Do I want to show you what
I'm really feeling?

Am I ready for the consequences
of you knowing?

Would you be ok in see
me bleeding?

You would not even know,
my scars are not showing.

I am scared of revealing my fears,

I have been covering up every
drop of blood,

And been hiding my shameful tears,

Doesn't matter how many fights
we might have gone through,

No matter how many years,
Or how many people I run into...

I never wanted to lose you,

But in the end...I did,
and without you...

I lost myself too.