in liquid grace.
"Fuck me Gabriel!" Sam exclaimed as Gabriel sunk himself deeper into Sam.
"Already am" Gabriel joked as he circled his hips in Sam. Sam moaned and groaned, he was still tight for Gabriel. Gabriel slowly pulled back and thrusted forward.
"Holy shit" Sam panted and Gabriel slowly pulled in and out of Sam, gradually getting faster every pleasurable thrust. Gabriel became rough and uncontrolled as he pushed as deep as he could go. the sound of skin slapping over and over could be heard throughout the bunker and Sam's moans louder.
Gabriel pulled out of Sam, Sam whined at the sudden emptiness.
"Let me see that pretty face as I screw it through to tomorrow" Gabriel smirked. Sam flipped over again, careful not to tangle the chain of the cuffs too much. Gabriel rammed himself back in, Sam yelped. Gabriel needed more from Sam, he angled his hips just right and hit the spot. Sam was making more than moans, he was speaking full sin. Gabriel's urge to make Sam crumble intensified as Gabriel felt his body about to reach climax.
Gabriel grabbed Sam's red, leaking cock and began pumping it in sync with his hip rolls.
"Don't stop. whatever you do. Do Not Stop" Sam pleaded in between moans and sharp thrusts.
"wasn't planning to" Gabriel panted. Gabriel worked his body as hard as he could, thrusting and pumping. Sam couldn't contain himself, he came everywhere. It was on his stomach and on Gabriel's arm. Gabriel didn't stop. He pushed as hard as he could until his back arched and he filled Sam. Gabriel pulled out and cum leaked from Sam. Gabriel reached up and uncuffed Sam before collapsing next to him.
(Oki smut is done)
Sam rubbed his wrists, there was a red ring from where the cuffs had been. Gabriel smiled up at Sam and Sam gave a light, exhausted one back. Sam wrapped his arms around Gabriel and rested his head onto Gabriel's chest.
"We should probably tell them about this" Sam mentioned half asleep.
"Tomorrow" Gabriel kissed Sam's forehead before dozing off with Sam in his arms.