Today I went to a funeral, but I wasn't brave enough to be there,
Because it's my fault that you died,
I wish I could have saved you, I swear...
I should have never lied,
forcing you to feel was so unfair...

I wanted you to be happy,
and to believe that anything could happen, That wishes do come true,
that you could be happy without being scared of the world coming crashing down just because you have smiled,
But you couldn't handle that...
I'm really sorry for making you painfully depressed and for letting them step on you like a doormat,
they crushed you and left without looking back or saying their whys,
And after the harm was done,
Was only you and me left,
Picking up all the pieces,
Pretending that everything was fine,
But the truth said otherwise,
I tried to deny it,
Ignoring all your pleas and cries,
I could hear you at night,
Whispering deeply inside my mind,
You told me that you loved me,
But I kept on believing that your Love was for someone else rather than me,
So I insisted on putting your voice aside thinking I knew the answers to everything,
But little did I know, that I was already holding the key,
To save you from all your pain,
But the reality I refused to see...

I am sorry for all the pain
I am sorry for all the bleeding,
I am sorry for ignoring you,
I'm sorry for not taking your
words seriously,
I'm sorry for killing you...

You were my light,
Beautiful yet mysterious,
just like an abstract art,
For you only I was supposed to fight,
But now you are gone,
and I feel so alone,

Goodbye to my Heart...