What the fuck is always up
Why can't I ever not be fucked up
The situations force their emotions on me
Doesnt leave my mind free
I hate it I hate it I hate it
But that doesn't just sedate it
I want to do something stupid too
Instead of just being a cupid for you
I really feel like being invisible sometimes
Just so that I can know what they have about me in their minds
I am a stupid , stupified, stupidity
I always let myself down thinking it's integrity
But I hate it I hate it I hate it
The version of me that I've become
I want to I need to I urge to
Be better again even if it's just for once