Chapter 67
Naomi's POV
The two weeks flew by and it was time for the field trip. I ended up sitting beside Jake and Isabella. We were already thirty minutes in and I had a headache. I looked at Jake and he was looking out the window listening to music. The main reason I had a headache was Isabella was talking about some boy.
I rubbed my belly as I started get cramps.
"Are you even listening?" Isabella asked and I looked at her.
"I don't care about any boys that you're interested in," I said and looked away, she scoffed and got quiet. I looked at Jake tapped on his shoulder, he looked at me and I rubbed my belly. He nodded and picked me up and put me on his lap. He put one ear bud in my ear. I laid on his chest as he rubbed my belly with one hand and had the other one on my butt. I looked at him and his eyes were closed, I looked back down and closed mine.
"Goals," I heard someone but I just slowly drifted to sleep.
~
"Naomi," someone said and I groaned.
"Wake the hell up, were at McDonalds," Jake said.
"If I open my eyes and we're not at McDonald's, I will murder you," I said mad I sat up, we were in fact at McDonalds. I got up and we walked off the bus. We went into McDonalds and I saw the long line. "I'm starving." Justice went to the front of the line to a shy girl named Lillian.
"Hey Lily, can Naomi cut in front of you?" He asked and she nodded.
"Justice, I can't just cut," I said.
"It's fine, you're eating for three," she said and I went to the front. I ordered and I waited. I got my food and I sat down, I started to eat. The girls and boys soon came too, Jake sat beside me and I saw he had a Big Mac.
"Can I have a bite?" I asked, he looked at me.
"You just ate all that," he said. "I can buy you an ice cream."
"Never mind," I said and looked down.
"Naomi," he said softly. "Fine, just one bite." I looked up and he gave me the burger, I took a bite and gave it back.
"Thank you," I said.
"Yeah, you owe me later," he said and I put my hand on his thigh. "Ok not now." I chuckled and took my hand away.
We got back on the bus and I sat on Jake's lap again, he got a blanket and laid it over me. I closed my eyes and put in a earbud.
"Jake," I whispered.
"Yeah?" He whispered.
"My boob hurts," I said, he pulled me closer and stuck his hand in my shirt, he went under my bra and massage my boob. I pulled the blanket more over me.
"Are you comfortable?" Macy asked.
"Very," I said.
"When you guys aren't arguing, I love your relationship," she said and got quiet.
I finally got bored and got Jake's phone but he took it back.
"Hey," I whispered since everyone was basically asleep. "I was gonna play that."
"There's stuff on there," he whispered back and looked me.
"What stuff Jake?" I whispered sitting up and he let out a breath.
"It's nothing, now lay back down, before you wake the twins," he whispered.
"Their already awake," I whispered kinda mad, he rolled his eyes and sat me in my seat. I felt hurt but anger, was he texting other girls? He's not like that, right? He was getting something from his bag, he pulled out a book. Goodnight Moon. "Jake, I don't feel like reading."
"Didn't nobody say you were," he said, he pulled me on his lap and I laid my head the window and my feet on my seat. Jake began to read.
In the great green room There was a telephone And a red balloon
And a picture of-
The cow jumping over the moon
And there were three little bears sitting on chairs And two little kittens
And a pair of mittens
And a little toy house
And a young mouse
And a comb and a brush and a bowl full of mush And a quiet old lady who was whispering "hush" Goodnight room,"
Suddenly we hit a bump and a truck horn blew. I hit my head on the window and everyone started complaining.
"Hey! I'm trying to read to my twins!" Jake yelled. "Now shut up!" It got quiet quick and he began again, he rubbed where I hit my head. "Goodnight moon
Goodnight cow jumping over the moon Goodnight light
And the red balloon
Goodnight bears
Goodnight chairs
Goodnight kittens
And goodnight mittens
Goodnight clocks
And goodnight socks
Goodnight little house
And goodnight mouse
Goodnight comb
And goodnight brush
Goodnight nobody
Goodnight mush
And goodnight to the old lady whispering "hush" Goodnight stars
Goodnight air
Good night noises everywhere."
I heard snores and I was almost sleep.
"Goodnight princess," he whispered and I was out.
~*~
"You snore," Justice said.
"I do not snore," I said. "Tell him Jake, I don't snore."
"She doesn't snore," Jake said. "She talks in her sleep." I slapped his arm as they laughed.
"Ok guys, this way," one of chaperones said, we were walking into a courtroom.
"Yes, Naomi you owe me child support," Justice said.
"I have Casey, that means you'd owe me child support," I said.
"You can have full custody," he said and I chuckled. We all sat down up top where the jury sits. It was high.
We got to the museum and the hotdog I had wasn't agreeing with my stomach. I was back on the bus laying down, everyone soon came back and Jake got beside me and stroked my hair. I pushed his hand away and groaned. Macy played with my hair and Jake rubbed my back.
"Are you feeling better?" Aaron asked.
"It hurts," I said and rubbed my belly.
"Do you want to sit in my lap again?" Jake asked.
"No," I said. "Don't touch me." He took his hand away and I let up the seat. I laid on his shoulder as we started riding.
"It's gonna be ok," he whispered.
"Can you just shut up and rub my belly?" I snapped and he touched my belly. "You know what? Don't touch me." I pushed his hand away. "Why am I so fat and ugly? This isn't fair."
"You're beautiful," he said.
"Nobody asked you," I snapped. He didn't seem frustrated, he seemed calm like he understood my hormones. We got to the hotel, I started getting contractions and Jake rubbed my back. "Will you stay with me?"
"No, boys and girl cannot mix," One of the teacher said.
"What?" Jake asked.
"This conversation is over, go to your rooms," she said and we split, we went back to our rooms and I went to the bathroom. I stripped and I put on a onesie, I laid down and I fell asleep.
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Jake's POV
I woke up and I got up and I put a shirt on. I put a hoodie on and Justice sat up.
"Where are you going?" He whispered.
"Going for a walk," I whispered back, I grabbed my phone and I walked out of my room. I walked out of the hotel and walked down the street, I walked into a small mall and I picked up some stuff. I walked out and I went to Starbucks and I ordered. I walked around the corner and I saw a girl sitting in a table. She had on pajamas and her hair was in a messy bun, she looked beautiful. I walked to her and sat across from her. She had on glasses and was reading, she looked up at me and took her glasses off.
"Can I help you?" She asked.
"Not anymore," I said and she rolled her eyes. "Even better."
"I can't forgive you," she said. "You almost cheated."
"I know, and I regret it so bad," I said and shook my head. "I will do anything to make it up to you. I don't want to lose Casey, I don't want to lose the twins, and I don't ever want to think I'll ever lose you. I can't imagine not waking up next to you, hugging mad kissing you, making you laugh, making you smile, making you mad, saying I love you, having those little arguments for no reason, just being beside you makes my day better." She looked down and sniffled.
"Then why could you just come to me instead of her?" she asked. "I know I'm pregnant but I'll do what I can for you."
"Hey," I said and she looked at me. "You seeing all the bad."
"That's all I can see," she said. "I can't stopped thinking about you kissing her and touching her like you did me."
"Naomi, I felt nothing but guilt, I was drunk and trying to get over you. But I stopped, I saw nothing of her. I wanted you, I couldn't look at you because I knew I done wrong. Please Naomi," I said.
Naomi's POV
He had desperation in his gorgeous blue eyes, it hurt how much he was hurt. You can't cave Naomi, he cheated instead of being loyal.
"You don't believe me?" He asked, he got out and he moved up and got on his knees. I looked around at the people looking at us.
"Uh Jake, get up," I said and he shook his head.
"Look me in my eyes and tell me that you don't love me anymore," he said. "Tell me that you don't a future with me. I'll leave you alone, the only time you see me is for the twins. A simple sentence and your wish is my command." I touched his face and he bit his lip.
"You've done so much to me, but you're loyalty was thrown away, as soon as you touched that girl," I said. "How can I believe you'll never do it again? You're on knees because you don't know that's people and you'll never have to see them again." I got up and I walked past him, I walked to the door and I looked back. He was still there, I walked out and back to the hotel.
~*~
So it's Friday and I have morning sickness, yah. Jake and I are what I think I see is over. It hurt but I couldn't always go through this, the hurt was not worth the hurt.
"I'm in love with an asshole," I sang in the beat of I'm in love with the coco. My phone suddenly rang and I grabbed it. "Yeah?"
"Hey, you feeling better?" Macy asked.
"Yeah, what's up?" I asked.
"Tomorrow is a fundraiser, it's a car wash, be there," she said.
"Ok, I will," I said. "I'll see you then."
"Ok bye," she said and made a kiss sound and hung up. At least I'll still look cute.
~*~
"Damn, my feet hurt," I said.
"It'll all be worth it when the twins get here," Simone said, Simone was wearing a bikini, it had some crazy designs on it. Macy was wearing a strapless bikini, it was black and had flower designs. Leanna was wearing a black and white bikini. Aria and Rachael had on matching bikinis, they were polka dots with bows. Me on the other hand had on a simple pink bikini. I had a hat and sunglasses on, my baby bumps was adorable a Casey was with us too, she had on a little bikini also. It was like a sailor theme bikini, she had a little hat on shielding her eyes and black sunglasses on. She thought she was something.
I was fine until the boys walked out, I almost melted and I'm pretty sure the girls felt the same.
"Hey cuties," Justice said.
"Damn," us girls said and they smirked, Justice walked to me with a black marker.
"What're you doing?" I asked.
"You'll see," he said, he started writing on my belly. I looked at it.
"No touching," I said.
"No touching the belly," he said and I shook my head and laughed. Jake walked over and kissed my belly.
"Aye, can't you read? Don't touch the belly, or me period," I said and he looked at me.
"I can read, I just don't listen very well," he said and I walked away. We started washing cars and it was going good until some idiot wanted to argue with me.
"Can you get out of here already?" I asked losing my cool.
"If I were you, I'd walk away," he gritted through his teeth.
"Don't let my belly fool you," I shot back, he grabbed my arm and someone got between us.
"You heard her, walk away," Jake said and the dude walked off, Jake looked at me. "You ok?"
"I can handle myself Jake," I snapped. "I don't need you protecting me."
"What?" He asked and I turned and walked away. "Naomi." I ignored him and started washing another car.
"Ok folks, let ask these guys some questions," Justice said. "Aaron, what's Macy's favorite color?"
"Pink," he said.
"Ethan, when is Simone's birthday?" Justice said.
"May 18," he said.
"Malik, Leanna's favorite food," he said.
"Lasagna," he said.
"Jake, what's Naomi's insecure?" Justice asked
"Past," he said.
"My past is my insecure, but yet you still hurt me with it," I said.
"Moving on, a question for all," he said. "What is she scared of?"
"Spiders," Aaron said.
"Clowns," Ethan said.
"The dark," Malik said, yeah he got pie in the face.
"Me," Jake said.
"Ding, ding, ding, bitch, you got something right for once in your life," I snapped.
"Really Naomi?" He snapped and I sprayed the water in his face.
"You're an assholes Cameron," I spat. "You're a hot asshole!"
"You're a spoiled brat but I don't complain," he shot back and I sprayed him again, he grabbed a hose and sprayed me.
"You spoiled me Jake, I believed your words, I believed every last one," I said and we started a water fight basically.
"I always mean them," he said.
"I call bullshit," I snapped. "Never, in a million years Jake, would think you'd cheat. You've done shit but this? You crossed the line."
"You kissed my brother!" He yelled.
"But I didn't almost sleep with him, he was there for me when you left me to freeze," I snapped. "I got to do every girls dream and date you, but I don't love for your looks. I love you because of who you are, but you're a jerk to me. How am I suppose to trust that you'll be here for these twins? That you won't walk out on us."
"Just because your dad left doesn't mean I'm going too," he said. "You act like a bitch too, the only thing I cared about when I first met you was to sleep with you. But that changed quick because it want lust, it was love. Ok, I've said it once and I'll say it everyday if I have to. I fell in love with you so fucking easily, some days I try and think why. We're always arguing and I'm always making you cry. Why are you still with me? Why couldn't you just leave?"
"Because Jake! I saw you, for you, and you have this side that I love. That I need," I spat. "People see you as this hot, football playing, bad boy. I see you as this quick tempered, romantic, and egotistical jerk." He looked taken back. "Is it that much of a damn surprise? I've done so much for you and what have you done for me? Not shit!"
"Really? I've done nothing for you?" He asked with anger. "I'd do anything for ungrateful ass! You tell me to jump and I ask how high. I never want anything in return, because I already everything I fucking need." I bit my lip. "Dammit Naomi."
"Jake I'm tired," I spat. "I tired of being hurt, I'm tired of getting my hopes and being let down, I'm tired of lies, I care so much when you don't care at all, that I'm not the perfect girl that give you the world."
"I don't want a perfect girl, I want you," he said.
"Happened to our promises? What happened to our secrets? What happened to our life together? What happened to our memories? What happened to all those deep ass conversations? What happened to 'I care'? What happened to 'I won't leave'? What happened to to the trust and loyalty? What happened to the boy I fell in love without?" I asked and he chuckled.
"I'm ashamed of the boy I was, I'm not boy anymore. I grew up, Naomi I hit you, I'll regret till the day I die. I scared the living shit out you and you're dumbass still stayed. Why? I'll never know the answer," he said. "We're the weirdest couple in school, everyone wants our relationship but they don't understand what happens behind closed doors. We've been through too much shit for us to just give up."
"Watch me," I said.
"Your future," he said. "I know everything you want to do, I know down what flowers you want at your wedding, every flaw and I'm secure, I know it." My thought was dry and my eyes burned.
"I wanna go home," I said and I started to walk away.
"I'm Jake Monroe and I'm so fucking love with Naomi Hensley!" He yelled and I stopped. "I can't scream it to the world but I can scream it here."
"Aaron why can't you do that?" Macy asked.
"Macy," he said.
"Yeah?" She asked.
"Shut up," he said and I heard a foot stomp.
"You still don't believe I love you, then you can walk away," he said. "But it won't stop me from loving you."
"Casey," I said and I heard pattering footsteps, I looked and picked her up. I looked at Jake. "You're not getting me back that easily pretty boy. I fell for your words, where's your actions?" I walked away and I put Casey in the car and I drove away. I drove home and I got Casey out, I walked upstairs and I gave her a bath. I got her dressed and she fell asleep before I even got to the nursery.
I got back to my room and I stripped, I looked in the mirror for a second. I took a sweep breath and I got in the shower, I started washing my hair and I trying to scrub off the marker on my belly.
I finally finished and I got out, I dried off and I put on my bra and underwear. I walked out and I saw something laying on the bed. I walked and I saw it, it was a pajama set. The top was like a bra and had black lace over the belly. I picked up the note.
I know you feel fat and ugly but you're the beautifulest girl I know. -Jake
I closed my eyes and put the note down, a hand touched my arm and I bit my lip. They unhooked my bra and pulled it off, they grabbed the pajamas and put it on me. I honestly did feel pretty wearing this. I looked at his blue eyes and he walked and grabbed my apple laptop and he sat it on the bed. He turned on Netflix, I laid down and he laid beside me.
"Jake, I love this but you gotta go," I said.
"I'm not leaving," he said. "Do you want a massage?"
"No, just don't touch me," I said and he laid down, he just looked at me. He played with my hair and I started getting sleepy.
"Rest," he said and I slowly closed my eyes. "I love you." I fell asleep.
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