CHAPTER 15

When my eyes opened I was in my bed lying next to my sister. I sighed in relief. It was only a dream.. "What was a dream?" Caroline said as she woke up.

"Oh nothing it was stupid." At least I wasn't a little girl anymore running to my parents but.....my dreams have gotten so real and way more violent. I thought our minds were supposed to wake us up if we're in danger in our dreams.. I guess I have been violent to myself so my body doesn't react to the harsh dreams.

"Hey sis, I have to go back to work but I'll see you later, ok?" She kissed my head and then left. I laid back down on my bed and closed my eyes. I saw this bright white light, there was a foggy forest, and a girl looking back at me and then she disappeared into the woods.

I followed her even though I knew that you're not supposed to like in all the scary movies I was the dumb girl to follow something I saw. I walked past some trees and I came upon this stream and it wasn't a normal one. It was full of blood. I looked up and  saw the girl standing there. She ran behind a tree and watched me. I looked back down at the blood filled stream. Then it hit me.....I looked back up the girl was in the stream and it was water instead of blood, and.....and she was me when I was younger. I came here every time I couldn't handle things back in the city.

I saw someone kill someone else and throw them in the river and they saw me, so I ran and hid. The little girl version of me was about to get taken away by the man who killed the woman. I reached out for her hand but it was to late, he took her. I fell into the stream and couldn't get out it just pulled me down, down, down. I woke up panting.maybe I shouldn't sleep any more. I got out of bed and opened the door, Rose followed me out. I went over to Adam's room and opened the door.He was still sleeping, he looked so cute and innocent. I looked at Rose as she looked at me.

i closed his door. I went back into my room and left the door cracked. Rose jumped up in my lap and watched me use the computer. I searched the forest I dreamt about. It was shut down because a man had killed his wife, his wife's sister, and anyone else who knew her too well. I put my laptop down on the floor and held Rose rubbing her head I shut my eyes.

"Rose....do you think being with Adam is a good idea with everything I have been through, and all that stuff with andy?" When I opened my eyes she was sleeping. I picked her up carefully and put her in her bed.

I walked out my door and quietly I went into Adam's room again. He was sleeping on his back now. I walked over to the side of his bed, leaned over close to his face and kissed him. He woke when my lips touched his.

"Morning kisses don't smell or taste good," he said smiling. My eyes were still closed but I felt his hands on my face. I opened my eyes and his connected with mine sparks flew between us. I climbed over him and laid next to him. I cuddled up with him. Rose came through the crack of the door and she jumped onto the bed laying down between me and him.

"So does this mean we are going out?" I bit my lip and nodded my head. Rose barked in excitement. I smiled and put Rose on my stomach. Mary came walking in. "Adam wake u...ohh uhh.....let me take Rose for a walk," she took Rose and walked out.

I laughed and put the sheet over my face. Adam pulled the sheet down and we looked at each other. He kissed me and moved to lay on top of me. His hands caressed my face and shoulders....my arms wrapped around his neck. I closed my eyes and went with the flow of the kissing and caressing. The clock soon beeped for the time he was supposed to wake up we stopped and he put his head down.

He pressed silent on his clock, kissed me and then got up. I laid there thinking, what would happen if he got me pregnant? I heard the shower go on so I got up and went out closing the door behind me. Mary came in and I went down stairs. "Mary?"

"Yeah sweetie?"

"Can I ask you something?"

"Sure but where's your sister?"

"Oh she went to work."

"Okay what is it."

"Well..." I put my hands toward the couch to gesture for her to sit and we both sat down. I blew out a big breath of air. I watched Rose go to her bowl and start eating.

"Mary...what if....me and Adam....you know..."

"What???.....OH UHHH...Well sweetie I'm not your parents but are you willing to take the risk of getting pregnant?"

"Well yeah if he loves me as much as he says then he won't leave me and I love him."She sighed.

"It's up to you but tell me so I can take Rose out and have Caroline stay out of the house for a little bit ok?" I nodded.

"I'm going to shower."

"Ok."

"Mary."

"Yeah?" I kinda just looked at her.

"Oh, right uh let me get some stuff and I will be out with Rose and I will tell Caroline. Where does she work?"

"She works at forever 21."

"Okay." I went up stairs and into my room to get some clothes out. Then went to the bathroom and turned on the shower. I set my clothes down on the counter. I took a ten minute shower.

I straightened my hair, put a white and black head band on, black booty shorts, and a white t-shirt. Then I slipped put on gold strap sandals.

I walked out and Adam was standing there, he put his hand under my face lifted it up and kissed me. I smiled. He picked me up and my legs wrapped around his waist. He backed into my room and laid me down on the bed, accidently laying me on the remote which turned the T.V. on. I pushed the remote off the bed. He got on top of me...I took off his black shirt and noticed he didn't have abs and that was a relief cause I don't really like that. He took off my shirt and left me in the shorts, bra, and sandals. He still had on his jeans  and sneakers. We sat up and he unhooked my bra which had taken me forever to hook. We continued removing each other's clothes until there weren't any left.

AFTER THAT...........

We laid there under the sheets holding each other, when I looked at the clock it was 3:00 p.m. I jumped out of bed, put my clothes on and fixed my hair. I told Adam that Mary and Caroline were going to be on there way home. He got up and got dressed. As he finished I heard the door from downstairs open. We walked out and holding hands. We said hi to them both and were about to walk out when Caroline stopped me. "Hey uhh I hope this isn't to much to ask, but can I take Rose to live with me for a little bit at my apartment. I get lonely at night and I love dogs."

"Okay but only for  2 days."

"K thanks sis." We left the apartment and walked over to the park across the street.

"Soo...that was uhh...awesome." I nodded my head in shyly a little embarrassed.