Y/N consciousness kept fading in and out as she tried to crawl to the bathroom. Her hands kept slipping on her own blood that was now covering the floor. She could hear Ben trying to talk to her in her head but she couldn't understand him. At one point she passed out and when she came to she could barely breathe and she couldn't move.

"Ben," She tried to talk to him but she was too weak to even form the connection. "Don't let this turn you, please stay good, you are so close."

She pulled together another strength to lean her back up against the wall so she was sitting up.

Her eyelids wanted so badly to close but she was doing her best to stay awake to stay alive. She noticed a crumpled piece of laying on the floor near the bed. With any strength she had left she reached out her hand and the paper slowly came to her.

As she picked it up she loud out another loud cry as she began to sob. The paper was the drawing that Ben had of her, that Hux had taken. She ripped it up and threw the pieces as she continued to sob however the more she cried to more she had to grasp for air. She didn't know how long she was going to last. She would hang on for as long as she could for him. She longed to see Ben again. But the more blood she lost the realization of the fact that she wouldn't make it long began to sink in.

She just kept thinking about the life she wanted with Ben.

"Ben!" She called resting her hands on her hips. "Come on it's getting late!" She said waiting.

"Mommy!" She heard a voice say and she watched as the little boy appeared above the hill riding on his father's shoulders. Slowly Ben set the boy down and he came sprinting to her wrapping his arms around her large pregnant belly. "Daddy took me flying!"

"Did he," She laughed as she picked up the boy setting him on her hip.

"I got to fly in grandpa's ship!"

"Wow where did you go!" She said as she watched as Ben came next to her giving her a giant kiss.

"Ewww," The little boy groaned as he covered his eyes.

Ben and Y/N laughed as she set the little boy down.

"We went to uh, daddy where did we go?" The boy asked as he reached up to have his father pick him up.

"Remember its where Grandpa was from." Ben said as he picked up the boy.

"Oh yeah, Corfellia right!" The little boy exclaimed.

"Corellia," Ben laughed as he ruffled the little boys brown curls.

"Alright now it's time to go to bed." Y/N said.

"But Uncle Poe promised he would tell me a story before I went to bed."

"Han Kes Solo, it is very late." Ben inisted.

"Please," The little boy whined.

"Fine, he's inside with Aunt Kaydel, but not for very long." Y/N said as the little boy wriggled out of his father's arms and went running inside.

"When did he get so big." Ben said as he watched the boy as he wrapped his arm around Y/N's shoulder. "He absolutely loved flying, you should have seen his eyes light up when we took off."

"He's like his dad," She smiled as she snuggled into his embrace.

"God I wish my..." Ben started his voice cracking.

"Hey," Y/N said turning towards to look at Ben. "I wish they were here too," She leaned in and kissed him as he placed on hand on her stomach. As they kissed both Y/N and Ben felt the baby kick.

"Oh she's very active this evening." Ben smiled as he knelt down so he was talking to Y/N's stomach. "Are you ready to come out my little princess." He cooed.

"What makes you think its a girl." Y/N smiled down at her husband.

"I just have a feeling." Ben smiled as he stood up facing his wife.

"Yeah, you also had a feeling Han was going to be a girl and look had that turned out Solo."

"But I also had a feeling that you would be the one to save me and look how that turned out flygirl." He said as he leaned in and kissed her.

Y/N was brought back to the sound of banging on the door.

"No," She thought as she tried to crawl into the bathroom fearing that it was Snoke or worse Hux.

She could hear the sound of a lightsaber light and then someone carving into the door but she just kept trying to crawl, but she had no strength left and she just collapsed to the ground accepting her fate.

"Y/N!" She heard the person scream and she recognized it as Ben.

"Ben!" She cried weakly.

Ben quickly ran to where he had heard her voice. When he turned around the bed he skidded to a stop horrified at what he saw. Before him was Y/N only the sheets of his bed surrounded by blood, so much blood, and her face now bore the same burns his had after his fight in the forest.

"God," He gasped as he collapsed to his knees as he tried to figure out where she was bleeding from.

"My... my side" Y/N gasped as she moved the sheets to revel the wound on her side.

Tears streamed down Ben's face as he quickly scooped Y/N up into his arms making sure the sheets were covering her. He didn't know for sure what had happened but he had a pretty good idea.

"I'm going to kill them." Ben growled as he he walked through the hole he had carved into the door and carried her into the hallway.

"Where... where are we going?" Y/N asked barely coherent.

"I'm taking you to the med bay, and there going to fix you up. I'm so sorry, I should have been here but don't you worry, I'm going to make them pay for what they did to you." He said physically shaking due to how angry he was.

"I... I thought I wasn't going to see you again. I'm glad I got to see you..." She said her voice trailing off.

"Hey, Y/N look at me!" Ben snapped as he continued to walk through the halls. "Y/N open your eyes and look at me." He pleaded as Y/N's eyes kept fluttering shut.

"Master Ren," He heard a voice say and his head snapped up to see two stormtroopers standing in his way of the med bay. "General Hux..." They started.

"If you don't let me through, I will break every fucking bone in your body." He growled as he glared at them.

They hesitated for a second before they moved out of the way letting him through.

"Please help her." Ben begged the med droids as he laid her on one of the beds.

"Sir in order to help her we need to remove the sheets." The droid said.

Ben hesitated for a moment before he nodded as he slowly removed the sheets, his knees giving way as he stifled a sob when he saw the dried blood between her legs.

"Sir are you alright?" The droid asked.

"Don't worry about me, fix her!" He snapped as he grabbed Y/N's hand.

"I'm so sorry this happened to you." He sobbed holding her hand to her face.

"Ben," Y/N grumbled.

"I'm here, I'm here." He insisted.

"It hurts," She cried as the droids started to work on the wound on her side.

"I'll try to make it feel better ok." He soothed as he focused all of his energy on her.

She sighed as the pain began to subsided she looked over at Ben.

"I love you." She said looking into his concerned eyes.

"I love you too." He said but he wasn't looking her in the eyes, he kept looking at the burns on her face.

"How bad is it," She said noticing his gaze.

"Oh, it's, it's not bad." He said kissing her hand again.

"Ben..." Y/N started tears forming in her eyes. "Ben, Hux, he... he..."She started as she started to sob.

"Hey...shh." Ben soothed as he kissed her forehead "You don't have to talk about it now."

Suddenly two guards burst in grabbing Ben back and dragging him into the hall.

"Stop!" Ben screamed throwing them off. He started back towards the med bay but the doors quickly shut.

"Snoke said that you are to go to his throne room or else we are instructed to kill the girl."

"If you even think about going near here I will gut you do you understand!" Ben screamed.

"Sir..." The stormtrooper said almost begging.

"Ben!" He could hear Y/N cry for him.

"I will kill her Benjamin I can kill her even though I am nowhere near her." He heard Snoke scream in his head. And then he heard Y/N let out an agonizing cry of pain.

"No, stop!" Ben pleaded. "I... I will head to the throne room." He sighed defeated.

"Ben?" Y/N called again and Ben felt his heart shatter as he went down the hall following the two stormtroopers. "Ben," She cried again causing Ben to cry.

As he made the agonizing way to Snoke room he kept sending his mind back to Y/N keeping an eye on her making sure that he could still feel her energy. The one thing that kept him going forward and not running back to Y/N was the thought that Hux was down with Snoke, and that he could slice him up into small bits. As he walked into the elevator, the two guards leaving him alone once more, he clung to that thought.

When the doors opened, he saw him standing smuggly next to Snoke.

"You motherfucker!" Ben screamed as he reached out grabbing his lightsaber and lighting it as he charged at Hux.

Snoke didn't even say a word as he caused Ben to freeze in his tracks.

"Now, now Benjamin that is no way to treat the man who just ensured your future."

Back in the med bay, Y/N still called out for Ben.

"Ben!" She cried as the droid finished sewing up her side.

"Ma'am, are you calling for Master Ren?" The droid asked.

"Don't call him that," She cried. "Where did they take him. Where is he?"

"I don't know Ma'am, but you need to stop moving we are going to bandage the burns on your face."

"No! We need to find Ben, Snoke he..." Suddenly she was jabbed in the arm by something causing her to pass out.

When she woke up she found she was dressed her side and face had been bandaged up but most of all she felt a strong energy inside of her. So much so that she couldn't feel any pain anymore, the only thing she felt was pure rage.

When she looked around the room she found she was alone. Quickly she thought of Ben and projected herself into the room.

She found Snoke sitting on his throne and Hux standing next to him, then there was Ben who was kneeling on the ground in front of Snoke.

"Ah, Y/N" Snoke said causing her to turn and look at him. "I was wondering when you would wake up, please join us." He smirked and then she found herself back in the med bay.

Her rage was consuming her but the level of power she felt inside of her was incredible. As she hopped out of the bed it didn't even feel like she was hurt at all. All she could think about was Hux and how much she wanted to tear him apart.

She stormed out of the room throwing the stormtroopers that were waiting for her in the hallway, into the side of the wall.

She didn't care that people were staring as she stormed through the halls. Even though she had no idea where Snoke's throne room was she felt herself being pulled towards the doors at the end of the hall.

"Is that..." She could hear whispers of the people she passed by.

"Did you hear what Hux..." They would start and the men would snicker.

She ignored all of them, but the one person who caught her eye was the blonde haired women who looked at her with not judgement or hate or disgust, but pity.

Y/N stopped for a moment and looked at Phasma. And even after what Phasma had done to her, the hate and rage Y/N felt wasn't directed at her. Instead she felt an understanding. And neither one could explain why but as Y/N headed into the elevator, Phasma followed standing side by side with the girl that less than a month ago she was willing to kill, but now she would do anything to protect.

The elevator doors closed on the faces of bewildered crew members of the Finalizer. As Y/N and Phasma rode there way down to the throne room, they didn't say a word. But as the door opened to reveal the two smug faces of Snoke and Hux, Y/N heard Phasma whisper behind her, "I've got your back ma'am."

A smile spread across Y/N face as she strode into the room.

"Well hello Y/N. The med droids did a wonderful job of stitching you up didn't they." Snoke said but Y/N's focus wasn't on him. She was staring directly at Hux.

Quickly she threw her hand up causing Hux to go flying across the room into her hand as she wrapped her hand around his neck choking him.

A slight look of shock spread across Snoke's face, this small break allowed Ben to move again as he turned to look at Y/N.

The Elite Praetorian Guards started towards Y/N, Ben saw this and quickly ran to her his lightsaber ablaze as he and Phasma, who was armed with her blaster, both guarded Y/N.

"The great and powerful Supreme Leader Snoke, needs eight human guards to protect him because he can't protect himself." Y/N laughed as she brushed her other hand out to the side causing all of the guards to fall to the ground.

Ben watched this eyes wide as he turned to look at Y/N shocked.

"How..." Snoke started as he stood up.

Y/N quickly threw Hux to the ground as she brought her hand out towards Snoke causing him to fly forward landing at her feet.

"You hurt me and had me raped because you wanted to ensure that Ben remained on the dark side!" She screamed and the entire throne room shook.

"You can't be doing this, you don't have the power!" Snoke replied causing Y/N to laugh as she threw her hand out again sending Snoke flying backwards into his throne.

"No you're right before I was raped and before you tried to take Ben away from me I didn't have this kind of power, I was barely able to move furniture. But now, because of you and especially because of General Fucking Hux, I am filled with such rage, and you're right Snoke rage is power!" She screamed as she lifted Hux into the air. Slowly she began to turn her hand into a fist. Each time her finger curled one of Hux's bones broke. First she started with his legs then his arms then his ribs and each individual finger. He screamed out in pain as his body began to contort with pain.

"Y/N!" Ben said as he watched her smile grow the louder Hux screamed.

Finally Y/N slammed her hand shut causing Hux to bend in half, backwards, with a sickening snap then she let his lifeless body fall to the floor.

"I can kill you in an instant!" Snoke screamed as he reached out his hand to her, but she quickly brought him to her making him kneel before her.

"I want you try Snoke, I want you to really really try, because you have been able to kill me yet." She laughed.

Snoke looked at her for a moment before he reach out and started inflicted pain on Ben who collapsed to the ground.

Y/N did the same to Snoke causing his hold on Ben to break as he cried out in pain.

She stopped as Snoke looked up at her with guinuine fear in his eyes. "You said that no one could hide anything from you, well I'm not hiding anymore am I. She laughed as she walked toward the throne Force dragging him behind her.

As she sat down in the throne she sat Snoke at her feet.

"Supreme Leader Y/N, I like the sound of that." She smiled wickedly.