Sorry will never be enough,even if you forgive me, OnlyQueenSkittles .Im so sorry I hurt you,my intention is to not hurt anyone.I get jokey I guess and don't know what I say,but sometimes it affects amazing people like you.Thats why I stick to my sadistic self...I'm afraid I'll hurt people.But hurting you,a friend,is something I can not forgive myself for.Even if you say it's alright,I'll never forgive myself for hurting you.If there is anything I can do for you please please please tell me and I'll try my best to do it,no matter what it is.