For the rest of the week, Ben spent with Lando, planning is what he told Y/N but in reality he was training.

He told himself that he would tell her. He knew he had to tell her. However, every time he had the chance she just talked about the wedding and how excited she was. He loved that she was smiling again. That she was laughing. He knew that if he told her, she would begin to worry again. And he didn't want her worrying.

The day of the wedding had arrived and Ben woke up feeling terrified.

His mother had made him sleep in a separate room from Y/N since they arrived in Cloud City. It was difficult for him to sleep without Y/N by his side and it was especially jarring to wake up without her there.

However, that morning his nerves were out of control. He was marrying Y/N. This was the day he had waited for 6 plus years. However, the nerves still were there. Was he good enough for her? What would their future look like? But the thought that weighed the most on his mind was children. Did Y/N want to have some, did he? What kind of father would he be?

Suddenly there was knock at the door.

"Ben?" He heard a voice say.

"Come in." He responded.

The door opened and slowly Y/N crept her way inside.

She stood with her back against the door, dressed in a long nightgown her hair was just above her shoulders and her natural curls had returned.

"What are you doing?" Ben asked standing up. "What is going on?"

"We..." She started and Ben could tell she was starting to get anxious again and her breathing was getting raspy.

"Hey, hey breath." Ben quickly said rushing to her side grabbing her shoulder.

"We are getting married today." She breathed.

Ben chuckled as he tucked her hair behind her ear. "Yes, in just a few hours."

"Are you... I mean... do you still want to..."

Ben kissed her. "Of course I still want to marry you. Do you still want to marry me?"

"Yes of course!"

"Then there is nothing to worry about." He smiled kissing her again.

They began kissing passionately, Ben wrapping his arms around her waist.

"I cannot wait to become Mrs. Solo." Y/N said between the kisses.

"MMm, Mrs. Solo I like the sound of that." Ben said as he picked her up kissing her neck.

Suddenly there was a knocking on the door again.

"Ben, it's time to get ready." The voice said and Ben almost dropped Y/N.

"Shit," He gasped as he knew that his mother was standing on the other side of that door waiting for him, and not expecting that his soon to be bride was in the room with him, especially because Leia had specifically instructed that there would be no interactions between the two until the wedding. "You have to hide." He said causing Y/N to laugh.

"W..." She started when Ben quickly put his hand over her mouth.

"No my mother cannot know you are here, she will kill me. You have to hide in the closet."

"Ben," Y/N laughed as he slowly pushed her into the closet shutting the door.

"Yes, mother." He responded as Leia made her way into the room.

"Today is the day." She smiled as she grabbed her son by his shoulders. "God your father would be so proud of you."

Ben smiled.

"I am so proud of you as well Ben. I know that you have felt so alone, for a very long time. And I'm sorry if me or your father ever played a part in that, but now I am positive that you have someone who is going to make you feel wanted. But Ben I wanted to let you know, your father and I always loved you and we always tried to do what was best for you."

"I know mom, and I'm sorry it took me so long to realize that." Ben started. "I wish he was here." He said his voice cracking slightly.

"I have something for you." Leia smiled said as she walked to the door grabbing a jacket off the door handle.

"Is that..." Ben gasped.

"You're father had kept in on the Falcon even after I told him to get rid of it." Leia laughed. "I think he would want you to have it, and wear it, especially today."

Ben could feel the tears welling up in his eyes as he reached out and grabbed the jacket.

He held the black leather jacket in his hands once again, reminded of the hundreds of times he had seen his father wear it.

"Alright, now we don't have time to waste, you need to get dressed and I need to get Y/N ready." Leia smiled kissing her son on the cheek then she headed for the door. "Oh and one more thing." She said turning back. "When you get a second, will you let Y/N out of the closet so she can get dressed."

Ben's face fell as his mother laughed and Y/N stepped out of the closet.

"Alright, you two let's get a move on we have a wedding in a few hours," Leia said smiling as Y/N followed her out of the room.

"I love you." She said before she left.

As the door shut Ben stood looking at the jacket that was in his hands.

"I'm sorry." He said before he set the jacket on the bed and began to get dressed.

Before he knew it he was standing on a balcony in cloud city standing next to Lando. Lando had been right no one else had shown up, but Ben didn't care. He was going to marry his best friend.

In the other room with Leia and Y/N, Leia was just putting on the finishing touches to Y/N's dress.

"There," she said as she turned Y/N to look in the mirror. Y/N stood in a long flowy white dress that had flower embellishment all over it. Her hair was up in a low bun and there were flowers in her hair. She had never seen herself look more beautiful.

"I..." Y/N started her voice cracking. "I look beautiful."

"Yes, you do dear," Leia said tears in her eyes.

Suddenly the wave of panic set over Y/N again as the negative thoughts filled her head.

Leia could see the change in Y/N emotions and she quickly grabbed her by her shoulders trying to steady her.

"I...I can't do this." Y/N gasped barely able to breathe.

"What! What are you talking about, you have been so excited for this for the past week." Leia said as she helped Y/N sit down.

"I'm not good for him, he deserves better." Y/N said starting to cry.

"Now don't cry you will ruin your makeup. Y/N you are the best thing that has ever happened to him. You saved him, you mustn't forget that. He loves you more than anything in the world and I know that you love him. I understand that you are scared but I promise you Ben is scared as well. It's just wedding day jitters. But I promise you that the minute you see him all of that fear is going to go away."

Y/N nodded as she stood up taking a deep breath.

"Alright, it's time to go," Leia said as she hooked her arm through Y/N's as Y/N had asked Leia to walk her down the aisle.

Y/N took another deep breath as Leia opened the doors. Y/N eyes immediately spotted Ben and as their eyes locked all of her anxiety subsided. A smile spread across Ben's face as tears welled up in his eyes.

He never imagined that she could ever look more beautiful than the moment he saw her alive again. But as he watched her walking towards him in that gorgeous dress, knowing that she was going to become his wife he could barely catch his breath.

"Hi," Y/N breathed as she got up to Ben.

"Hi." Ben smiled.

"Alright, are you two ready?" Lando smiled.

Suddenly both Ben and Y/N felt an energy, a strong one. Slowly the both turned to look at Leia, Y/N gasping when she saw who was next to her.

Leia slowly looked to her side and saw him.

"Luke," She gasped and while everyone knew that Luke wasn't physically there (and Lando was especially confused because he couldn't see anyone) it gave everyone comfort knowing he was watching over them.

"Y/N, Ben started. "I have loved you from the moment I saw you. The minute our eyes locked, I knew that I had to spend the rest of my life with you. You are the first thing I think about when I get up in the morning and the last thing I think about when I go to sleep. I spend most of my day thinking about your smile or your life. I want nothing more in my entire life to make you feel happy and loved. We have fought across the galaxy to be with one another and I never am going to let you go."

Y/N smiled looking at Ben lovingly. "The minute I saw you, I knew we had a connection. I have imagined spending our lives together for as long as I could remember. Before we had met, I had always felt like my purpose was to fight for the Resistance, like my parents did, like my..." Her words hitched in her throat when she thought about the absence in the room. "Like my brother. However, when we met. I knew that you were my purpose. I didn't know at the time what that meant but now I know. We were meant to save each other. Save each other from ourselves. I have told you that this marriage will be a struggle because we both know that we are the most stubborn people in the world. But I am willing to fight, I am willing to fight until my last breath, because there is nothing more in this world that I want than to be with you."

Ben quickly leaned in kissing her wrapping his arms around her waist. The people, aka Lando and Leia began clapping, Leia had tears in her eyes as they watched the happy couple kiss. However, Ben and Y/N didn't pay them any attention. They were in their own world, their own universe.

As they broke apart they just stared into each other's eyes. Neither one felt like they could ever feel happier than they did at that moment. For once in their lives they weren't being nagged with voices, they weren't fighting against some force that was trying to control them. For once they were truly happy.

Finally they turned to look back at Leia and Luke, and Luke just smiled lovingly at them. Then he was gone.

For a moment Ben, Leia, and Y/N felt sad but then a wave of peace washed over all of them.

"I now present Mr. and Mrs. Benjamin Solo." Lando said smiling. 

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