I make my way around her, grabbing her arm and swinging her around.   She falls to the ground with a thud but gets back up immediately.

When she tries to get back up I knock her back on her back and punch her, just to get kneed in the back by her.

I flip over her and roll to make the least amount of impact with the floor.

She gets up and attempts to knock me down by tackling me, but she only succeeds in falling to the floor again.

I approach her and she crawls back on her elbows.  She sees a gun and grabs it.

In the short time that it takes for her to grab it, I'm kneeling over her and she's pointing it at me.

"Four stop."  She says.

Then she points the gun on herself.

I grab it frantically and put my thumb next to the trigger.

"It's me.  It's me.  It's me." She says it over and over again until it's the only thing I know.

I put my thumb on the trigger and start to turn away from her.

I must kill her.

"No Four look at me." She grabs my face slowly but surely and I look into her eyes.

"It's me.  Four.  It's Tris." 

And then it clicks.

I was in a simulation all that time.

Tris is who I love, not who I hate. 

The people I hate are behind me.

"Go." She says, and I turn around to begin the firefight.