A/N I'll get the pictures. Hopefully I have them soon.

Third person; with Edd

It was finally night time and Edd still didn't know what he was going to say to Matt. He's been trying to convince Tom for some Ideas, but he was just going to wing it.

Edd made dinner once again. Him and Tom ate their dinner, while Matt chose to skip dinner this night. This only worried Edd more. Once the two were done Edd went up to Matt's room and knocked on the door.

"Matt, can I come in," Edd knocked on the door softly.

Their was no answer, which worried Edd more. He opened the door and walked into Matt's room. When he walked in he saw Matt on his bed. He was sitting down and starring at a picture.

"Hey Matt. Can I come in." Edd asked him. Once again their was no response. Edd walked in all the way and sat on the bed, next to Matt.

He looked over and when he did he saw that the picture was of Matt when he was a kid with a girl in a maid dress. Matt looked so happy in the picture.

Suddenly without warning he spoke, "That's me when I was six and the girl is Jade. She practically raised me. My mother always cared about good looks and didn't even glance at me unless I looked perfect." Edd looked at him expecting him to say more, but he kept quiet.

"Matt, what about your dad. We know you have one. He picked you up from school for once," Edd asked him.

"I don't know what your talking about Edd. You should leave now, i've gotta make a few calls," Matt said, trying to get rid of Edd.

Edd left him wondering if Matt was okay. He went back to the living room and saw Tom drunk once again. He sighed and helped Tom back to his room.

Matt's pov

Once Edd left I opened the picture frame and saw the white piece of paper. I grabbed it and looked at it once again. Their in Tord's hand writing was a phone number and message:

Matt only use this number in emergency. If I don't answer I promise to call back as soon as I can. I apologize that I can't Be with you right now.

Random phone number

Matt got out his cell phone and debated in his mind weather or not he should call tord. On one hand he really needed help and Tord is the only one who knows about his problems and the past.

On the other hand I know that Tom hates him and won't like me very much if he finds out that I invited him to stay.

Then their is the fact that Tord said that he would be their for me if I ever need him.

Then again he might not answer, or he might not want to come back.

After much more debating in my mind I made it up. I was going to call Tord.

I reached for my phone and dialed the number. I was about to press the call button before I hesitated. What if he forgot me. No Matt you can't think like that.

I pressed the call button and waited for the ringing to start. Their was one. . .two . . .three. .he answered. On the forth ring he answered. I heard his voice. For the first time in years I heard his voice.

"T-t-tord. I'm sorry. I know you told me to only call if it's an emergency, but I really need your help.," I told him.

"Matt is that you. Okay just relax. Are your parents out of jail," Tord asked me through the phone.

"No. It's not them. I can still hear their voices in my dreams. Telling me how worthless and imperfect I am. The habits. I've been doing them for a while now a-and they've gotten worse. I knew I should of called you the second they gotten bad," I was going to say more but he cut me off.

"Matt listen to my voice. You are going to be alright. I'll be over soon. Don't worry about me. I'm the boss where i'm at so nothing can happen to me."

With that Tord hung up not taking no for an answer at all.

Tord's pov

I was at my desk wishing that something or someone just anything would give me something to do so I won't have to do this paperwork.

As if my prayers have been answered, I heard my phone ring and answered it. I was surprised​. It was Matt. I waited for him to tell me everything with a little words in-between and told him that I was going down their to stay for a while.

He sounded shock. I knew he doesn't want me to be bothered about him, but I can't help it. I'm the one who rescued him, of course i'm going to be worried about him. Especially when he calls me and crying.

The second I hang up the phone I called in my two best soldiers.

"Paul, Patryick in my office now." i spoke to in the walkie talkies​.

Next thing I know their they are running and entering like i'm about to die.

I really do love them and their antics. I mean who couldn't, these two raised me. When I was abandoned and no one else wanted me they picked me up and gave me a home. They are my dads.

"I'm going to be leaving for a while. I have some issues with some old friends that I need to take care of. If you need me just give me a call. I promise to be careful and to not reveal any information along as the fact that I'm the red leader unless I'm in a situation that I have to reveal the truth. I promise not to get in to that bad of fights and to eat healthy. Anything else that your going to lecture me on," I asked them. They had shocked faces but a smile warmed over on their faces.

"Of course their is. Your our son so be careful and don't be sending home any hospital bills," Paul told me while giving me a hug.

"Don't forget to get that love of your life. We can't wait to meet him,"Patryick said while joining the hug.

Then as if without warning they both said at the same time, " and don't forget. We love you."

Once I pulled away I said my goodbyes and headed out to my old friends.