Chapter 1 Prolouge

Here at last. I stand at the gateway to heaven but am too scared to do anything. It's taken me so long to get to this moment. And now that I'm here, I don't know how to feel.

I remembered how I got here very clearly. it all started with a call from a certain Swedish friend.

Flashback

"Hey Cry, Marzia is leaving to go visit her parents. You wanna come chill at my place?" I heard the swede ask me.

"Yeah I would like that. But I don't have the money to purchase a ticket" I said unable to hide the sadness in my voice.

"That's why I've already purchased a ticket for you. It should already be in the mail" he said as I could feel his smile through the phone.

"Wow. Thank you. I guess I'll be there whenever my ticket arrives" I said smiling myself.

In case you were wondering, My name is Ryan and my best friend is Felix (Aka Pewdiepie). And he has invited me to his place. We haven't hung out in what seems like ages, so of course I'm excited.

But there is another reason. I've recently found myself looking at him during his videos with rather lustful eyes. I don't know exactly when it happened, or why. All I know is that I am attracted to Felix.

Don't get me wrong. I like all the fangirls. Some of them aren't bad looking either. But there is just something about Pewds that I find irresistible. But he's with Marzia and could never feel the same for me. Could he?

I waited for 2 days until my ticket had finally arrived in the mail. To say I was happy to see it would've been an understatement. I could now go see my best friend. It has been years and I mean years since we've last seen each other. I immediately packed my bags and was out of my door in a flash.

I was in the cab when I got a call. It was from Felix. I answered and he greeted me like usual.

"Hey Cry"

"Hi Pewds"

"Marzia just left. When are you coming in?" He asked.

"I'm still on the way to the airport. My ticket just came early today. But I will be there maybe around midnight or 1:00" I answered.

"Alrighty. See ya then Cry" he said hanging up.

What a wonderful conversation. He said three things then hangs up. It's not like I could afford anymore than that anyway. I have limited minutes, so I spare all the time I can. I'm not cheap. I'm just not getting a lot of money. So I do have to cut back on a few things.

I'm so lost in thought of what we're going to do while I'm there. I didn't notice the cab driver talking to me.

"Sir, we're here"

"Oh thanks. How much is the fare?" I asked while I was blushing a bit.

"Usually $20.00 with that distance. But business has been good so I'll lower it to $16.50" he said with a smile.

"Wow. thank you" I replied handing him the money.

"That's no problem at all. Now go on before you miss your flight" he said with a smile.

"Okay" I replied grabbing my bags and hustling to the security check.

I walked through it and was clear, so I continued to the gate where I handed a woman my ticket. She smiled and let me pass. I found my seat and sat down immediately. I checked the time and I saw that I had a minute to spare.

"Now Borris, be nice" I heard a woman say.

"But Meagan, you know how air travel makes me" he replied.

"Just try to relax and not kill the other passengers" she said as they approached me.

"Hello. I'm Meagan and this is Borris. We have seats on this row" the woman said with a smile.

"Oh that's quite alright. My name is Ryan and I'll move so you can get to your seats" I said with a smile of my own.

"What a polite man you are" Meagan said with a giggle.

"Thank you Ryan" Norris said as he took the middle seat.

I was kind of hoping I would have this row to myself but I am glad that these people are nice. I could've got stuck with two horrible people who are mean no matter what.

I started to doze off when I felt Meagan nudge me. I looked over and she smiled at me. She motioned for me to meet her in the back of the isle. So I got up and walked back there as I waited for her to do the same.

When she got there she was silent. She only handed me a box then turned around. Right as she started to walk away she turned toward me again and said 1 thing.

"Don't open it. Give it to the one who occupies your mind and heart" she said as she walked to her seat again.

I'm standing there holding a box, in wonder. -How could she have known I was going to see the one I loved?- I asked myself, as we kept going closer to the UK.