"God this place is a mess!" I said as we entered John's flat. He chuckled.

"I've been busy. I 'ave no time to clean this place. Maybe we should hire someone to clean this all up."

I scoffed. "John John John, why pay someone to do something when you can do it yourself."

He smiled and walked over to me. "Because i'm lazy."

"Well then, I'll do it. I need something to do anyways until I get a job." I said as he kissed my neck.

"Why do ye need a job? You're married to me now. What's mine is yours." He said nibbling in my skin. I giggled.

"Yeah? So what if I divorce you now and sue ye for all ye 'ave?" I said imitating his voice. He smiled.

"I think living in England most of your life, rubbed it's charm on ye. Ye got that accent down love."

"Yeah? I prefer my good 'ol New York accent."

He smiled. "Say New York again."

I rolled my eyes. "New York."

He laughed and shook his head. I smacked his arm.

"Shut up Lennon."

"Ye make fun of the way I speak all the time."

"Cause you deserve it." I laughed. He made a face and continued kissing my neck. "Come on John, why are we down here when we should be up there?" I grabbed his hand and moved it under my dress. He smirked.

"Now this is the reason I married ye."

..

It had to be two in the morning as I sat up in bed, watching John sleep. He looked so peaceful. The sheets over his beautiful naked body. His chest rising and falling as he breathed. I'm the luckiest woman on earth.

I sighed and looked around. It was still all to new. I'm married to John Lennon. The man every woman desired. The man the whole world knew as the biggest rock n roll musician at the moment. He was all mine.

I layed on my back and stared at the ceiling.

"Lucy? Is everything alright?"

I turned to see John looking at me sleepily. His messy hair over his eyes. I pushed it back.

"Yeah John. I'm fine. Perfect actually. Can I ask you somethin?"

"Anything love."

I sighed. "Are you happy?"

"What do ye mean?"

I snuggled into his arms as he held me against his warm body.

"I mean like, us getting married and all. Are you happy with your life. The choice you made?"

It was silent for a few seconds. Then he spoke.

"I am happy. For the first time in my life, I'm sure of somethin. I know what I want. And that's always been you."

I smiled and looked up at him. Without a word, we leaned in and kissed. His arms holding me close. I slowly moved up, crawling on top of him. He laid back and pulled the sheet off of us. The cool air making my body shiver.

We kissed the entire time as we arranged ourselves. I moved up and back down on him. He thrust up into me, making me moan.

Heavy breathing filled the silence as our bodies moved together. He kissed my neck as I leaned my head back, crying out in pleasure.

"Mmm baby you feel so good." I moaned. He hummed against my neck and squeezed my bum, thrusting up into me faster.

"Aaah!" I screamed out as he cursed to himself. I loved the way his body rubbed against mine as we made love. He sucked on my breasts, making my body shake.

We moaned out together as we came minutes later. My body going numb from my orgasm. My mind spinning. John breathed heavily and slowed his thrusts, finally stopping. I collapsed on top of him and kissed his jawline.

He whistled and panted, scratching the top of his head.

"You fuckin wear me out love."

I giggled and nuzzled my face in the curve of his neck. He smelled so good.

"Yeah? There's lots more where that came from."

He smirked. "I'm the luckiest man on earth. I know it. You know it. The lads know it."

I looked at him. "What do you mean?"

"You know what I mean. It doesn't take a fuckin genius to see it in their eyes. They all lust after ye. I know us gettin married just tore them apart inside. No matter how much they deny it." He smiled to himself. I knew he enjoyed knowing he won me. I began to wonder if that's all I was. Just a prize they were all after. I didn't want to start anything, so I let it go.

"I don't want you seeing other women John. I know for someone like you it's too much to ask..."

"What the hell is that supposed to mean? Someone like me?"

He was getting upset now. I shook my head.

"Nothing John. Nevermind."

"No tell me." He sat up, shoving me off him. I pouted and sat up as well.

"I just mean that...well John you're not completely faithful and..."

He scoffed. "Neither are you Lucy. Fuckin around with me mates. Ye think I don't know??"

"Like you're any better?? You were fucking around with Cyn for years behind my back!"

"Here we go again." He laughed sarcastically.

I just swallowed my words and shook my head, getting out of bed. He watched me.

"What the hell are you doing?" He asked. I sniffled and put my underwear on.

"I don't want to start John. It's almost three in the morning and I want to sleep."

He sighed. "Come back to bed then."

"Not with you." I said walking out of the room. I was halfway down the hall when I heard him shout.

"Lucy come on! Come back!"

"Piss off John!" I yelled back angrily. I walked into the living room and suddenly felt him grab me by the arm, pulling me over to him. I winced at how tight his grip was.

"John let me go!" I yelled. I noticed he was semi dressed. His pants on, his hair messy, shirtless. He looked sexy as hell. But I was too angry to even care.

"I told ye to come back to bed with me, and that's where you're goin." He said through his teeth. My body was tingling with excitement as he dragged me back to the bedroom. I pulled away from him.

"John I said leave me alone you fuckin prick!" I yelled. I fell on the bed as he smacked me across the face. I gave a small scream as he turned me over on my back and slapped me again. My cheek stinging.

He leaned down and kissed me hungrily. I moved away. This angered him. He gripped my face into his hands and kissed me again. I moaned as he grind himself between my legs.

"J...John stop it." I said trying to pull away. I breathed heavily as he pulled his pants down and pulled my underwear down, opening my legs. I gasped as he entered me, groaning as he moved in and out. I clawed the bedsheets, hoping this would never end.

..

I woke up the next morning to the sound of knocking at the front door. I picked my head up off the pillow and looked at the clock.

7:23 am.

I groaned and laid back down. John's arm around me as he mumbled. The knocking getting louder.

"John. Baby get up." I said kissing his cheek. He just turned and went back to sleep. I sighed and got up, putting one of John's shirts on and walked to the front door, opening it.

"Heya Luce!" George smiled as I rubbed my eyes.

"Hi Geo. What brings you by so early?" I asked. He looked at his watch.

"It's not that early. We 'ave an interview this mornin at a radio station. John gettin dressed?"

I shook my head. "No. Lazy ass is still sleeping."

"Not anymore he is." John wrapped his arms around my waist and squeezed me. I giggled and moved my hands over his.

"Mornin George. Let me get dressed and we'll be off out alright?" John kissed my cheek and began walking back to his...I guess now our bedroom. I sighed and looked down. George must have noticed this.

"Um, while I'm waitin I would like some coffee." He said. I smiled and made my way into the kitchen.

I was grabbing sugar from the pantry when I felt someone snake their arms around my waist. I froze and turned my head. His cologne familiar.

"George what are you doing?" I asked. He smiled.

"You're not wearing any underwear are ye?"

I bit my lip as he pushed me against the counter.

"George we can't. I'm a married woman now. And you're engaged. Remember?"

He moved his hands up my sides, pulling my shirt up, exposing my bottom half.

"Makes things more exciting yeah?"

I could hear him unbuckling his belt. Then the sweet sound of him unzipping his pants. I tried to push these thoughts away.

"What if he catches us?" I whispered. He grunted in my ear as he thrust into me. His hand over my mouth to muffle my moans. I shut my eyes as he worked into me.

"He's in the shower. He won't know. How's it feel being missus Lennon huh? You're stuck with him for good. With all of us to be exact. No more runnin away love. Why don't ye think we asked him to marry you?" He said.

I opened my eyes and looked back at him.

"What did you just say?"

He smirked. "Ye heard me."

I pushed back against him, making him moan in pleasure.

Is this all I am to them? Some girl they can all fuck behind their girlfriends and wives back? I felt so used. So betrayed. But to be honest, there's no other place in the world I'd rather be than here in this moment.

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