The next couple days went by and I'm happy to report that things went smoothly with little discomfort. Things between Corey and I were just like they were before. I'm still not sure if that is a good thing or not. He didn't act any differently towards me which was good but at the same time it bothered me. Deep down I hoped, maybe wanted, him to be a little different. I hoped there would be something more but there wasn't. I am thankful that our little randevu didn't change anything but I hoped he may have wanted more? Hell, I don't know! Patience. Dammit I need to be patient. That was what Ant told me and for once I was going to listen. I have seen Tony and Nick pretty much just in passing. I didn't take that personally because I knew they were training like crazy plus to be completely honest I was ok with that. Yes, I missed them both but it didn't feel the same. I think that was more on me than them. I didn't ignore the hurt in Tony's eyes when I called him Tony and not M1. I just couldn't, not yet anyways. Maybe if or when things become more comfortable things will go back to the way they were. A part of me hoped they could but the other half was ok where things were. I was moving forward with my life. Not so much forgetting the past but accepting what had happened and living with it.

I haven't seen Anthony at all since our run and that really bothered me. I just hoped I didn't make him miserable after bringing up the past. Uncle Thomas has made time to sit with me every morning for breakfast in the kitchen. Yes, I still prefer the kitchen over the dinning hall. That is one thing that I don't think will ever change.

My training session with Corey that was usually right after lunch was pushed back till after dinner today. Not that I minded at all but I knew something was up. That damn Anthony always said there should never be secrets but the fucker is keeping more and more from me lately and I am past being annoyed about it. So besides being annoyed and a little restless didn't help having six hours to kill till we met up in the training centre. Patients, patients, patients. Yep just keep chanting that annoying little word and maybe it will work.

Me and boredom are not a good combination. Add annoyed to the mix and that could be dangerous. I couldn't even leave the pack house by myself anymore. We didn't know when my dad was going to show up but we all agreed it would be sooner than later. My gut was telling me it was soon. Or something else was about to happen. These days when it comes to my life nothing surprises me.

Deciding being locked up surrounded by walls was not a healthy thing for me at the moment I ran upstairs to grab a book then head outside. If they thought I was staying inside they had another thing coming. This girl needed fresh air! Around the back of the building were multiple tables and chairs and usually never really that crowded so I hoped that didn't change. Leaving out the doors through the kitchen I was greeted by the fresh soft breeze of the wind and only a faint sound of chatter. Good, it would be somewhat quiet. That was a good sign.

Just as I was about to round the corner I heard giggling. Very familiar giggling. I had to hold my groan in as I started to turn around but stopped when they started to talk.

"Did you hear since she can't have Jenson she is trying to go after the other Alpha's? What a joke! When I met up with Corey last night he said they were just friends and he was still looking for his Luna! After our little makeout session I may have told him I would make a perfect Luna and showed him what I can do for him. And let me tell you that man has absolutely nothing to be ashamed of!" I was frozen in place. I couldn't believe what I just heard. I think I was in such a state of shock that I wasn't able to truly comprehend everything.

"Are you really surprised? I heard her Aunt didn't want her. Her dad went feral. Jenson was and still is totally disgusted by her. Even Tony chose you over her. So why would Corey or his sexy brother want anything to do with her?" I didn't know who that was and it didn't matter either. Everything she said was true.

"What bullshit lies are you spreading?" That deep husky voice sounded familiar but I had already heard enough and forced my body to move.

I don't remember walking back into the pack house. I don't remember making it to my room. I don't know if someone came looking for me or not. All I remember is a deep voice attached to a faceless man in my dreams or more like a nightmare that would never end.