Sam's eyes opened up, they felt dry and sticky along with his cheeks. He must've filled a river.He slowly sat up and realized that an arm was wrapped around his waist. Both of them still naked from the night before. Sam turned onto his side and admired the angel, he couldn't help but tuck his messy hair behind his ear so he could fully see his face. He was still breathing and Sam had actually gotten some sleep. The door clicked open, there was no time. Dean had managed to get a key and Gabriel was still fast asleep. So he decided to wing it.

"Dean don't open the door, i'm butt ass naked!" Sam yelled out to stop his brother.

"Dude what the fuck" He heard Dean exclaim. It was also loud enough to wake Gabriel up. Gabriel looked at Sam and then he was gone. Sam leaped off the bed and grabbed his underwear and threw it back on.

"Okay, all good" Sam called scrambling back into bed. Dean walked in. "Did you have fun pity sex?" Sam asked crossing his arms slightly pissed off at Dean for doing that to Cas. Dean scratched his head.

"Well not with her, Cas kinda told me and we had more. Makeup sex" Dean explained trying not to over share like Sam usually does. Sam's face lit up, it was kinda awesome that Dean and Cas were back together but a little weird how brothers were screwing their brothers. Eh they're not blood. "Why were you naked?" Dean asked unsure if he would like the answer, but he still asked. Sam looked at him and around thinking of a lie but just came to.

"Dean i do some things that you certainly wouldn't like to know about" He replied, it technically wasn't a lie it just wasn't the whole truth. Dean scrunched his eyebrows.

"Freak" He mumbled going to the mini fridge. Sam shrugged.

"Grrughh" A monstrous sound roared from Sam's body. Dean turned and looked at him.

"Dude eat some food and shut that thing up" Dean partially joked. Sam stood up to get a pair of pants to go out and get some crappy meal from some crappy diner. "Sammy what the fuck is that?" Dean asked in surprise pointing to Sam's shoulder. Sam tried a few times to look over his shoulder to no avail. he walked into the bathroom and checked in the mirror. There was a scratch, that was slightly embarrassing. Honestly he didn't even remember Gabe doing that. Sam walked back out and pulled his pants up and grabbed his under shirt, he threw it on. "Sammy, what the fuck did you do last night?" Dean pointed to the hickey on Sam's forearm. Fuckin' Gabriel. Sam cleared his throat.

"Dean i do some things that you certainly wouldn't like to know about" He repeated to Dean hoping he wouldn't ask again. Dean's face screwed up. Sam threw on a flannel and a pair of shoes. He walked to the bedside stand and grabbed his wallet. "I'll be up the road" Sam told Dean shooting out the door.

Sam strutted feeling quite content with himself and what Gabriel had done. Sam felt a hand interlock fingers with him. He turned and saw and equally as happy Gabriel.

"Well hello" Sam chirped with a smile.

"You're in a good mood" Gabriel noticed giving him a smirk

"Well, i think i deserve to be happy after giving you what i gave" Sam answered being vague. Gabriel let go of Sam's hand and interlocked arms.

"Let's go make-out in a diner" Gabriel suggested. Sam just smiled and laughed as they walked along.

Sam opened the door for Gabriel and Sam walked to a spot for them and Gabriel just stared at the cake selection. Sam found a booth it was a bit small but it had the window on one side. Sam was busy looking through the menu when a skinny, short haired blonde walked up to Sam. Sam grabbed the menu off Sam. Gabriel still scanning over cake and the newly baked sweets.

"Hey, there cute thing" She flirted touching his shoulder, Sam felt tense and awkward. Gabriel always knew how to get rid of these kinds of girls, well he knew a lot about everything. He was a archangel. She moved her hand from Sam's shoulder to his chest. He still said nothing, frozen begging Gabriel to notice. "So firm" she complimented "You should come over and let me see how firm the rest of that body is" She suggested but Sam was just frozen until he saw Gabriel slide in to the open seat. He looked pissed at her. Sam turned and looked at her, he was so scared of this woman. She stood up straight.

"Babe, you okay?" Gabriel asked trying to emphasis the 'babe' part. Sam just swallowed he felt weird.

"Babe? you two are... urgh. Why are the cute ones always gay?" She stormed off and Sam relaxed. He sighed in relief, Gabriel just came to his rescue again.

"Thank you" He thanked Gabriel, and reached over and gestured for Gabe to take his hand. Gabriel gave a smirk and happily took Sam's hand.

"You looked so scared." Gabriel poked at Sam as he chuckled. Sam flashed a bright color of red. A woman wearing a work uniform.

"hey, what can i get you two?" She asked pulling out a notepad.

"Hi, i'll have waffles please with maple syrup" Sam was feeling like a splurge today, screw being healthy this morning. What was Gabriel doing to him.

"And i'll have you're red velvet cake with ice cream" Gabriel ordered. Sam turned and looked at Gabriel with a bit of a scowl.

"For breakfast?" Sam tried to make him reconsider

"It's the afternoon somewhere else in the world" Gabriel defended himself. The woman wrote it down and ripped it off.

"So waffles with maple syrup and red velvet with ice cream?" She confirmed.

"Yep" Gabriel quickly agreed. Sam wanted to make Gabriel change his but he was getting waffles, they weren't too different. The woman walked off with their order. Sam picked Gabriel's hand up and kissed it. "you're one big softy, aren't you?" Gabriel said looking at Sam hold his hand. Sam looked at Gabriel and sighed.

"Always have really, well the real me. Not Lucifer me, or demon me, or revenge me." Sam replied playing around with Gabriel's hand. "Honestly i thought you'd be a lot more cocky and arrogant if we dated" Sam admitted not making eye contact. Honestly, so did Gabe. Both boys became quite, waiting for the other one to speak.

"What did you dream about?" Gabriel asked, he'd been curious ever since it happened.

"Nothing" Sam answered, unwilling to discuss it to him. Hell, he was even unwilling to tell it to Dean.

"Okay waffles with maple" The lady happily chirped placing down Sam's waffles "And a slice of red velvet with ice cream". Sam politely smiled at the lady but Gabriel already had gone through half of his. Sam just smiled, this was actually pretty cool getting breakfast with Gabriel.

Sam began to chomp down on his golden waffles, fuck he missed these. Sometimes he forgot why having a healthy lifestyle was important, he wasn't going to live past 50. When Sam looked back at Gabriel, he was eyeing his food.

"Do you want some?" Sam asked with his mouth full. Gabriel excitedly nodded as he grabbed his fork, plunging it into the waffle and devouring it. How the fuck could he eat so fast? Sam took a few more mouthfuls of his now lonely waffle and wiped his mouth. He stretched and yawned, he was going into a sugar coma.

"C'mon Samsquatch, i'll get you back to Dean" Gabriel told Sam throwing some money on the table and leaning over the table, he latched onto Sam's shoulder and they were outside of the motel. "Have fun" Gabriel sarcastically remarked. He stood on his tippy toes and kissed Sam on his cheek, he truly enjoyed being in Sam's company and certainly wasn't going to tap that fine fucking ass and leave it.

(i'm so not fucking sorry)

Sam walked into the room to see Dean on his computer.

"Hey Sammy" Dean greeted him as he closed the door.

"Found anything new?" He asked walking over to Dean. Dean looked pretty happy when those words left Sam's mouth.

"You know what know that you ask, yeah i found out where Ajay lives and i was waiting for you to get back" Dean smirked.

"Well let's go" Sam grabbed his things and Dean grabbed his gun and keys. They leaped out the door and to Baby jumping in.

Dean slowed down and stopped in front of the house. It was Tiny and in shambles with nature taking it back. Windows were broken with wood falling off it, it almost looked like a haunted house. Dean looked at Sam and Sam looked back.

"Time to bring this sucker down" Dean said with a smirk.

Dean opened Baby's boot and then opened her floor, revealing her arsenal. Dean grabbed a machete and Sam an axe. Sam quickly scanned over the arsenal.

"Dead Man's blood?" Sam asked. Dean pulled a small red jar from his pocket.

"Just in case" Dean gave a smile before closing the boot. The boys walked up to the house. They looked threw the window, it was a nest of about 9. Shit. Dean motioned to Sam to take the back. Sam crept around the house, avoiding windows which would give their stealth advantage away. Sam waited behind the back door and waited for Dean to kick it down. He felt something snatch the axe away and pull his arms behind his back. Sam groaned and struggled.

"Ahh, a Winchester" He felt one of them whisper into his ear. He felt a sharp pain dig into his neck and he screamed. He felt another one bite into the other side of his neck. He screamed louder. Where was Dean?

"Ga.." Sam tried to squeeze out but he couldn't it hurt too much. "Gabriel" He breathed, he felt his knees buckle and he was on the floor. He couldn't move they were attached to him, Sam felt his blood drain. He heard a ruffle of feathers, a scream and a bright flash of light right before he passed out.

Sam felt light headed and disorientated when he finally woke up. He quickly scanned the room, Dean was crouched next to him and Gabriel was standing in the corner.

"What happened?" Sam groaned, his eyes focused of Dean who had a bandage over his neck.

"Well, I was attacked by vamps, then you and you summoned Gabriel and Gabriel killed the vamps." Dean explained to the still ditzy Sam.

"Sorry Gabe" Sam apologized, he reached up and felt where the vamps had taken a chunk out. He felt a bandage and wool, Dean probably did that one.

"it's okay kiddo" Gabriel accepted the apology half smiling at Sam. Sam felt so fuckin' stupid, he called his boyfrie... um his associate to do their hunt for them.

"C'mon Sammy, we need to go home" Dean said as he began to help Sam onto his feet. Sam groaned, his body just hurt. Dean walked to Baby. Sam felt a killer headache, worse than a hangover. It felt like getting kicked in the crotch. Sam dropped he saw flashes of Gabriel dead, Dean dieing. These weren't fucking nightmares, he thought they'd gone after the Yellow Eye'd Demon was killed. Gabriel was going to die because of Sam. Dean and Gabriel ran to Sam's aid as Sam continued to have his freak vision.

"Sammy!" Dean yelled as he grabbed his brother's sleeve, Sam snapped out of it and reached out to Dean just to be sure that it had stopped. "Sammy what the fuck was that?" Dean asked seriously concerned for his little brother.

"They're not nightmares Dean" Sam's voice shook and crackled. "Their back, i don't know how. They're back". Dean's face went blank.

"So these are going to happen?" Dean tried to clarify. Sam looked right into Dean's green eyes, he felt tears form. He was so scared.

"Let's go home Sammy" Dean urged Sam as he tried to pick the ginormous man up. But Sam wouldn't move he was too scared, not like a baby that doesn't want to go to school but more of not moving to save the lives of the two men that he cares too much about. "Sam, please" Dean begged Sam they were both tired but Sam just couldn't.

"Sam i'll take you home, i'll take you with me" Gabriel held his hand out. Sam turned and looked up at Gabriel. After everything he had done for Sam, he still wanted to do more. Sam manned up, he was to vulnerable right now. Seeing the people he loved die and knowing it was going to happen wasn't something he ever wanted to see again. Sam cleared his throat and stopped the tears from falling.

"Yeah, thank you Gabriel" Sam accepted trying not to crack in his voice like a teen going through puberty. Sam reached up and grabbed Gabriel's hand. The boys disappeared from the outside of the house leaving Dean to drive back alone. Cas might pop in for a visit too.

Sam felt the floor under him come back into existence. He was in the middle of a field on the ground holding onto the hand of Gabriel.

"Where are we?" Sam asked looking around, the only things he could see was forest for miles, short grass, a crystal lake and a small white cottage like house in the distance.

"My home" Gabriel told Sam helping him up. Sam stood up and looked around.

"You have a house?" He said shocked as he tried to wipe grass from his behind.

"Where do you think i spent some of my exsistance when i wasn't being a Dick or being Loki" Gabriel commented getting behind Sam and patting the dirt off, adding a few squeezes which made Sam twitch each time. But for better or worse Sam had forgotten about the visions, well they were behind a wall which every time he was with Gabriel, was put up. "C'mon kiddo" Gabriel held out his hand for Sam to take it. Sam smiled and took his hand. It was perfect being with a cocky angel, it was heavenly. Gabriel strolled just in front of Sam, who was taking in the beautiful scenery and wanting to check out everything but was eventually pulled along by Gabriel. They exchanged no words just smiles and blissful ignorance to everything wrong with life. Gabriel skipped up the small white wooden steps onto the large patio of the house. Sam followed looking around. There was a swing with delicate detail carved into the the metal frame, a small metal table with a glass top and a pair of matching chairs. Gabriel opened the screen door and a white door with stained glass was revealed. Sam reached over and grabbed the brass handle opening it up into a long hall with dark oak floors, light walls with intricate crown molding. The feel of the house felt much more modern than contemporary. It felt too normal for something Gabriel would be into.

"Where's the sex swing?" Sam joked

"The door on the left" Gabriel replied with a cocky smirk. The door was closed but when he opened it, it was definitely Gabriel. Dark red walls with toys and whips layered over it and like he promised a sex swing, and a whole selection of gag's and what Sam assumed to be butt plugs but honestly they looked more like torture devices. That was more like it.

"I'll have to use some of that on you later" He whispered into Sam's ear from behind him. Sam turned around and faced the angel with a large cocky grin on his face. Sam shuffled closer, Gabriel pulled himself almost nose to nose with Sam, more like nose to chest. Gabriel wrapped his arms around Sam's waist and clenched his ass, pulling Sam closer at the same time. Sam bent down and Gabriel stretched his neck up. Now they were nose to nose. Sam pressed his lips against Gabriel's. Gabriel felt Sam go at his lips, soft at first but get more viscous as he went on. Sam moved his hand up to Gabriel's hair and pulled him closer. Sam opened his mouth allowing Gabriel full access and allowing Gabriel to dominate. Gabriel crept his hands up and along Sam's back to the back of his neck while Sam pulled him up. Gabriel stood on the top of his toes and Sam had bent his neck down, growing tired of a game that wasn't to comfortable for either party. Sam bent down and grabbed Gabriel's legs, allowing his to swing them around Sam's waist, and easier position for both of them. Gabriel twisted and moved his tongue in ways not even Sam could've predicted, Gabriel had Sam waiting for the next flick, lick or roll. Just they was he moved around was heavenly, he was just delicious to devour and be devoured by. Moving tongues back and forth, over and under, up and around. Sam felt the exact moment of when Gabriel hit the sweet spot in his mouth, just to the back of his canine, earning him a subtle moan.

Sam walked down the hall carrying the angel, joined at the lips. He missed the bedroom and went straight to the kitchen. Sam threw Gabriel's back onto the counter, they separated just to breathe. They panted mouths hovering next to each others. Sam kissed along Gabriel's neck. Gabriel flung his legs around Sam's waist.

(more smut. I've nothing interesting for this chapter, so you get smut. To fill the void)

Sam tore at Gabriel's jacket, he felt like a whole new person. The normal Sam wouldn't have continued as his muscles ached and still had holes in his neck, but the side only Gabriel could tap in to was just lustful and greedy, wanting nothing but angel. Sam just ripped his flannel, taking a few buttons off along with it, but honestly he didn't notice let alone care. Sam threw his grey under shirt off . Gabriel was working on his button up, both greedy for more but both wanted to savor this, when neither were entirely human, or angel.

Sam lunged at Gabriel's shirtless body. Creating marks and patterns as he sucked and bit. Gabriel just moaned. Sam moved towards his nipples taking time to pull at them and massage them with his tongue. Sam moved back up to his neck, urge overtook him and he bit down. Gabriel wasn't one took back down after one little love bite, no he was one to find an animalistic Sam biting him hot as shit. Sam bit down and the taste of iron touched the tip of his tongue and he let go, golden grace dripped out from the wound and onto Sam's lips.

"Sam, fuck you're going nuts. It's such a fucking turn on" Gabriel exclaimed as he panted. Sam stood up straight, his mind just wanted every part of him. Sam bent back over and locked his lips and tongue back to the angel. Grace fluttering through their mouths, Sam just couldn't stop taking this angel, every time they were alone he tore through Gabriel. Sam stopped and devilishly smirked at the angel before him, Sam stood up. Gabriel slid off the bench "We're not gonna get down and dirty straight away, i want you to scream" He whispered. Sam just growled. Sam was very dominant in bed but Gabriel was going to get sweet innocent Sammy pounded, he was going to use a few toys of his. Gabriel led Sam down the hallway, already Sam was turning more human. Gabriel walked into his 'sin room'. Sam was basically back to being a sweet little puppy, his expressions softened and his eyes were wide scanning over the little objects. Sam did feel less animal, he felt unsure not leaping at the biggest plugs but getting nervous. Which made Sam feel even more nervous and Gabriel excited.

Gabriel ran his hand over the various sex toys. There were dildos, plugs, Gags, flavored lube, ropes, clips and whips. Honestly Sam expected nothing less, but he'd never used one or had one been used on him, well he hadn't really had anyone been in there. He was always the dominant one so he'd built an animalistic Sam which pleased a lot of lovers, but Gabriel was different and Sam was different with him. Gabriel turned to Sam.

"First question, Have you had something up there before?" Gabriel asked pretty casually. Sam felt unsure, yes he wanted to do this but he was unsure of how it would feel and work. Sam nervously looked around.

"No..." He mumbled crossing his arms and looking down at the floor, he didn't want to disappoint Gabe. Gabriel sighed.

"we don't have to if you don't want to" Gabriel assured Sam. Sam looked back up at Gabriel in big puppy eyes.

"Trust me i want to do this but... i'm unsure of how this all works" Sam nervously admitted biting his lip. Instead of a cocky smirk that Sam was all too familiar with was instead replaced with a genuine, comforting warm smile. Gabriel turned at looked through a few of the smaller ones, they still looked big to Sam. Gabriel picked out a neon green one, it wasn't very big but it was bigger that Sam could've taken. Gabriel walked up to Sam and reached up to caress the shaky Sam.

"Second question, do you trust me?" Gabriel asked looking into the darkness of Sam's eyes. Sam reached up and placed his hand over Gabriel's. He felt safe and ready.

"I trust you" Sam replied with a weak smile.

"Promise me that if you ever want to stop or wait. Tell me" Gabriel asked Sam. Sam looked at the micro-expressions on his face.

"i promise" Sam slowly nodded his head. Gabriel smiled and Sam felt a whole lot more sure than before but still a lingering fear.

"Okay then take your pants off" Gabriel instructed sliding his hand off Sam's face. Sam slid the buckle loose and chucked it to the side. He undid his Jean's and slid them down to his ankles, kicking them off to the side. Gabriel grabbed a bottle of regular lube and thickly layered it onto the plug.

Sam was still reluctant to take his underwear off but he still did, it was still Gabriel. The same angel he'd constantly spent these last few days with, the same angel he'd known for years.

"Sam, can you go on your hands and knees on that" Gabriel pointed to a bench with padding on it. It was raised for exactly this use. Sam climbed onto the bench and did exactly what Gabe had asked him to do. He felt a warm hand in between his thighs. "Hey kiddo, can you spread these a bit further?" Gabriel's voice was soft and calming, completely aware that Sam was nervous about being the bottom and it was completely new for him. Sam shuffled his legs open further. "That's it" Gabriel encouraged. Sam tensed as he felt the cold lube touch around his opening. Gabriel was making sure it would be as easy and comfortable as possible for him. "Sam relax, if you tense it'll just make it harder on yourself" Gabriel explained to Sam. Sam took a deep breath in and out trying to relax, it mostly worked but he wasn't fully calm. He felt coldness press against the outer side of his hole. He tried to relax but he just couldn't. Sam groaned, it hurt. Gabriel stopped pushing.

"Sam, try to stop tensing" Gabriel rubbed his waist.

"i can't, it won't fit" Sam croaked, he couldn't do it. He'd let down Gabriel.

"Yes it will, you trust me. If you try and relax, it will be a lot easier" Gabriel tried to reassure Sam. Sam closed his eyes and relaxed his muscles. He took a few deep breaths in and out. Gabriel began pushing it in further "Good baby, like that. Exactly like that" Gabriel tried to calm him but Sam was in pain, it still hurt so bad. Sam felt tears form he couldn't do it, he shook his head. He need Gabriel to stop.

"Stop, please. It hurts" Sam breathed. Gabriel slid it back out and Sam began to breathe heavily. Gabriel placed it on the floor. Sam turned and sat down on the bench, trying not to feel like he just let down Gabriel. Sam looked down at the plug, he felt like a disappointment to Gabriel.

"Sam look at me" Gabriel said to Sam. Sam looked at Gabriel in the eyes.

"if you're unsure, i will wait. After all, i have waited all this time for you to be here, now" Gabriel assured Sam. It still didn't make the feeling go away. Gabriel moved closer to Sam. "I love you, no matter how scared, scary or stupid you are" Gabriel admitted to Sam. Sam slid off the bench. Sam's heart melted when those words left his mouth.

"I love you Gabriel" Sam said back making sure he knew that he knew he wasn't going to scare Sam away. Gabriel wrapped his arms around Sam, pulling him in tightly for a hug. Sam wrapped his arms around Gabriel laying his chin on the top of Gabe's head. He truly loved this angel and Gabriel loves him right back.

"C'mon Sammy" Gabriel urges Sam along, but he doesn't want to move. Sam creased his eyebrows.

"no, let's do it again" Sam was determined to do this.

"Sam we don't hav..." Gabriel was cut off

"i Want to" Sam assured Gabriel grabbing his hand and holding it in between both of his large hands. Gabe sighed.

"Fine, i trust you can handle it" Gabriel looked up at Sam and saw how desperate he was to do it for him. Sam jumped back onto the bench, he positioned himself on his hands and knees, he spread his legs about hips distance apart. Gabriel relubed the plug, He slowly filled the outer rim of Sam's hole with lube again. Sam took a deep breathe in. Gabriel pressed and slowly began to enter back into Sam. It still hurt, but this time he was expecting it. "Good job Sammy, keep going. Halfway there" Gabriel encouraged. Gabriel got to the widest part of the plug and Sam half groaned, half screamed. He kept pushing and it was in.

"It's in" Gabriel told Sam. Sam wanted to break into tears, he was stretching and it hurt. Gabriel walked to the side of Sam. He didn't want to move, he was scared to. He was so focused on the pain that it began to hurt more. "Sam, look at me" Gabriel grabbed Sam's jaw and pulled his face to face him. Gabriel saw a single tear run down Sam's cheek. "I'm sorry" Gabriel apologized, he leaned forward and kissed Sam.

"it's okay, i wanted this. It's worth it for you" Sam told Gabriel. Even Gabriel had to admit that Sam's words touched him, he'd done this just to make Gabriel happy. The pain began to grow less and less. "it doesn't hurt that much anymore" Sam gave a weak smile. Gabriel walked behind Sam.

"okay, i'm going to move it just a little bit" Gabriel warned. Sam nodded. Gabriel grabbed the plug and began slowly moving it around in Sam. Sam moaned it was turning into pleasure and not pain. Gabriel twisted it and Sam moaned louder, it was better that expected. Gabriel pulled in out a tiny bit then pushed it pack in. Sam groaned he was getting used the feeling of it inside him. Gabriel slowly slid it back out earning another moan. Gabriel threw the plug into a container and grabbed the lube again. He layered one of his fingers with lube and slowly pressed into Sam. Sam moaned as Gabriel scissored his finger in Sam, twisting, pulling and pushing. Sam was hard, it stood up. Waiting for attention.

"Ga...Gab" Sam motioned to his hard cock.

"i'll take care of you, don't worry" Gabriel assured Sam, he slid another finger in and moved it faster in and out earning long moans from Sam. Sam was truly relaxed and Gabriel fit another finger in. "it's time" Gabriel whispered to Sam. Gabriel snapped his fingers and cleansed them and the plug. Gabriel unzipped his pants and his dick stood up, it had been urging to be let free since the first plug try. Gabriel slicked himself thick of lube. "Sammy are you ready?" Gabriel checked with Sam. Sam quickly nodded.

Gabriel positioned himself in front of Sam's entrance. Gabriel slowly slid his cock inside of Sam and Sam couldn't help but groan, moan and yell all at once. It felt good but it was still stretching Sam a fair bit. Gabriel slid all of him inside of Sam. Sam was already panting. He was tighter that Gabriel thought.

"Can i move?" He asked to make sure Sam was comfortable with it.

'Yea... yeah" He stuttered already out of breath. Gabriel slowly backed out, both of them moaned in pleasure. Gabriel trusted back in and out keeping in a steady pace, each time Sam moaning. Gabriel gradually picked up the pace. Sam could feel his body wanting to orgasm but he couldn't without being touched just a little bit. Gabriel thrusted quicker and harder, each time hitting Sam's prostate making him moan louder than a siren.

"Sam, it's time" Gabriel panted. He reached under Sam and gripped his precum leaking cock and with one movement he came over the bench narrowly missing Gabriel's hand. Gabriel thrusted a few more sharp thrusts and with a moan loaded Sam's body with white.

Gabriel pulled out, going soft. They were both panting, honestly Gabriel on top of him was something he liked no matter the pain. Sam sat on the bench and faced Gabriel, he couldn't help but smile. He leaned over to Gabriel and planted a kiss on his forehead.

"C'mon Samsquatch" Gabriel grabbed Sam legs and back. He picked Sam up like a bride using his angelic strength. "You're turn to be the bride" He joked. Sam half laughed and half smiled at Gabriel's comment, it felt good to be carried. The only time he was treated like this was when Dean would take care of him, Now Gabriel was the one taking Care of him.

"Gabe, what about the others? Won't they wonder where we are?" Sam asked concerned

"Nah, don't i called them and said that i was taking you to some place and trying to help your visions" Gabriel explained, "Which isn't entirely a lie" Gabriel finished, he walked into the lounge room which was open to the kitchen. Gabe lay Sam on the couch, he was probably still sore from the hunt and what Gabriel did. Sam stretched out, taking up the whole couch. Sam was pretty exhausted.

"Hey samalam, do you want anything to eat or drink?" Gabriel asked as he looked through his cupboard. Sam yawned and closed his eyes, but staying awake.

"Hmm, i dunno" Sam slurred

"I'll let you sleep" Gabriel whispered over to Sam. Sam nodded, he allowed himself to fully shut down and to heal itself.

Sam tossed and turned right before opening his eyes. He honestly never wanted to see the bunker ever again, it was his first true home but his true torture. Sam didn't want to move but his body moved for him. He tried to stop himself from walking out the door, he groaned trying to stop himself.

"Help! Help! Help!" He heard Dean scream.

"No, no, stop. Stop!" He tried to stop himself from what was going to happen. Sam walked into the room, Gabriel's eyes we're staring straight at him. He started to panic, dream or not he couldn't contain himself. He'd finally found someone he could trust and he was going to die.

"Sam" Dean breathed as the color drained from every part of him. Sam knew why he was covered in blood, he was nothing but a monster. "Sam you're a monster. You're past saving" Dean growled. If this was just a recurring nightmare, Sam could deal with it. He knew it wasn't real and what Dean said was just words but it wasn't a nightmare, it was a vision. Dean thought he was a monster. Sam was a monster, a creature who could never be loved. Sam loved Gabriel, he knew it and Gabriel loved him right back. But he was going to be the reason Gabriel died. Sam couldn't do that.

Dean walked up to Sam, blade in hand. Dean was going to try and kill Sam. Dean swung and thrusted the blade at Sam, but Sam's body moved out of the way each time, punching him. Sam kicked Dean away. He raised his hand and threw him into a wall. Why wasn't Gabriel waking him up.

"Gabriel!" He tried to scream. Dean was pinned onto the wall.

"Sammy" Dean choked. Sam twisted his hand and blood began to run from his eyes, nose and mouth. Dean began to splutter and choke on his own blood and intestines. He yelled and wailed. Dean's body went limp.

"Sam" He heard Cas say from behind him. Sam turned around to see Cas holding his angel blade. "Don't move" He warned obvious that after everything he'd done, Cas didn't want to do it. Sam walked forward and Cas plunged the blade into Sam. Sam could feel it inside him, it didn't hurt. Sam placed his hand on Cas' forehead. Cas flashed white before dropping onto the floor. Sam began to pant, he couldn't breathe. he'd killed them.

"Sammy" Sam turned to his mother who was standing in the middle of the map room. Sam walked towards her. "No, Sam, Stop!" She begged and pleaded. Sam raised his hand and twisted his wrist 180 degrees, breaking Mary's Neck. Sam couldn't feel oxygen reach his lungs, he tried and tried, he couldn't breathe. Sam's eyes opened and he saw Gabriel look petrified. Sam couldn't breathe and Gabriel had no idea what had happened.

"Sam, hold your breath" Gabriel asked Sam. Sam cut himself off from oxygen.

"Okay now breathe from your stomach" Gabriel instructed Sam. Sam began to breathe, his muscles began to relax and he began to breathe slowly again. Sam looked around, regaining his senses. He and Gabriel were both clothed. Gabriel grabbed Sam and pulled his into a tight embrace, he never wanted to let go of Sam. Sam didn't want to leave Gabriel, he needed to tell him.

"Gabe..." Sam looked at Gabriel. The amount of sheer worry flowing from his eyes was enough to make Sam grow quiet.

"Sam, please tell me what you dream about. If i don't know i can't help you" Gabriel pleaded holding Sam tighter, He planted a kiss on the top of his head.

"I see you dead... and i'm the one who did it. Then i kill Dean, Cas and then... mum" Sam choked up on a few words. "I don't want to do that to you, to all the people i love. What if I'm just a monster." Sam confessed to Gabriel, he trusted him. He felt Gabriel's body tense, it obviously shook Gabriel that the human he had opened his heart for was going to be the one tearing it out, Literally.

"Sam, as long as i'm here nothing bad will happen, well too serious" Gabriel partially comforted Sam, it wasn't the best but at least he had empathy. Sam sat up and Gabriel slid up next to him. Sam rested his head on Gabriel's shoulder, he was exhausted.

"Gabe, what the time?" Sam asked changing the topic. Gabriel looked off to the wall clock.

"It's about two" Gabriel replied looking back at Sam.

"I'm starving" Sam complained, Gabriel chuckled.

"i'll whip something up but then i need to take you home" Gabriel explained shooting up to the kitchen, Sam curiously followed the angel.

Gabriel shot around the kitchen, grabbing fresh ingredients and a few other items. Gabriel grabbed a bowel and threw the ingredients in. He looked like an artist and food was his masterpiece.

"You cook?" Sam asked in disbelief

"I've become quite attached to food and fortunately Dad gave me the ability to taste it like humans do, that's why only i really eat food." Gabriel explained, still completely focused on the creation forming in front of his eyes.

"I'm gonna look around" Sam told Gabriel. Gabriel just nodded, he didn't mind Sam peeking in the darkest corners of this house, there was nothing to hide.

Sam looked into the first door he saw, it was a laundry. Pretty normal. Sam closed the door and walked to the next one. It was a spare bedroom, light colors with a few pieces of art hanging here and there. Sam went through the next two, it was a bathroom and a theater. There was a stairway going up and the 'sin room' left. Sam trotted up the stairs. It was Gabriel's bedroom. It was actually really cute, it had a white four post bed with markings throughout and matching bedside tables. Sam turned and saw a small jack russell pop it's head up from it's giant fluffy bed.

"Hey i remember you" Sam knelt down and the small dog trotted towards Sam, when Sam had last seen him he was white with two large black spots covering his eyes and ears but now he was mostly white and grey. He would be about twelve years old, he was still a pretty good looking dog for his age. Sam picked him up, he seemed to enjoy the attention. Sam trotted back downstairs. Gabriel perked his head up when he saw Sam walk back down the stairs.

"i see you've reacquainted yourself with Fenrir" Gabriel gave a smirk.

"I didn't know he was still alive" Sam admitted to Gabriel

"Nah, he's just really old" Gabe scruffed the dog's head, he obviously cared for Fenrir constantly. Keeping him company when he could and supplying him with all the dog luxuries. Sam let Fenrir down and he immediately trotted over to his little daybed.

"It smells amazing" Sam commented on Gabriel's cooking.

"Of course it does, i made it" Gabriel sassed.

"This looks so domestic"

Gabriel blushed, the angel about alcohol and pissing people off was currently making lunch for someone in a cottage in a scenic field. What the fuck had Sam done to him?

Sam continued to look around, only this time outside. Sam stepped onto the porch, he looked out. The field met a forest and the forest met a lake. Sam trotted down the steps. He walked along the grass field towards the forest. Sam continued to walk, all the way to the lake. He looked at the water, it was crystal clear with tiny pebbles all around, the clarity unusual for a forest lake. Sam bent down and touched the water, it wasn't very cold like he expected. it was a soft cold, the temperature you would happily wash you're hands in. He felt a voice in his head.

"Sam where the hell are you, i made lunch" He heard, Gabriel must've dialed human frequency. Sam jogged back to the house so Gabriel wouldn't have to wait too long for him. When Sam walked through the door he saw Gabriel sit down. Sam sat down across from him. He looked at his plate, there was baguette type break filled with beef, cheese, tomato and lettuce. It looked pretty fuckin' delicious. Gabriel had a stack of them on his plate, he devoured them by the time Sam finished one. Sam continued to eat three more, he felt strangely hungry today. Maybe it was from being the food source of vamps.

"I should get back" Sam told Gabriel, of course he didn't want to but it was what was necessary. Gabriel gave a short quick smile. He didn't want Sam to leave.

"Oh okay, yeah. I forgot about that" Gabriel muttered. Sam cleared his throat.

"Can i ask you something before we go?" Sam wondered, the strength in his voice began to fade.

"Yeah" Gabriel perked up.

"Will you... Would you like to be my..." Sam paused words getting scrambled inside of his head, he was so nervous. "Boy... friend" Sam pushed out there was no power left in his voice. Gabriel gave a smirk.

"That took a whole lot to say that" Gabriel remarked. Sam felt embarrassed, maybe Sam was just a booty call that he liked to dominate and be dominated by. Sam's body shrunk in, what had be done. "but i'd love to" Gabriel purred. Sam's spirit brightened almost instantly, not even realizing that he was doing it, Sam jumped up and across the table jumping onto Gabriel pushing his chair back. Sam collided his lips against Gabriel's, they were short pecks but Sam gave over a million, he was too thrilled. Gabriel grabbed Sam's shoulders and disappeared with him on top of Gabriel.

Sam looked up and around, he stopped kissing Gabriel and his stomach twisted and turned. He was in the bunker. Sam stumbled off Gabriel and backed further away. He was still worried about the bunker. About Gabriel in the bunker. Sam's eyes dashed from wall to wall, he was still crouched down and silent.

"Sammy are you okay?" Gabriel asked crawling over to him, Sam's paranoia calmed. Everything was still okay.

"yeah, just a bit paranoid i guess" Sam murmured, Gabriel sat next to Sam. He gave a warm smile. He always knew when Sam was scared and how to help. He reached up and caressed Sam's face. Sam snuggled Gabriel's hand in between his face and shoulder making sure Gabriel couldn't let go. Gabriel wriggled his hand out from Sam's death grip and Sam's face deflated.

"C'mon Samsquatch" Gabriel urged as he stood up. A dirty thought crossed Sam's mind. Sam gave a cheeky smirk. Gabriel was just curious in why Sam was giving him a smirk.

"I should take you like this one day" Sam grinned, Gabriel just laughed. Of course it would be nice, but not today. More like tomorrow but later. Gabriel helped the giant man up onto his feet. Sam leaned onto Gabriel and yawned. "Usually after sex you fall asleep." Sam commented as he closed his eyes, resting his head on top of Gabriel's.

"Well not after noon sex" Gabriel added, with a cocky spring. Sam lightly chuckled. Today had been pretty tiring. "You want to go to bed now don't you?" Gabriel asked but Sam simply nodded his head. 'SNAP' Sam opened his eyes slightly startled, he felt like he'd been standing here for hours. "Now you can go to sleep". Sam pulled his phone out of his pocket. It was 2:30 just a minute ago and now it was seven. They heard the bunker door open. They quickly changed position. Sam and Gabe sprinted into the library and pulled out books. Mary skipped down the stairs.

"hey boys!" Mary chirped

"Hey mum, where you at a hunt?" Sam asked turning to her.

"Yeah, just a Shapeshifter up the road" she replied walking towards the kitchen to get something to eat. Sam pretended to yawn.

"Ya know what, i'm going to hit the sack. I'm pretty tired today" Sam lied as he trotted off the bathroom. Once Sam was in the bathroom Gabriel snuck into his room.

Sam looked into the mirror. He began to unwrap his neck. The wounds were dried and not bleeding anymore. Sam picked his brush and lathered toothpaste onto it, drenched it in water and quickly giving his teeth a brush over. Only after about 20 seconds Sam spat it out then washing his mouth out. Sam looked at the cuts, they were obviously vampire bites. How was he going to hide this from the world? Sam threw his things back into place and trotted back to his room. He gently slid the door open, the room was dark but Sam could see Gabriel was already in bed but not asleep, he was waiting for Sam. Sam threw off his shirt and pants. He closed the door behind him.

He snuggled in next to the angel, as close as he could. Gabriel was looking at Sam with a barely visible smirk across his face. Sam stretched out and his feet popped out the end of the bed. Gabriel wrapped his relatively short arms around Sam's shoulders, they couldn't reach all the way but Sam didn't mind at all.

"Good night Samster" Gabriel whispered but Sam was already asleep.