Narrator:
The day after the funeral, all students came back to school. Everyone roamed the hallways, a depressed feeling in the air. It didn't show on faces, some even wore a smile today, but oh the school reeked with sadness. The gems being the only seniors that were bullied by Jasper, everyone felt a bit... uncomfortable around them. As if there was a missing presence. And there was. There was a missing presence, a negative one. It threw the school out of balance. The leader of the group jasper was part of, was called the so called "rulers", was probably the most depressed out of everyone. YD, that's what everyone calls her, has some loyal friends in her group. Ones that will do anything for her. Jasper was one of those people.

At lunch
Pearls POV:
I stood in that lunch line blank faced the whole time. When I smiled people judged and stared, as if I'm happy she's gone. But when I frown, people get all "oh u didn't even like her what the hell. Ur such a faker. Ur such a drama queen."
I don't know how to even wear my face without someone saying something.
"Um hey rose?" I said
"Yep?" She said, grabbing a tray.
I kinda looked around the lunch room for a few seconds then finally I spoke up.
"How do I know how I feel about Jasper's death?"
She didn't exactly respond. After a few minutes she said,
"I don't know either, Pearl. I think it's confusing for everyone."
Garnet was behind us and she spoke up.
"Pearl, I can understand why u asked. We have been enemies with Jasper and her whole gang for years. We hate them, we really do. But a normal reaction to death is devastation. Combining those two feelings is a very confusing thing."
Amethyst popped up from under garnets arm and squeaked, "G, u always know what to say."
"Yep," garnet responded, "I guess I do."

At our table, I just sat there. Thinking. Thinking about everything. My whole gang was being rowdy, even lapis. And she hardly ever gets that hyper. That's when a piece of food hit my face. Amethyst, peridot, and lapis was obviously who to blame because of the stupid look on their face. I wiped my face and saw the tables over were pointing and laughing. I stood up, pissed.
"WHY ARE U ALL LAUGHING!?!? WHY ARE U ALL....LAUGhiNg? This isn't a fucking laughing matter." Everyone stared as I wiped the tears from my face. I grabbed my trey and my bag and just walked away. I'm done with this schools bullshit. I've taken enough, I've had enough already.