The first thing I had noticed was the color. The greens the danced from the counter tops, the blue that fell from the ceiling, and the stainless white that bounced throughout the room. I had forgotten about the things I wanted to see most, I was so overwhelmed and consumed by looking at everything.

Tears ran from my eyes but for the first time in a long time, these tears were for happy reason. They were tears of joy, they were tears that held and brought back every good memory. Now my memories are no longer in black and white, everything was in color everything was clear.

MY heart stopped when I turned around, when I had seen the most important, the most beautiful thing in my life. The man that had given me love, hope, joy, good memories when though I was unable to see them.

The man the had told me everything, would describe things that I missed, thing he never had to do, and here he was. I could see him, I could see Norman.

He smiled at me, hands in pockets, hair down. His smile though, that was what killed me, that was how I knew that I loved him, that the man standing in front of me was Norman. I had imagined this smile, every time I heard him laugh, every time when I knew when we was smiling, I had imagined this.

Norman walked towards me and pulled me into his arms, I smiled into his shirt and he only pulled me closer.

"I told you." He said,

"Told me what?"

"That the world was beautiful."

"You were right." I whispered

"There is still one more thing, you have to see."

The drive home was better than the hospital room. I saw the birds flying around, I had seen the color of the flowers, the people laughing with their children as they came out of stores.

The other cars that passed, the people walking, the people that had dogs, the looks of stores, things I had taken for granted, where the things I was falling in love with.

We walked into out home, something I had done so many times before, but they were nothing like this, this one was so much different than all the other times. I was fascinated by the little things, the photos on the walls, where things were placed, the layout of the actual house.

"This way." Norman smiled

"Where are you going?"

"This way." He repeated

I followed Norman into ta small room. I soon realised that we were standing in the bathroom.

It dawned on me why we were here, I remembered something that I was worried about before this journey. My stomach twisted as Norman shut the bathroom door. The pure white door that light up the room.

"Norman, I can't do this." I said as I shut my eyes.

"Yea, you can. You can do so much in this world, your the strongest person I know. Your the most beautiful girl in this world, the purest thing this world has ever had. You deserves the entire world, the universe, and if there is more, you deserve that too. You can do this, you can do this." He whispered

I felt a tear roll down my face, I loved him, with everything I had. Norman was everything to me, and in this moment I knew that I was everything to him.

"Okay."  I managed to say.

I slowly looked up to the mirror, still closing my eyes, still keeping my eyes closed, still a bit worried still afraid. I was ready though, I was prepared for this, I was ready because I had Norman with me.

I slowly opened my eyes and there it was, the girl that I hadn't seen for quite some time now. This girl that was me, this girl that was standing in the mirror right in front of me, this girl that had a man that loved her, this beautiful girl, that was me.

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