What if I choose wrong?
Somehow I always do,
I don't fit the mold,
I'm nothing like you...

What if I just quit?
Tell you that it's over and I'm done,
Not worrying about anything,
not caring about anyone...

What if I just give up?
Stop my present and our future
Would that be so bad?
Would that make me a loser?

What if I disappear?
Just leave everything without a trace,
will that help me avoid the fear
Of you finding someone else to fill my place?

What if I stay?
What difference will that make?
It's not like I'm changing the world, or making a difference anyway.

What if you leave me?
What if you hate me?
What if you...forget me?
What if you will be happier
without me...

But in the end, who am I to decide
your own destiny?

Every day I try to find a reason...
A reason to be a reason to smile,
but is getting harder to stalk this 'thing' we call life.
There are not enough reasons but
I'm holding on anyway,
because maybe one day just maybe
I will have a reason

...a reason to stay.