I close my eyes, and I see you
I open my eyes, and I miss you
So I close them again, and I wish that my vision of you could be true.
But when I try to reach out to you
an empty room is all I open my eyes to...

Words were all you left behind,
Broken pieces of promises of never letting us go,
a broken friendship that was left undefined by the untold truths and so many hidden lies,
I know now that you didn't care about me because if you did, you wouldn't have ignored my cries.
I was breaking down without you here, but you didn't care.
I could see the emptiness in
your cold replies,
I wish I could erase all the memories that you left behind.
But despite it all, I'm not ready yet to say my goodbyes...

Hidden in the deepest parts of my mind there is a meadow,
A place where every glooming flower holds a little memory of you,
But what scares me the most are the hidden shadows,
Those are the shredding tears that I've cried, all those times that I called your name wishing that for me, you would come through.
Although I am still in your life,
Hurts knowing that you might have already someone else in my place,
I know now that it's too late for amends, but no one in the whole world will ever replace the person who saved me without even knowing.
That one good thing in my life,
The one good thing always hold on to was you...

Days without you, now feel like years,
I always thought that didn't matter how many fights we would get through,
It wouldn't matter how bad things would get, I always thought that I would find my way back to you, but I didn't,
in the end, I lost you, and without you,
I lost a part of myself too...

I miss you...