ok i am going to be 100% honest with you

fuck here we go

i do not know if i want to let go of that cover or just fucking keep replaying it 24/7 bc of several reasons ;;

firsty,, tyler's voice is just so fucking emotional i almost got out my black eyeliner and chopped my hair into a fringe bc gOd i wAs so emo

secondly,, cancer, the original version of the song by mcr *cries* was litERALLY my favourite song by them along with i'm not okay and i don't love you and disenchanted

thirdly,, tHat song causes a weird pain in my chest every time i hear it bc idk but do i need more pain in my life????????

fourthly,, it makes me feel really fucking sorted?????? and fuzzy??????? and like i'm about to cry but in a good way???????

i am so fucking confused

(also when i read over this rant i couldn't understand a fucking thing so yeah all the best reading it)