I know I don't deserve to say this because I am not who you are I'm not someone who is valuable nor important to you, but why does this heart seem to have a special feeling when i see you? 'greedy' 'selfish' that's what comes out when I see you, I just want to have you alone.

Since arrival felt a purpose to live. Imagine, if you disappeared from my life? You are my life

......

It hurts too much

You are like a knight protecting from this country to girl like me. You are even willing to give up your life for my happiness.
Can I enjoy this luck for a moment?
Is it only for a moment?
Will one day he disappear from my life?

Jungkook... I love you.. But I don't deserve to say that.. You're too perfect for someone weak like me

_________

Noona.. Ah shit again
I always hurt her. I see her clearly
'her face when she looks at me'

Full of regrets.
Where did I promise when I was little !?
Tch, stupid myself I can't even guard her and moreover I hurt her

I lost Noona for hours because of that bitch. I circled all over the city but Noona was still missing

Is her body as small as a mosquito?
Nah, You can't give up Jungkook You have to keep your promise to noona's late parents

Noona .. I hope you are okay

_________

Is Jisoo crying?
Certainly not.
She just felt disappointed she even asked 'why should I be disappointed?'

Indeed, according to Jisoo's mind Jungkook was lying. A few days earlier Jungkook said that he and yerim had ended their relationship there.
However? Well Jisoo was surprised to see Jungkook who she considered as her best friend kissing in public with his ex-lover

Jisoo was already emotional and fled leaving the couple who were making out. When leaving, Jisoo gave a little smirk

Either smirk evil ... or disappointed? Of course it will be disappointed

And. what happens now Jisoo is sitting on the grass beside the river and just looking at the clear water.
The distance is not far from Jungkook's house. But because Jungkook is too worried so his mind has jumped here and there so Jungkook looks for her to a place that is even a bit far from his house because he thinks Jisoo will run away leaving him

Never mind running away If she runs away who will support his living fund?
So Jisoo only needs a small escape.

Yes, the river that used to be the same place of escape when she was a child. And that too was known by Jungkook.
Sometimes Jisoo likes to run away from his house because of small fights with his family. Jungkook who is there every day welcomes the arrival of Jisoo who is already crying then hugs him

The past is very sweet.
Not the present. In the past, they only thought their relationship was just friends nothing more. It's just Jungkook's thought .. He doesn't know how Jungkook thought of him when he was little? Friend? Noona? Or even a lover?

People might call it.. Love?

...

..

.

Jisoo picks up a flower located by the river. She stared at the soft, soft white fur and rubbed it on the dandelion on her cheek..

"Soft" she muttered

She looked at the stream of water that was clearly in front of her eyes, very clear and even able to see her gloomy face staring at the river flat

As soon as she saw the water It felt like... jisoo seemed to want to cry, bursting tears that didn't even know why she was crying? "Haha why am I crying?" She asked herself and there was no way anyone could answer her

"Crying? For what?" And it's just the opposite. The voice came right behind her. Jisoo also realized that someone's breath was blowing against her long neck, and succeeded in making the hair on her neck stand up.

Jisoo was about to turn her head back, but that person was quickly right in front of Jisoo with a squat in front of her. Jisoo flinched at the man with a smile that seemed familiar

Is it Jungkook?
Nope, If that man was jungkook she would run away from him because she was ashamed to disappear without any reason. But, the man is different

Jisoo seemed to know him but did not know what his name was "Kim Jisoo. Why don't you go to school?" Asked the man without changing his crouching position

He knows me?
I don't even know his name?
How can?

"Huh, w-who are you?"
The man was surprised so that he unconsciously raised his eyebrows
"Me? How could you forget me. Remember Jisoo .. I - your school - friend"

As I thought His face is familiar But I don't know his name
Are we in the same class? I think so.
Hmm, well, I have a habit that can't be broken

You know right? If I'm anti-boys except Jungkook For that I don't even remember the names of anyone in my class. Only boy I remember because I thought he were harmless

I should have run away for fear of this boy suddenly coming to me
However.. suddenly my body refused it. 'Looks like this guy doesn't have any evil intentions' Yes, it can be seen from his sincere smile like Jungkook's

This man began to sit in front of me
Tsk, he became blocking the beautiful view in front of me
"Do you remember me? Hm?" He asked

I just shook my head innocently anyway, what's in it for me if I managed to remember his name? No, right?
"Aigo, my name is Kim Taehyung. Remember that.. I'm class president in our class. Even every day I diligently collect homework debts from you"

Kim Taehyung..
Ah! I remember, he was an annoying guy who always charged me homework even when I was in the bathroom.
Ah why do I have to meet this bastard?

"Yes I remember you, the unlucky man who entered the history of my life. Why are you here? I just want to be alone, go" Jisoo kicked out while looking away from him.

The man just chuckled and showed off a smirk somehow? Smirk? What for?
"Yes, what are you doing here?" The man kept bothering the girl reverie who wanted to be left alone.

"What does that have to do with you? I said go" jisoo can still patiently respond.
But over time the boy kept asking things that were not important to Jisoo. Making her Run out of patience

"NO !! YOU'RE SO CRAZY! GET GOING NOW!" Taehyung was surprised, how could it be when he wanted to start a friendship. And that person responds in a rude manner?

"Aigo.. so rude, okay I'll go... But"

But?

Taehyung also pulled Jisoo's jaw which had hardened in front of his face now. Jisoo who realized that Taehyung wanted to grab her first kiss right away. Going to slap his face

But can't! Jisoo held back her slap because there was someone who had preceded him

"J-Jungkook?"

Jungkook threw a hard punch on Taehyung's stomach

"SHIT! Go you pervert !!! How dare you obscene Noona!"

Hah? J-Jungkook?

Tbc