WARNING THIS CHAPTER DEALS WITH A LOT OF DARK ISSUES INCLUDING VIOLENCE AGAINST WOMEN AND RAPE.

For two weeks everything was back to normal, during the day Ben went to work and Y/N trained, when he came back they trained together. Ben had never felt so happy in his entire life, for once he could actually stand being on that stupid ship. For two weeks life for both Y/N and Ben was perfect. Then it ended.

    Y/N woke up to find Ben getting dressed earlier than usually.

    "Ben, what are you doing?" Y/N grumbled sitting up wrapping the sheets around her naked torso.

    Ben didn't even turn around. He just continued to get dressed.

    "Ben?" Y/N asked as she got up wrapping the sheets around her.

    Ben still didn't move.

    "Ben!" Y/N exclaimed as she grabbed Ben by the shoulder turning him. However Ben still looked at the floor. "Ben, what is going on?"

    "I'm leaving," Ben sighed finally looking up at her.

    "You... You're what?" She said stumbling backwards gripping onto the sheets tightly.

    "Snoke is sending me off the ship. He needs me to go find some lost Jedi texts and destroy them." He said sadly.

    "How... how long are you are you going to be gone." She said biting her lip holding back the tears.

    "Two weeks." Ben said as he looked at the ground.

    "Two!" Y/N exclaimed as she turned around sitting on the bed. "How am I supposed to stay on this ship by myself for two weeks."

    "Hey," Ben said as he knelt in front of her. "I've made it so I'm having someone bring food to the room everyday. So you won't have to worry about that."

    "Ben, you don't think anyone is going to question why food is being brought to your room when there is no one supposed to be in here."

    "Y/N, I took care of it ok..." Ben started.

    "Wait, if you had time to find this stormtrooper, when did you find out you were leaving?"

    "Yesterday," Ben said sitting back on his feet.

    "Yesterday! And you chose to tell me now!"

    "Y/N,"

    "Oh what did you want one last fuck and then you were going to leave without a goodbye or anything."

    "No!" Ben screamed back. "I have been trying to figure out what the fuck to do and I didn't want to have us fight ok!"

    "Well we are fighting Ben, so your fucking plan didn't work."

    "What are you really mad about the fact that I didn't tell you or the fact that I'm leaving!"

    "I..." Y/N stuttered trying to figure out which one she was really mad about. "I don't know both I guess."

    "If I had another choice wouldn't you think I would have taken it!" Ben screamed clenching his fists.

    "You do have another..." Y/N started

    "Oh for fuck sake stop with the other choice bull shit! Y/N I do not have another choice! No matter how far into the light I go Snoke is never going to let me leave alive, more importantly, if I disobey him at all if I slip up at all or do anything out of the fucking ordinary, he will find you and he will kill you. And I will not ever let that happen. So no I don't have another choice. I'm going to go find these fucking books, I'm going to destroy them, and then I will be back."

    Y/N sighed as tears fell down her face.

    Ben stood up and turned away. "I have to leave in 15 minutes." He sighed.

    Y/N leaned her head into her hands. "Why when everything seems to be going right does the universe fuck us over."

    Ben sighed again his anger subsiding as he turned around to see Y/N hunched over crying still wrapped in only the black sheets of his bed.

    He walked over to her sitting down next to her wrapping his arms around her as she leaned into his chest.

    "There is nothing more that I want than to stay here with you in this bed. But I have to go." Ben said as he kissed her forehead.

    "I know, I'm sorry." She said wiping her tears as she looked at him. "I love you."

    "I love you too." He said as he pulled her in for a long kiss.

    Ben then pulled Y/N in for a long embrace running his fingers through her hair.

    "Please hurry back." Y/N said as she broke away.

    Ben wiped the tears from her face before kissing her again.

    "Nothing could prevent me from racing back to you as fast as physically possible." Ben said as he leaned his forehead on hers.

They then broke away as Ben grabbed his lightsaber and headed towards the door. I'm

"Hey Solo!" Y/N called and Ben turned around to see her standing up as she dropped the sheets.  "Don't do anything stupid."

Ben bit his lip as he looked Y/N up and down. "Wouldn't dream of it flygirl." He smiled then he strode out of the room.

The minute he left Y/N wiped her face and quickly got dressed. While Ben was gone she was at least going to be productive. She had learned many new tricks including how to shield her mind from Snoke, so she could practice using the Force however much she wanted.

Quickly she threw her hand out and her saber flew into her hand. Grasping it she turned it on she began to practice her control.

For hours she spent practicing, no matter how tired she got no matter how much she wanted to give up she just kept training.

She had completely rearranged Ben's room by using the force to move the furniture.

By the end of the day she was mentally and physically exhausted, but as she lay on the floor she reached out for her lightsaber.

    "Don't you are exhausted." She heard Ben's voice in her head say.

    "Ben," She thought as she sat back against the bed breathing deeply.

    "I could literally feel how exhausted you and I'm light years away flygirl." Ben laughed causing Y/N to smile.

    "I'm just trying to master the Force, don't tease." Y/N laughed

    "No one masters the Force, it's not something that can be mastered."

    "Well I'm going to do it Solo and there is nothing you can do to stop me." Y/N laughed causing Ben to laugh with her. "I miss you already,"

    "I miss you too." Ben sighed sadly.    

    There was moment of silence when the two just lingered while feeling each others energy and finding comfort in it.

    "I don't want to distract you when you are flying." Y/N sighed wiping the tears from her eyes.

    "Hey don't be sad, I'll talk to you everyday I promise ok." Ben insisted.

    "I just feel like something bad is going to happen." Y/N insisted.

    "Nothing bad is going to happen, I promise, now you need to rest. I love you."

    "I love you too." Y/N said as stood up strengthening her tired muscles before she crawled into bed.

    She had just started to fall asleep when her stomach started to rumble.

    "Food," She thought and just when she thought it the door to the room opened. Y/N quickly reached out for the lightsaber just a stormtrooper walked in carrying a tray of food. She gripped the lightsaber tightly not turning it on just holding her breath as she watched the stormtrooper set the tray on the table and walked out without a word and without even looking at her.

    For three days her activities became a routine. She woke up, took a shower, talked to Ben for a little bit, trained for most of the day talked to Ben and then ate the food that the stormtrooper brought in at the same time every day.

It was the fourth day of Ben being gone, Y/N had trained extra hard that day trying to project herself to be with Ben. She did it for a little bit before the exhaustion took over and she collapsed onto the floor.

"That was good but you can't do that too much, you're not strong enough yet, it could kill you." Ben thought.

"But I'm getting stronger, that's what matter," Y/N breathed.

"Just don't push too much, also I would like to come back to a room I recognize, you can't just keep rearranging the furniture." He laughed wishing he could be there with her.

"I will put it back." Y/N teased as she slowly got up. "How is your mission going?" She asked.

"Awful, Snoke sent me to Tatooine to look for these Ancient texts but I don't think they are here, why would they be on this planet. I think there are with Luke wherever he is." Ben grumbled. 

"Have you seen Rey lately?" Y/N asked.

"Not since that day when Phasma attacked you."

"Do you think she is still with Luke?"

"I would assume, why?" Ben asked as he trudged through the hot sand of the planet his uncle had lived on so many years earlier.

"Maybe you could try to connect with her again, she might give you a clue where Luke is and then you could go there and see if the texts are there."

"I can't connect with her like I can with you, I just have to wait for whatever, or whomever is connecting us to connect us." Ben sighed.

Suddenly Y/N could hear someone at the door.

"Alright, well my dinner is here so I will talk to you later, I love you."

"I love you too, sleep well." Ben smiled as they broke the connection.

Y/N had just turned to look at the door when suddenly the tray of food went flying over her head slamming into the wall. When she opened her eyes she found Hux staring back at her with two stormtroopers behind him.

"Hello Y/N" Hux smiled wickedly

Y/N panicked as she threw her hand out to the side reaching out for her saber but she was quickly thrown backwards into the wall. The minute she hit the floor she was pulled forward by the Force landing at Hux's feet.

She looked up at him horrified, there was no way Hux had been the one to throw her backwards. So as Hux sidestepped to the side and she saw a cloaked figure walk towards her, the fear hit her so hard her breathing became supremely rapid.

She was quickly brought up to her feet so she was standing face to face with Snoke.

"Why Y/N it has been a long time." Snoke growled wickedly.

"How did you..." Y/N started when she was slammed into the floor by Snoke's power.

"Did you actually think that you could be on this ship or alive for that matter and I wouldn't know about it!" He screamed pulling her up to her knees.

She then felt him trying to get into her head but the shield that she had built was blocking him.

"Oh young Benjamin taught you his little shielding trick." Snoke said when suddenly she was lifted up into the air. "Do you think anyone can hide anything from me!"

Suddenly he broke through her shield and she was flooded with a supreme level of pain. She tried to throw out her hand to use the Force against Snoke but he just hit her with more pain.

She let out a loud scream before Snoke dropped her and she crumbled to the ground in pain.

"Do you see how easy I broke through that shield you had tried so hard to build." Snoke said as he reached out and her lightsaber flew to him. "I knew he had kept it and now he has given it to you. So the lover has become the teacher."

Y/N was brought to her knees again.

"He was supposed to become the new Vader he was finally suppose to set the universe back to the way it used to be, the dark side and you keep coming in the way between him and his destiny!" Snoke screamed.

"It's not his destiny!" Y/N screamed. "You and I both know that he is destined to be good, you are just trying to hold onto him because you don't want to admit that you failed and that the light will always defeat the dark."

Snoke quickly turned on the lightsaber and sliced it across Y/N arm and face leaving her with the same wounds as Rey had given to Ben.

Y/N screamed out in pain as she still stay paralyzed by Snoke's power.

"Alright I'm done with her, it's your turn." Snoke said as he turned to Hux who smiled.

"No!" Y/N screamed when Snoke threw her backwards into the wall knocking her out.

When she finally woke up she found herself lying back in bed. For a moment she thought it was just a bad dream, that she would look around and Ben would be sleeping next her and life would be back to what it was. But as she felt the searing pain between her legs and she noticed she was not longer wearing any clothes. She could barely breath as she turned to see General Hux lying in the bed next to her.

She let out a loud scream as she used the Force to throw Hux out of the bed revealing that he too was naked.

"Well good morning to you too." Hux laughed, he fucking laughed.

Y/N crawled out of the bed wrapping the sheets around her. Her face and arm were still bleeding from being sliced with the lightsaber.

"Get out." Y/N said barely audible as Hux stood up and started to put his clothes back on.

"What was that? I couldn't hear you."

"Get out," Y/N tried to say but her voice caught in her throat.

"Don't mumble!" Hux snapped.

"Get out!" Y/N screamed and the furniture in the room shook.

"I'm leaving, don't worry, you weren't anything special." Hux laughed again as he grabbed his blaster off the floor and Y/N felt like she was going to throw up. "Oh Snoke did want me to do one more thing." He said and then he fired his blaster causing it to hit Y/N in the side.

She collapsed to the floor in agonizing pain as Hux strode out of the room.

"Y/N!" She heard Ben scream in her head as she struggled to stay conscious.