Soooooo....I have a really big fear of surgery....

Which is kinda unfortunate because I will most likely need surgery in the future to keep me from dying of illness or killing my self because hi I'm trans and very bad dysphoria.

Anywhore I believe this fear came from a traumatic experience I had at a cheapo dentist.
I was in the second grade and my dad had recently changed insurance companies which fucked up which dentist we could go to so we ended up going to this cheap-ass-shady-af-pbskids-playing-in-the-waiting-room dentist. And at my first appointment after taking nine thousand X-rays of my mouth the dentist comes in and is like "we gotta pull your bottom canines" now my young brain was like "wtf they're still baby teeth they'll fall out on their own" but the dentist was like "they're already wiggly so we should pull them to give more room for your front teeth to straighten" so my dad was like "lol k" and one month later I'm sitting in a dentist chair getting my teeth pulled wITH NO ANESTHESIA OR ANY OTHER PAIN KILLER! Normally for a tooth pulling they use something called novocaine to numb a certain area of gum to make the extraction basically painless. But these hoes underestimated how much novocaine I needed so when they gave me that weak-ass dosage I could still fEEL EVERYTHING! I WAS SCREAMING LIKE CRAZY AND CRYING AND THIS DENTIST WAS JUST LIKE "bitch stfu you can't even feel it" BLOOD GOT ALL OVER MY SHIRT AND OH BY THE WAY WHEN I LOOKED AT MY TEETH THAT THEY PULLED GUESS WHAT WAS THERE?! ALL OF THE FUCKING ROOT! WHEN BABY TEETH ARE READY TO LEAVE THE MOUTH THEIR ROOTS DISSOLVE....THIS MOTHERFUCKER HAD A FULL FIVE CENTIMETERS OF ROOT OM THEM! SO THAT TALK OF THEM BEING READY TO COME OUT WAS BULLSHIT!

Oh and by the way those teeth didn't grow in for tHREE FUCKING YEARS!

Sorry for my terrible story telling I just had to tell that story but anyways yeah I have a really big fear of surgery that stems from a traumatic experience and my obsessive watching of Monsters Inside Me on Animal Planet (one of the episodes was about someone leaving a thirteen inch rod in a man....How tf do you even do that?)