Naomi's POV

I was walking from my fourth period and I got to my locker. I opened it and I pulled out my phone from my pocket. Someone grabbed it and I saw Justice.

"Justice," I said and he took off, I went after him and I walked towards the cafeteria. I went in and the lights came on.

"Surprise!" They yelled and I jumped. I saw everyone and some of different grade students. I saw a cake with a pregnant belly and had a pink and blue ribbon. A baby shower, the girls walked to me and pulled me in.

"You like it?" He asked.

"I love it," I said.

We played some baby shower games and ate some cake. Then we started to open the gifts.

"Here," Aaron said. "From the football team." I opened it and it was two baby football jerseys. Monroe and number 21 and the other on with Monroe and 23.

"Aw," I said, I opened more and I had bottles, pacifiers, some outfits, more crib sets, shoes, bibs, and more. Then Liam and Rex walked up, they handed me a present. "This isn't gonna explode, right?"

"No," Liam said, I opened it and I pulled out baby beanies.

"That's cute," Leanna said, I noticed Jake wasn't here. It hurt, I mean this was his twins baby shower.

~*~

So, Sophie and Lukas are on their honeymoon. Aria's staying with us for the time being sharing a room with Rachael.

Jake and I still haven't made up, we don't really speak to each other. I was currently getting ready to go out with the girls, shopping for baby stuff.

I got to the mall and we went to the baby store, we were looking around. I picked out boy outfits, girl outfits, and twin outfits. I got some little shoes and socks, some bibs, burp rags, diapers, and some bottles.

"How are you going to feed them?" Leanna asked.

"Breast feed just like I did Casey," I said, we got back and I left the stuff in the living room. I walked upstairs and saw it was dark, I walked upstairs and to my room.

Jake's POV

I took another sip of the liquid in my red cup, I may or may not be a little buzzed. I walked upstairs to find a bathroom. I was suddenly pushed into a room and I saw a girl, she had blonde hair and bright blue eyes.

She took my drink and she drunk some, she put it down and grabbed me.

"What're you doing?" I asked.

"I want you Jake," she said and bit her lip, she kissed me and I grabbed her waist. She grabbed my shirt and pulled it off. She jumped up and I caught her, I kissed her and I laid her on the bed. I climbed on her and I kissed her cheek. Just like I do Naomi. Naomi.

"No, I can't do this," I said and got off, I grabbed my shirt.

"Why not? Don't you want me?" She asked.

"You're body is wow," but it's not for me," I said and put my shirt on.

"Jake," she said.

"I have a girl," I said and I walked out, I got in my car and drove away. I didn't cheat on Naomi. I mean, we broke up so I can sleep with a another girl. What am I saying? I can't sleep with another girl, it would crush Naomi. I wiped my lips off and I got to Naomi's house, I heard the thunder and aw the lightning in the dark sky. I walked inside getting soaked from the rain and I walked upstairs, I walked in and Naomi was reading a book. Her hair was on top of her head and she had on just a matching gray bra and underwear Calvin Klein. She had her glasses and she looked adorable. She looked at me.

"Hey," she said and took her glasses off. "I was reading to the twins."

"They love hearing their mothers voice," I said and she blushed looking down. "Can I take a shower?"

"I thought I smelled something," she said and smiled, I couldn't help but smile. I walked to the bathroom and I stripped, I got in the shower. I can't tell her, it'll kill her and she might take the twins and Casey away forever. I might lose her, I deserve to lose her. I'm making her miserable by hurting her constantly, but I loved her too much to let her go.

I finished and I got out, I cried off and I put on black Calvin Klein boxers. I dried my hair with the towel walking out and threw it in the dirty clothes, I climbed on the bed beside her.

"Here, I'll take over," I said and kissed her belly. I started to read the children's book, I peeked at her and she was looking at the book. I felt guilty, tears formed in my eyes and they fell.

"Jake, what's wrong? Is the book that good?" She asked and chuckled, I looked at her.

"I'm so sorry Naomi," I said and my voice cracked, her smile disappeared. "I'm sorry baby." Tears rolled down my cheeks and she looked worried.

"Jake, what'd you do?" She asked and wiped my tears.

"I almost slept with another girl, I didn't sleep with her but I slipped," I said and her hands stopped. She slowly pulled them from my face, her face was blank. I didn't know what she felt. "Say something." She closed her eyes and rubbed her belly. "If you want me to go if you want to be alone."

"No, stay," she said, she had her legs crossed and I was laying down. "Touch me."

"No,"

"Why didn't you do it? What didn't you sleep with her?"

"What?"

"Why didn't you sleep with her?" She asked. "You're a boy that wants pleasure, I can't give that to you. Why didn't you get it from her?"

"Because the only girl I want to sleep with is you," I said, the tears kept falling.

"Give me one reason why I should kick you out of my life?" She asked, my heart shattered and I was gonna lose it.

"I don't have one," I said and sniffled. "I don't deserve you Naomi." I wiped my eyes and she laid next to me.

"Hold me," she said.

"No," I said, she got against me. "Naomi go, I don't deserve your forgiveness."

"Shut up Jake," she said and I saw her eyes were closed.

"Don't fall asleep," I said and she looked at me.

"Why? I'm tired," she said.

"Why haven't you made me leave?" I asked and she closed her eyes again. She found my hand and put it on her breast, I felt her heart beating.

"A heart beats for someone you love, it beats for you," she said softly.

"No, you can't love someone as selfish and ungrateful as me," I said. "Everything I need his right here and instead I went to party, got drunk, and almost slept with a girl."

"You also came here, you risked everything to tell me the truth," she said. "I could've took the twins from you, I could've never spoke to you again, but you still told me."

"I couldn't let you forgive me even when I betrayed you," I said and my stomach churned, the alcohol was coming back. I jumped off the bed and ran to the bathroom.

Naomi's POV

He ran to the bathroom and I heard him getting sick, I wrinkles my nose in disgust and walked out. I walked downstairs and to the kitchen, I jumped as I heard thunder boom. I got two painkillers for his head and two waters.

Should I forgive him? I mean, he cheated on me when I was home depressed. But he came home and told me the truth, he cried from the fear he had. I wanted to hold him close and stroked his hair but he couldn't get my forgiveness that easy. I walked back upstairs and to the room, he had his head in his hands. I gave him the water and he took the pills, he mumbled a thank you.

He laid down and I got on top of him, I rubbed his temples and he closed his eyes.

"Naomi, I should sleep on the couch," he said.

"No, stay here," I said.

"I deserve this, I should've never drank," he said.

"Sh, you won't drink like this again," I said. "Because if you do, I will lock you out of the house and send you home to those kids." I laid beside him.

"I won't drink like this again," he said and his hand touched my belly. It moved up and he touched my breast, he stuck his hand under my bra and just let it rest there. He was soon passed out and I turned over. He groaned and scooted closer behind me. I closed my eyes and I fell asleep.

~*~

I woke up and blinked a couple times, Jake wasn't beside me. I got up and I wrapped my robe around me. I walked downstairs and to the kitchen, I got a apple toaster strudel and put it in the microwave. I fixed myself orange juice and the microwave beeped. I put the strudel on a plate and got the icing.

"Toaster pastry, you taste so good and yummy. Toaster pastry, get into my tummy. Frosting doodle, on my strudel, and now I'm gonna eat you up!" I sang.

"You've been watching too much TV," I heard Jake and I jumped at his voice. I looked at him and he was still in his boxers but with basketball shorts. He walked to me and he picked me up setting me on the counter. "I'm feeding you." He fed me a piece of strudel, I could get use to the this. He sat the plate down and gave me my orange juice. I took a sip, more like a gulp.

"Why are you here?" I asked.

"Today is me and you," he said and he rubbed my belly and kissed it.

"Uh no it's not, you put your lips on some nasty bitch and you expect me to spend my day with you?" I asked. "Sorry to burst your bubble daddy, but think again." I got down and he helped me, I pushed him off me. I walked upstairs to my room and I thought about the nursery. I slipped on a big white shirt and shorts. I walked to it and went in, plastic was on the floor and I saw the paint bucket and paint tape.

I walked in and I got the tape, I started making a chevron pattern.

"I don't think you should be around paint fumes," Jake said but I ignored him. "Painting it is." I kept doing the tape and I peeked at Jake, he was getting the paint open. I looked away and he started to paint, I finished the tape and started painting too.

I looked at Jake and I couldn't help but say he looked hot. He was biting his lip and I looked away. I was painting a part of the wall but I was to short. Suddenly a presence came beside me and started painting it for pme. His brush came down and went on my face.

"Naomi, I did not mean to that," he said.

"It's fine," I said and painted his cheek.

"Did just-" I painted the tip of his nose. "It's on." He said and I squealed. He threw paint at me and I'd throw it back. He went to throw again and he dropped the paintbrush. I prepared to throw some more at him and he came towards me cautiously. "That's a good girl, give me the paintbrush and nobody gets hurt." He grabbed the paintbrush.

We finished painting and fixing the room, Jake wouldn't let me help with the crib. According to him, the daddy is suppose to do it.

I looked around at the finished nursery. The wall was a white and gray chevron pattern. The two dark wood cribs were pushed against the wall, it had chevron pattern sheets. One blue, gray, and white, and one pink, gray, and white. The twin changing table, the dresser, and two bouncers. On the wall above the cribs had Parker and Sadie. There was two rocking chairs. There was a little book shelf with books and toys on the bottom shelf.

"Go to your room, take a shower or a bath." He said, I walked out and to my room, I turned on the shower and I stripped. I got in and moaned low as the hot water went on my skin. The shower curtain was pulled back and Jake turned off the water.

"Uh, what're you doing?" I asked and he gave me a towel. I got out. "Hey bossy, why'd you turn my shower off?" He still ignored me and it was making me mad. He turned on the bath water and he poured in scented bubbles.

"I want to take a bubble bath," he said. "You deserve one too."

"Not with you," I said.

"You don't want a massage?" He asked, I dropped the towel and climbed in. I turned off the water and he climbed in. I laid back and gave him my foot, he massaged it and I closed my eyes. He switched foots and suddenly he stopped, he came beside me and he started washing the paint off me. He washed it out of my hair and I done the same for him. I got out first and I got dried off, I put on a sports bra and matching underwear. Arms wrapped around me and Jake pecked my head. I moved from him and he let out a breath. "Are you hungry?"

"A little," I said.

"Stay here, I'll make something for you," he said. "Maybe turn on Netflix and chill."

"Jake, why can't you understand I don't want you here?" I asked, he stopped and hesitated before he looked at me.

"Don't you understand I don't care?" he asked and he walked out. I honestly couldn't say anything, I climbed on the bed and I started on some homework.

I smelled food and Jake came in with food on a tray. He sat it on the bed in front of me. There was Mac 'n cheese, little barbecue weanies, and mash potatoes. My drink was ice tea. Then there was chocolate covered strawberries on the side.

"I hope it's good," he said.

"Where's yours?" I asked.

"Eat, I'll be fine," he said, I pulled him towards me.

"Here, eat some," I said.

"Naomi, I cooked for you," he said. "I'll live."

"Jake, eat," I said. "If you don't I won't."

"Fine," He said and I gave him the spoon. He ate the potatoes as I ate the barbecue weanies. I ate the Mac n cheese and gave some to him to. He fed me a strawberry and I gave him one. We finished and he took it downstairs. Thunder boomed and I could hear the rain pouring. I laid down and he came back. "I'm gonna get going." I wanted him to stay but I couldn't sound desperate.

"Ok," I said and he left. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

I was sleeping good till a boom of thunder woke me up, I started shaking and lightning lit up my dark room. Arms suddenly pulled me close and I started to cry.

"Sh, I'm right here," Jake whispered, I looked and I saw a book. "I never left. Go back to sleep, I'm watching you." I laid on my side and closed my eyes.

"You promise?" I asked.

"I promise," he said and I fell back asleep.

~*~

School came and Casey was with Chase, Jake was at his house. I was getting ready and I decided to put some of my pregnancy clothes on. I put on a white shirt that has love and the o was a punk heart. At the bottom was two sets of baby feet. I slipped on leggings and Uggs, I fixed my hair till it looked ok and grabbed my phone and book bag.

I walked downstairs and Cynthia tossed me an apple.

"Love you," I called.

"You too," she called back and I walked out. I got in my car and I drove to school, I parked in my spot and got out. I walked in and to the group.

"So, I heard the nursery is done," Macy said.

"Yes, after I had to clean up paint because of Jake," I said.

"Hey, you painted my nose," Jake said walking and I rolled my eyes. "Sorry I said anything." The bell rang and I walked to my first period, if I didn't, I might of ended up slapping him.

The teacher walked in and she had papers in her hand.

"Ok everyone, let me finish before you say anything," she said. "We're going on a field trip in two weeks." She started to hand out the papers. "We're going to Washington D.C., we're gonna go to museums, some different places, and the White House."

"Oh my gosh, really?" Someone asked.

"Yes, we're taking a charter bus," she said and she looked at me. "Can you do it?"

"Yeah, I'll be fine," I said and she nodded.

"Perfect," she said.

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Hello fellow readers, I come with information!

So, I'm editing the book slowly but eventually. Random characters are gone, the none important ones are explained. It's not as confusing. You can reread it but that's up to you.

You guys are like my main bitches, I don't know you but I love you guys more than the people where I live. I've literally told you more than anybody. *Wipes away tear*

By the way, yesterday I had to do an autobiography for JROTC, yeah I almost had a panic attack. But what makes it a little better is that the class supports me about it.

Listen, I'll be real with you, that's me and I'm not gonna change it because someone doesn't like it. Don't you change who you are just because people are haters. Their life must not be so important that their so worried about yours.

Anywhore for a teaser: the field trip is next and no telling what else.