"Sweetie, breakfast?"

"Sorry, mom, I'm going to be late!"

I wonder if she notices I say the same thing everyday. Does she even notice I leave fifteen minutes earlier every day so I can take the long way to school in hopes I would burn more calories? I know she must notice how fucking fat I am.

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"Hey, hey! How's it going, mate?"

"Same old, same old, you know"

"Yeah, I get you. Oh look, she's finally here."

"Ugh, aren't Ms. Karmens tests just the worst?"

"Good morning to you too. And yes, I got a C plus or something."

You didn't get a C because the test are hard, you know that, you stupid idiot. You aren't going anywhere, why do you even try anymore?

"Morning bell, we have to go. See you later!"

"See you.."

- - - - - - -
"Lunch, finally!"

"I've been waiting for a break."

Break from what? Failing every all your classes? Idiot.

"I'm gotta go buy, save our table."

Don't you dare eat anything, fatass. Just drink some cold water.

"Oh hey there!"

"Hey, did you hear?"

"Hear what?"

"The new kid is friends with the popular kids."

Awesome, another person to taunt me. Not that their taunts aren't true.

"Oh great..."

- - - - - - -
"Hey there, sweetie. How was school?"

"It was fine."

"Good. I'm going be out for a few minutes, go take a shower and don't snack too much, okay?"

Don't snack too much? Have I gained more weight? Shit.

"Of course, mom. Have fun doing whatever you're going to go do."

"I love you!"

"Love ya too.."

- - - - - - -
90 pounds?! No wonder mom told you not to snack too much. You were 87 yesterday, and that was way to fuckin high. I think I have to reduce my calorie limit if I keep gaining like this. I'm such a fucking fatass of a fuck up.

Need to cut. You've fucked up so many things today. Where's my blade? Fuck, fuck, fuck, I lost it. Goddammit, you piece of shit, can't you do anything right? Just scratch for now, you can get another one later.

Shower, you need to shower. Mom just told you to, and you can't fuck up more. No hot water, being cold is good. Your body burns more calories trying to warm up.

- - - - - - -

"Dinner time!"

You can't eat more, you've already gained too much. Pretend like you fell asleep studying and didn't hear. She won't be upset with you then. And don't stop studying after she checks up on you, your idiotic self needs to learn something.

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And the next day, and the day after, and the day after that, this repeats. Because that is normal.

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-SoftxRacoon