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*SPOILER ALERTE POUR GREY'S ANATOMY SAISON 11-12!*

Ne Lisez Pas Ceci Si Vous écoutezGrey's Mais Que Vous N'êtes Pas Rendu aux Saisons 11 et 12 plz

à moins que vous soyez correcte avec le fait de casser tout vos rêves et vos ship ainsi que votre coeur de fangirl :')

Amelia: i'm handling the dead-Derek thing really well

Owen: okay.

Amelia: Exept today i yelled at Richard... who was only trying to invite me for a coffe. And then i went and scored oxy from the junkie doctor.

Owen: but you haven't taken any?

Amelia: No yet. but i might. That's the thing. I really actually might. I have been sober for 1 321 days, Owen. I was fine, it was managed. But i, I might...

Owen: all this stuff you're... managing. You're not supposed to be managing it. You're supposed to be feeling it, grief, loss, pain. It is normal.

Amelia: it's not normal!

Owen: it is! it is normal. it's not normal to you because you've never done it. You-instead of feeling it, feeling the grief and pain, yu've shoved it all down and you do drogs instead. Instead of moving through the pain, you run from it. You-Instead of dealing with being hurt and alone and affraid that this is horrible, empty feeling is all there is. I run from it. I run off(...) We do these things. We run off, and we-- we medicate. We do whatever it takes to cover it up and dull the sensation. But, it's not normal. We're suppoed to feel... we're suppoed to.. Love. And hate, and hurt, and grieve and break- Be destroyed and... Rebuild ourselves to be destroyed again. That is human, Thats is Humanity that's-that's being alive, that's the point. That,s the entire point. don't--don't avoid it. don't. Extinguish it.

Amelia: Derek Died. He Died. I don't want to feel- i don't think i can-I don't think i even want to. I can't. I can't. I can't do this.

Owen: You have to. If you don't

Amelia: i can't, SHH- I CAN'T DO THIS.

Owen: YOU HA-you have to. If you on't that bag of Oxy's not gonna be your last

Amelia gives the bag of Oxy to Owen, he takes her hands in his ans she start to sobs.

Owen: it's okay, you're gonna be okay, it's normal. even boring

*Amelia cries while Owen hold her*

Owen: it's normal.