January 4, 2003(not the actual year or month in the movies)

Dear journal, two weeks have passed since I been raped.
It's horrifying.
I haven't told my mother.... I can't.... not after dad left.
I wish I went with him......
Yet mom lied to me and said he cheated on her. I know dad. He wouldn't cheat.
Besides a man appeared at our house two days later, and kissed my mom.
She's the one that did.

Dad tried taking me with him but mom had already gotten to me.
I have been discovering that she has been cheating on him their whole life together.
Am I even my father's child?

That's what I want to know......
The only reason why I even got pregnant was because of North. Yeah it's weird name. She set me up with this guy she knew. 

We were together for a bit before North left us so we could continue talking.
He took me out to the alley, I of course wanted to go back inside away from him.
I had a bad feeling in my gut. I should have fought harder......

Tears started falling down on the pages of the journal.
From Valeria crying softly.
"Tomorrow is another day...."
(Yes Im quoting fnaf)

February, 2003

I been having morning sickness. My mom thinks I have the flu but I think I know what's wrong.... I'm pregnant. I have this feeling in my gut that I am.

I want to wait another month before I'm sure. And then I'll tell my mother.
I can't be pregnant! I have school to worry about and I don't want to abort the baby. I'll be killing a defenseless baby. I'll become a monster if I do.......
But I'll be a whale if I have the baby.

Oh god...... I'll never be able to show my face again.
Help me.....

Whimpers came out of her mouth.
"Tomorrow is another day."

March 6, 2003

People are questioning on why I'm more tired and getting chubbier....
I later found out that the man who raped me was a demon.....so I guess that's why the baby is growing faster.

This is making me curious. When I will have the baby? Hopefully soon.
Should I put it up for adoption?
Im gonna make a terrible mother if I keep it.
I don't know the first thing about babies. I bet none of us girls do but me? I'm clueless about them!
This is terrible.
That's it.
Im not gonna keep the baby....

"Tomorrow is another day," she mumbled out before shutting the journal(diary)

April 7, 2003
I look like a bloated whale! And it's only been 4 months!
People are starting to figure out! My mother took it alright... I think.... she looks happy around me but when she's alone she's always cursing and yelling.
She usually thinks I'm out with my friends but they ditched me awhile back after I told them.
Some friends they were. I was always there for them but the minute I needed them, they left me alone...... I'm wondering if North planned that with the man....I hope she didn't.
But now, I'm questioning if she did.

Anyways, I think it's almost time.
I need to come up with names.
If it's a boy, I want to name him Mateo.
If it's a girl, I'll name her Eva.
Can't wait for them to come into the world.

Tomorrow is another day.
She stared at her stomach before whimpering as there was more yelling coming from downstairs.
She wished her father was still here.

May 9, 2003
Yesterday was the best day of my life.
I had my baby boy yesterday. I obviously named him Mateo.
He's so cute.
Im glad I didn't get the abortion.... now That I think about it, I don't want to give him up.
Im keeping him and I don't care what everyone else thinks, even though they judge me.
A 15 year old mother. At least I'm not 14. That was the age i got pregnant at..... my mother isn't excited.
Everyone gives me disgusted glares except the chief.
He understands.
He was the one that caught the man.
Everyone thinks I gave myself to him, they don't think I was raped.
Even North said I was lying.
I figured out that it was a setup.
They excepted me to go along with it, but they didn't except for me to not want it and for me to get pregnant.
They're all bitches for trying to get me laid.
Like come on, we were  14. Well he was 18.
Anyways, this is about Mateo and how happy I am to keep my son.
He was born healthy....I guess the pregnancy lasted 5 months. That's normal for my kind.
Anyways I'm gonna go spend time with my son.
Tomorrow is another day.
Valeria glanced at her son, and kissed his forehead.
"I love you Mateo.... I'll always protect you."