I tried to run but you pulled me in

When depression whispered to me you screamed the demons away

Your words are like arrows aiming at my heart

When I try to be mad you find your way in again

I don't understand this at all but I wish I did

And I try to keep calm but new situations scare this young wallflower

At times I stand and think everything over

I go over situations in my head

I think of thousands of words to say

But not a single one makes it past my lips

And this torture of not fully knowing

It takes me over the edge

I'm afraid that this feeling is never going to go away

I'm trying to stay like the simple wallflower

But my petals are changing from grey to vibrant colors

My words are becoming bolder

And my dark corner is beginning to evolve into so much more

I have no idea where these feelings will take me

I stop and wonder how I even got here

Hopefully the future will be bright

But the future is a blur

And the fear of not knowing is a torture of its own

I'm trying to keep calm but new situations scare this young wallflower