Naomi's POV

What am I doing right now? I'm walking. How long? I have no idea, minutes of at least an hour maybe. Where too? I have no clue where I'm at or where I'm going.

What I do know is I'm soaked from the rain falling and empty from the hurt. My converses made a soft sound each step I took. Then it suddenly made a different sound, it kept going till I saw I was on a bridge. I climbed up on the ledge and I balanced myself.

I watched at the rushing waters crashed against the rocks splashing. Tears streamed down my face and I sobbed, I bent down and I jumped. It's like time stopped and there was no going back, I breathed in as my body hit the water. It felt like needles pricking all over my skin. The currents hit me and my body was losing air.

Just when the battle started, it all ended.

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I couldn't make up my mind so it all gone. Can Jake raise all the kids himself?

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All of a sudden, I screamed but I heard my scream. I had went to the top. I grabbed a rock and pulled myself up, I sobbed on the rock. I can't even kill myself right.

I started walking finding my way home, I finally got home and I walked inside. I walked upstairs to my room and into my bathroom. I grabbed my razor and I sat on the floor against the wall. I closed my eyes and I sat there.

"Naomi, you're wet," his soft voice said.

"Don't act like you care," I said, he sat beside me.

"How many cuts?" He asked.

"3," I said, he took the razor and I looked at him. He breathed out and he put a cut on his wrist. "Jake stop."

"No, I'm giving myself your cuts," he said. "This shit stings."

"Jake please stop," I said and took it from him, I threw it and I kissed his cut. "Why would you be so stupid?"

"And do what you do?" He asked. "It hurts me knowing you do that stuff." Tears burned my eyes and I cried. "I didn't mean to snap at you."

"I'm a failure," I said and he hugged me. "I couldn't even kill myself."

"What?" He asked.

"I jumped off the bridge," I said. "I couldn't even do it right. I'm numb and I'm cold." He got up and I heard as water turn on, I started feeling weak.

"Hey, hey," he said and caught me as I fell over. He touched my back and I hissed.

"Ow!" I screeched.

"Oh my god," he said and I saw his hand has blood on it. "We gotta get you to a hospital."

"No, just let it all end for me baby," I said.

"I'll never let you die on me," he said and picked me up, he ran out and put me in the car. He got in and backed out, he sped off and I was getting weaker.

"Their gonna send me to the crazy house," I said.

"Trust me, baby," he said and we stopped.

~*~

"Naomi," someone whispered. "Babydoll, wakeup." My eye fluttered open to Jake.

"Mm, no," I moaned.

"We need to talk," he said.

"No, we don't," I said, he picked me up and held me.

"Yes baby, we do," he whispered. "You tried to take your life."

"But I didn't," I said.

"But what if you did?" He asked. "I'd be a single father and raising the kids I had the women in madly in love with."

"Don't lie," I said.

"I said some things I didn't mean baby girl," he said and it thundered outside.

"Yeah, and they hurt," I said and walked past him. I walked downstairs to the kitchen and he followed behind me.

"And I would take them back but I can't," he said. "Everyone says things they don't mean."

"We'll never be a normal couple," I said.

"Why would you want to be a normal couple?" He asked.

"I'm tired of you treating me anyway you want and I'm the dumbass to go back to you!" I yelled as my blood boiled from anger.

"I don't mean to," he said.

"I haven't listened to anyone, but Jake face it, we don't belong together," I spat.

"How can you say that? After everything we've been through!" He yelled.

"And I should've left at the beginning," I shot back with venom in my words. "I fell in love with your words, not your actions."

"Are you serious?" He asked. "I've done so much for you!"

"Like what? Get me pregnant?" I asked. "I'm 18!"

"So am I!" He yelled. "But I would give up everything for those twins!"

"You don't deserve me," I said. "Ask anyone. You cheated and I forgave you like an idiot. You hit me and then I laid your arms feeling safe. You say you'll protect me, but you're the one I need protection from."

"I would never hurt you," he said and his voice cracked. "You know that, you're my Queen."

"Tell that bullshit to someone who will actually believe it," I said, tears were in his eyes but I felt nothing. "Just get out already." His fists clenched and so did his jaw. "Go ahead, get mad, I don't care." He backed up and he walked out of the kitchen. I closed my eyes and breathed deep as I listened to the storm. I heard a door close. I went upstairs and I went to my room, I walked in but it was empty.

He suddenly walked back out and his face was red. He was pacing around and he put his hands in his hair.

"He told me I would never be good enough for anybody. All I ever wanted to do was prove him wrong. But he was right, I'm a screw up and I always will be," he spat. "They were all right, I'm nothing but a fucking pretty boy and a waste of space." I walked to him and I grabbed him. "No, don't touch me." He kept fighting but I was fighting too.

"Jake, stop," I said but he didn't.

"I said stop!" He yelled and slung me against the wall. I fell on the floor and I groaned from the pain shooting in my shoulder. "Why didn't you just listen? You never listen to me!" I couldn't help but start crying from the fear that filled my body. "I told you not to touch me." I sobbed and held my stomach, he suddenly got quiet and I heard crying. I looked at him and he was sitting against the wall, gripping his hair and crying. Not the silent crying or just tears rolling down his cheeks. He was crying and sobbing, heaving breaths and loud cries.

"Jake," I said and went to him. "Baby, sh."

"No Naomi, I hurt you again," he cried. "I promised you and I broke it. I don't deserve you, I don't deserve to be loved."

"Jake stop hurting yourself," I said and I touched his arm but he pushed it off.

"No, don't comfort me, I'm a monster," he said.

"Cameron, I'm fine," I said. "I should've listened and stopped. It's not your fault baby." I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him to my chest. I stroked his hair and kissed his tears. I cupped his face in my hands. "Everything's gonna be ok."

"You only want me back, because I'm crying, you feel bad for me," he said and he stood up. "I hope you find someone that'll love you like I do." He walked out and I stared at the door, thunder rumbled and I laid on the bed. Lightning lit up my room and the thunder got louder. My bed dipped in and I sat up, I looked at Jake.

"Jake, just go," I said.

"Hit me, yell at me, don't speak to me," he said softly. "But I'm not leaving you, not again."

"Jake, please," I said.

"I'm all ears, let it out," he said. "Just know I'm not leaving."

"I don't wanna talk," I said.

"Then let's sit here," he said, he laid down and I looked down at him. I laid down and I turned over. "Goodnight."

"Night," I said and closed my eyes.

~*~

I walked into school and the girls tackled me into hugs.

"Woah, what's happening?" I asked.

"Nothing," Leanna said. "Just a happy day."

"For you at least," I said. "Jake and I are done. Honestly I think for good." We walked up to the group but no Jake.

"You look like shit," Aaron said.

"I feel like shit," I said.

"Naomi," I heard someone and I turned to Kennedy.

"Um hey," I said.

"You're really lucky," she said.

"Why am I lucky?" I asked.

"You haven't seen your locker?" She asked.

"No, why?" I asked.

"You should see it," she said and walked away. I looked at the group and they shrugged, I walked to my locker and I stopped, my mouth gaped and I walked closer. Sticky notes and papers were stuck all over my locker. I read one.

"If I had to choose between loving you and breathing, I would use my last breath to say I love you," I read and I couldn't help but crack a smile.

"I am in love with your goofy smile, I love hearing your voice anytime, I love seeing your beautiful body and trying not to tear that ass up, I love hearing your funny laugh, and I love seeing that sparkle in your eyes. I am just mad crazy in love with you," Macy read another.

"Your face, I like that," Simone said and giggled. "That's cute."

"You're the smile to my face and the beat to my heart," Leanna read another. "That's so fucking cute."

"I get jealous, I get mad, I get worried, that's only because I love you and don't want to lose you," Justice read another, there were so many more. I opened my locker and saw a dozen roses. I also saw photos of us.

"Jake," I said softly.

"You called?" I heard his voice and I hesitated but I turned around. He smiled and I could see the hurt in his eyes. "I got here early so I could surprise you."

"Why would you do this?" I asked.

"Why should I give up on us?" He asked. "I don't give up on the people I love. I'm in love with you Naomi Skye, there's no other girl I want other than you."

"But Jake-"

"Naomi listen," he said softly. "I want to prove this to you. I'm gonna be the best father and the best boyfriend, I'll work back for your trust and your love. You may quit but I never will. And if I have to leave roses in your locker everyday, I will."

"Jake, why would you try to fix something that can't be fixed?" I asked.

"Because, I'd take a bullet for you," he said. "I'd rather be at home with you and the kids than be at some party."

"Words can't fix this," I said.

"I know," he said. "But it takes two in a relationship. You can walk away and we can be friends, or you can try and fix this with me."

"I'm sorry, Jake," I said softly.

"As long as you're happy, I'll support your decision," he said and smiled, I walked away and I forced my legs to keep walking.

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I sorry it's not a happy long chapter, don't be mad at me.

Anyway, the last day of school and graduation is next! And some stuff in between! Yah!

Peace!