Chapter 12: "I'm not like you."
"What the f*ck was all that, Hoseok?" Lisa asked him before going into the principals' office. "N-nothing, it's fine." Hoseok studdered, fixing his belt. "He tried to-" "D-don't say anything, Lisa. I-it's fine." Hoseok interrupted her, trying to stop crying. "No! I'm telling the principal, because that is not okay! What would have happened if I actually didn't leave?" Lisa questioned him. "W-what happened last time." Hoseok told her, slightly studdering. Lisas' face went blank, and panic filled her body. "Forget I said anything." Hoseok added, walking into the office.
"Ah, we were just finishing up. I was gonna send in a secretary to get you guys." Their principal joked. "Alright, let's go then." Sarah smiled at them as she stood up. Nikko said good-bye to the principal, and they quickly left. "What's wrong with you, Lisa dear? Everything alright?" Sarah asked, seeing her staring out the car window. "Everything's fine." She told her, still looking out the window. Once they reached home, Hoseok instantly ran upstairs to his room without saying anything. Lisa also went to her room silently. Nikko and Sarah exchanged looks with concern, but they agreed they were both just tired.
"It's literally almost 10 at night, Hoseok. What do you want so late at night?" Namjoon groaned over the phone. "So, you know how I get dizzy when I snap from little space to reality too quickly-" "I'm fully awake now, what the f*ck happened?" Namjoon interrupted him in a stern tone, sounding fully awake. "I did that 3 times in the same hour, and once a few hours ago, and I feel like I could pass out." Hoseok told him slowly.
"Sh*t, what happened? Do I need to fly over to Daegu right now, because I will." Namjoon told him. "Maybe, maybe not. Depends on if you want to fight a high school guidance counselor for trying to rape me and sexually harass me." Hoseok breathed out, laying on his bed so he wouldn't pass out.
"B*tch I'm on my way right f*cking now, I'm bringing Jin and we're gonna beat his mother f*cking a*s." Namjoon cursed. "A-and we had a m-meeting with him today, a-and if Lisa didn't actually leave, he w-would've d-done it again." Hoseok told Namjoon through his tears. "Hoseok, I'm not joking. Jin and I are on our way, and we're beating his a*s." Namjoon told him.
"If no one's around, I'm here, so you can go in little space." He added. "A-also, Y-Yoongi's in the hospital. H-he tried to k-kill himself because of m-me." Hoseok cried. "What? I'm sure it wasn't because of you. He's probably dealing with a lot." Namjoon assured him. "No, it was because of me." Hoseok told him. "It wasn't because of you, Hoseok. Don't think that." Namjoon spoke seriously.
There was a silence on the other side of the phone. "Don't think that, Hoseok." He repeated. "I'm gwonna cwolor wif you on dwa phwone." Hoseok told him cutely, getting out his coloring book and crayons. "Okay. What are you gonna color?" Namjoon asked him.
-in Busan, 4 hours later-
"Jin." Namjoon shook his boyfriend awake. "What?" Jin groaned, looking up at Namjoon with tired eyes. "It's like, 5 in the morning." He whined, glancing at the clock. "We're going to Daegu for a while-" "We?" Jin looked at him. "Yeah. I don't wanna be apart from you for 3 weeks~" Namjoon smiled at him as he passionately kissed him. "When do we leave?" Jin groaned, laying his head back down on his pillow.
"Tomorrow-" "Tomorrow?!" Jin looked back up at him with surprise. "Yeah...I love you!" Namjoon smiled sweetly at him. "Fine. Only if you let me walk tomorrow." Jin joked, laying back down. "I can't guarantee anything." Namjoon laughed as he layed down next to Jin, and wrapped his arms around his waist.
"What are you doing up at 5 am anyway?" Jin blushed slightly. "I'll explain tomorrow-" "Do you mean later today?" Jin laughed. "Yes, Jin. Whenever I wake up, and it's day time." Namjoon kissed Jins' neck as he cuddled him. "Fine." Jin smiled, falling back asleep peacefully.
-back in Daegu, Tuesday morning-
Since it's Tuesday, Namjoon and Jin are getting ready to leave, and Yoongi is out of the hospital.
"Yoongi, we have to go to school!" Lisa laughed, playfully dragging her brother out of bed. "I wanna sleep~" Yoongi groaned, allowing Lisa to drag him. "Too bad." Lisa laughed evily, dragging Yoongi across the room into Hoseoks' room. "Are you dragging him?" Hoseok looked at Lisa, smiling. "Yep. He wouldn't get up, so I quite literally dragged him out of bed." Lisa told him proudly.
Hoseok burst into laughter with Lisa, and Yoongi whined. "You know what, fine, I'll sleep on the floor then." He told them sarcastically, putting his arms under his head comfortably. "No~ Get up!" Lisa playfully pushed her brother onto his back. "I will sleep on my back. I said I'll sleep in any position." Yoongi laughed. "You're so complicated, oppa!" Lisa huffed in frustration. Hoseok walked over to Yoongi, and picked him up. "No, put me down!" Yoongi playfully whined, gently hitting Hoseok on his shoulder. "I'll put you down if you agree to stay awake." Hoseok looked at him.
"No. You can carry me everywhere, and it saves my leg energy. It's a win-win." Yoongi smiled at him. Both slightly blushed at how close their faces were. "Oh come on, Yoongi-" "BREAKFAST!" Sarah yelled up to them from the kitchen. "Onwards to the kitchen!" Yoongi laughed, pointing down the hall. "Fine." Hoseok agreed as he followed Lisa down the hall. "Okay, get down, cause I'll fall down the stairs." Hoseok laughed once they reached the stairs. "I'm not that heavy, and I don't want to." Yoongi pouted.
"Okay, but if I die, I'm killing you in your sleep." Hoseok joked. "That means we'll be together!" Yoongi smiled at him, making Hoseok blush. They successfully and safely reached halfway down the stairs, when Yoongi started slipping.
"I'm gonna die, I'm slipping." Yoongi whined, holding onto Hoseok tighter. "I'm not gonna drop you." Hoseok smiled at him. Yoongi moved himself up, and wrapped his arms around Hoseoks' neck. Both of them blushed violently when Hoseok held Yoongi by his a*s. Hoseok tried to move his hands, but Yoongi began to slip again, which told them both Hoseok couldn't move his hands. "I-" "J-just go down the stairs." Yoongi cut him off, hiding his face in Hoseoks' neck. With every step they went down, it seemed as if Hoseok rubbed Yoongis' a*s, but he knew it wasn't intentional. Hoseok swore he heard Yoongi moan under his breath one or twice, but neither one said anything.
"Did you go down the stairs like that?" Lisa laughed, seeing Hoseok carrying Yoongi. "Yep." Hoseok laughed. Yoongi bit his lip as Hoseok let him down, and they both went to the table. "Yoongi tried going back to sleep, so I literally dragged him out of bed, then he tried sleeping on the floor, so Hoseok carried him." Lisa explained, laughing. "Down the stairs?" Nikko laughed. "Yep." Hoseok nodded at him.
Once they had breakfast, they got their backpacks, and headed to school. "You held my a*s." Yoongi cursed to Hoseok as they both trailed behind Lisa. "I couldn't hold you in any other way, and I didn't want you to fall." Hoseok blushed. "I know." Yoongi mumbled. "Can I make a joke?" Hoseok smirked at him. "Whatever, fine." Yoongi agreed. "You're thick." Hoseok laughed, playfully smacking Yoongis' a*s. Yoongi instantly blushed, and hid his face in his jacket.
"Facts though." Hoseok joked, biting his lip. "Okay." Yoongi told him through his jacket. "Did that make you uncomfort-" "No." Yoongi interrupted him. "Okay, because I don't want you to be-" "It's alright." Yoongi interrupted him again, thinking things he shouldn't.
As they reached the school, Lisa felt anger boil in her blood when she spotted the guidance counselor. "Bye, oppa! Bye, hyung!" Lisa waved good-bye to them as she left. "She called me-" "Shut up." Yoongi laughed. "I feel responsible." Hoseok smiled, fanboying. "It doesn't mean anything. You're gay anyway." Yoongi laughed. "I am." Hoseok smirked at him.
"I mean-" "Good thing you remembered." Hoseok winked at him. "Hoseok-" "I'm just joking." He interrupted Yoongi. "Would you let me-" "I know you're not-" "Shut the f*ck up!" Yoongi scolded him as he stopped walking. "What is it?" Hoseok hesitated as he stopped walking as well. "Do you hear that?" Yoongi questioned him. "Hear what?" Hoseok asked blindly. "Sh." Yoongi shushed him, walking closer to the boy's bathroom. "What-" "Someone's crying." Yoongi told him, looking him in his eyes. "Um, how do you-" "I'm gonna see who it is." Yoongi smirked at him as he went in. "Why the f*ck are we friends?" Hoseok laughed to himself as he silently followed Yoongi.
"Jimin?!" Yoongi asked in shock. "F*CK OFF!" Jimin screamed at him, making him jump. "Are you-" "GET THE F*CK OUT!" Jimin cut him off, looking up at him. "Jimin-" "I s-said f-f*ck off." Jimin repeated weakly, resting his head on his knees. "You shouldn't cry in the bathroom. There are way better places to cry." Yoongi told him as he sat down next to him against the wall on the floor. "I-I said-" "I'm not deaf, I heard you. I'm gonna sit here with you." Yoongi cut him off.
"Now w-why would y-you d-do that?" Jimin studdered as he cried into himself. "Because I know being alone sucks, and crying alone sucks worse." Yoongi told him. "N-no, g-get out." Jimin sniffled sadly. "You can't make me. What's wrong?" Yoongi asked him softly. "N-none of your b-b-business." Jimin cried. "Well, I wanna know. So you tell me, or I tell everyone I caught you crying-" "Just l-leave, Yoongi." Jimin instructed him. "You can't make me." Yoongi crossed his arms sassily.
"I won't tell anyone, Jimin. I'm not like you. I don't go around telling everyone I know a false rumor, or a true fact. I don't have anyone to tell, so just tell me. The worst thing I'd do, is laugh at you. But again, I'm not like you." Yoongi spoke caringly. "I f*cking exposed your a*s in front of everyone! I spread multiple rumors about you! And I made everyone believe you and Hoseok were together, and you still want to hear more of my bullsh*t?" Jimin yelled at him. "Yes. I do." Yoongi nodded.
"J-just leave, Y-Yoongi." Jimin repeated. Yoongi didn't know what was wrong with him, or why he did it, but he hugged Jimin. Jimins' body went limp, and he completely broke down against Yoongi. Yoongi let him cry for 4 minutes, before Jimin realized what he did. "F-f*cking s-sh*t." He cursed. "It's alright, Jimin." Yoongi hugged him tighter. Jimins' shoulder's shook as he started crying again.
Hoseok sat by the bathroom door, completely shocked. 'Yoongi's comforting Jimin' He told himself. He heard Jimins' crys, and Yoongi trying to comfort him. He was shocked.
After 5 more minutes, Jimin couldn't cry anymore. He could hardly breathe, and his eyes hurt from crying so hard. "Can you tell me what happened?" Yoongi asked him. "No. Good-bye." Jimin sniffled as he stood up. Yoongi pulled Jimin back down, and pushed him against the wall. "Just tell me what happened, Jimin." Yoongi repeated, staring into his bloodshot eyes. "You ruined my life. My own, best friends turned on me, and I can't even text someone without getting insulted. The entire school turned on me, and no one's on my side. Even my parent's are disappointed in me, because I lost everyone. Of course I'm failing, because even the teachers hate me, and no matter what I do, no one listens to me, or even gives me a chance. I've always had at least 2 people on my side when things go down hill, but they left me like everyone else." Jimin vented, hugging his knees.
"I didn't mean for all that to happen-" "Well it did, so just f*cking leave." Jimin cut him off. "Go tell everyone what I just said, and make my life more miserable." He added. "I said I'm not like you, Jimin. If you really don't have anyone, I'll be on your side-" "Don't f*cking lie to me or yourself, b*tch." Jimin cursed at him. "I said I'll be on your side, not be your friend. There's a difference, dipsh*t." Yoongi lightly scoffed at him. "If you need someone to vouch for you, I'm on your side. But if you need someone to vandalize sh*t with, I'm not your friend." He told him. "I don't want you, Yoongi." Jimin spoke firmly.
"Yeah well, do you want to feel alone and eventually kill yourself because you actually got close to someone who was actually trying to help you, but you thought it was just because he wanted you in other way but it wasn't like that, and they were generally concerned for you?" Yoongi spoke fastly. "The f*ck?" Jimin looked up at Yoongi, and laughed. "I'm stating facts. It could happen." Yoongi laughed. "I'm not suicidal, Yoongi-" "Not yet." Yoongi interrupted him. "I'm not gonna kill mys-" "Not yet you're not." Yoongi interrupted him again.
"I kinda have class to go to, so just let me be on your side." He told him. "No. I don't need you." Jimin turned away from him. "Quit being so complicated! This is a one-time thing, so yes or no?" Yoongi lightly yelled at him. "No!" Jimin yelled at him. "Fine. When you're about to kill yourself, make sure to call me over so we can die together." Yoongi told him as he got up, and left the bathroom. Hoseok almost fell asleep, and quickly ran after him.
"What the f*ck was all that about, Yoongi?" Hoseok cursed. "Jesus f*cking- sh*t I forgot you were there." Yoongi laughed. "Wow, thanks for the mental support." Hoseok smiled at him sarcastically. "Just, don't say anything. He's in my grade anyway, so I'll handle him if he does anything bad." Yoongi told him as he continued to walk down the blue hallway. "But, Jimin? Seriously-" "Forget it happened." Yoongi cut him off. "You were really specific at the end." Hoseok changed the subject. "Yeah well, I just told him what happened to me. No big deal. Bye!" Yoongi smiled at him as he went to class.
As Lisa, Hoseok, and Yoongi approached their house, they noticed an extra car in the driveway. "If my parent's have friends over, we're going to the park for a science project, got it?" Hoseok joked. "Sure." Lisa laughed. As Hoseok opened the door, their conversation was heard from the kitchen. "It's a f*cking guy, run." Hoseok laughed, walking towards the kitchen. "I'm terrified." Lisa said sarcastically.
"Yeah, they should be home soon, actually." Sarah told the guests. "Hey eomma, we have a science project to-" Hoseok froze in the kitchen. "Yeah, we're gonna go to the park to do some science crap." Yoongi laughed, playfully putting his arm around Hoseok. "Totally legal." Lisa laughed. "You don't want to-" "I told you I was on my way." Namjoon laughed, hugging Hoseok.
"Wait, are you-" "I didn't actually mean to come halfway across the fuc- flippin' country!" Hoseok smiled, hugging Namjoon. "Well, I did. Tada!" Namjoon laughed. Lisa turned to Yoongi when they both saw Seokjin at the table. "I told your mom I wanted to take yall around, so we gotta go." Namjoon smiled at them, breaking the hug. "O-okay. We'll be right back." Hoseok told him, pulling Yoongi by his arm upstairs.
"Is that-" "I told Namjoon about something, and he said he was on his f*cking way, but I didn't know he actually meant it, so yes, that's Namjoon." Hoseok explained, throwing his backpack somewhere in his room. "Doesn't he live in like, B-" "Yep, he came across the f*cking country to send the school counselor to jail." Hoseok interrupted him, starting to panic. "The school counselor? Like, the high school guidance counselor?" Yoongi questioned. "Finally you told someone." Lisa crossed her arms. "What-" "Namjoons' older, and worse-case-scenario, he's my dad." Hoseok told Lisa.
"Wait, what the f-" "Yeah, since Nikko's your step-dad." Lisa agreed. "But they know he's dead, f*ck." Hoseok cursed. "What the f*ck is-" "I mean, he can't actually send the guidance counselor to jail, right-" "What the f*ck is going on, Hoseok?!" Yoongi yelled. "Okay, little bit of backstory-" "The school guidance councilor sexually harassed him and tried to rape him, but I tackled him, so I guess Namjoon's here to beat his a*s." Lisa explained. "What the f*ck?! When?! Why didn't you tell me?!" Yoongi yelled at Hoseok. "I couldn't! I barely gave Namjoon the entire story!" Hoseok defended himself.
"When-" "Yo, I'm ready to beat his a*s." Namjoon walked in Hoseoks' room. "Pardon me if I'm wrong, but is the other person-" "Yeah, he's my boyfriend, and his name's Seokjin, but you can just call him Jin." Namjoon interrupted Yoongi. "Fun! I'm ready for a lawsuit!" Lisa laughed. "Yoongi looks confused. Did you not tell your future boyf-" "Shut the f*ck up before I kick you out." Hoseok cut him off, laughing. "You do look like a bottom." Namjoon smiled at Yoongi. "I'm not-" "He says he's not gay, but he is." Lisa laughed. "At least-" "Adorable." Namjoon laughed.
"Oy, f*ck off, mate." Yoongi told him with a British accent. "I do believe Hoseok is your m-" "Can we just go sue a f*cking high school guidance counselor now? Great, let's go." Hoseok changed the subject, leaving his room. "Namjoon's taking us to the park to do homework okay bye!" Hoseok told his mom as he led everyone else outside. "You were just gonna leave me!" Jin pouted as he followed behind Namjoon. "I wouldn't leave you, Jin. Especially by yourself, because you'll get lost." Namjoon laughed. "I'm not gonna go across the country though." Jin laughed.
"So what exactly are we doing? School's out." Yoongi questioned, walking next to Lisa. "Today we fight!" Namjoon laughed. "You're not funny." Jin told him. "I'm hilarious." Namjoon smiled at Jin. "You keep telling yourself that." Jin laughed. "Just because we're not home, doesn't mean I won't punish you for sh*t you say." Namjoon looked at him seriously. Jin looked down at the concrete road as they continued to walk. "Anyway, Hoseok is gonna show me the f*cking b*tch a*s counselor, and Imma beat his a*s, then we'll tell the principal." Namjoon explained. "Fantastic plan, Namjoon." Hoseok told him sarcastically.
"I'm drawing blood." Yoongi smirked evilly. "Don't get me suspended, please." Hoseok laughed."No, I'll get suspended." Yoongi laughed at him. "You probably will." Lisa laughed. "I'm ready to beat his a*s." Yoongi looked off into the distance. "We all are." Namjoon laughed evilly. "You're not funny-" "Alright that's it, you're not gonna sleep tonight." Namjoon cut of Jin. "I will sleep if I want to sleep." Jin crossed his arms. "You obviously missed my point." Namjoon turned to him. "I will sleep if I- no!" Jin whined. "Then quit saying I'm not funny, because I am-" "Fine, you're hilarious!" Jin fake laughed. "I'm gonna punish you no matter what you say now." Namjoon laughed cruelly. "You're so mean-" "There's the school!" Yoongi yelled, changing the subject.
Hoseok told the office he forgot his backpack in his locker, and the front doors unlocked, and they were let inside.
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