Chapter 51
Naomi's Pov
"So, how was Jake hunting?" Macy asked as she ate a fry.
"I knew exactly where to find him, that's why I let him take her." I said.
"So, what happened?" Leanna asked.
"You gotta ask him." I said.
"Ask who what?" I heard Aaron and we looked at the boys. "Oh come on, is this a intervention."
"Yes, we've been concerned lately about the way you bite your nails." I said.
"Shut up." He said.
"Ok." I said and looked away.
"Where's Jake?" Simone asked.
"He's out front doing his homework with a girl." Justice said.
"Justice." Simone said.
"Does he have anymore classes for today?" I asked.
"I'm not sure." Leanna said, I walked out and out front. He was leaned against a tree and doing his homework. I walked to him and he looked up and at me.
"Hey," I said. "Where's your girl?"
"With the football team to get Bojangles," He said and smirked. "Is someone jealous?"
"Just a little," I said and he chuckled and I chuckled back. "I'll leave you to your work." I turned to walk away but I heard feet hit the cement.
"Wait," He said and I turned back around. "How does the beach sound?"
"Like water." I said.
"No, do you wanna go?" He asked.
"Jake." I said.
"Not a date," He said. "As friends."
"Sure," I said and smiled. "I'll meet you there."
"Perfect." He said and I turned and walked away.
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I got out of my car and I fixed my beanie. I walked on the beach and looked for Jake but I didn't see him.
"I swear if this boy stood me up." I said to myself.
"What would you do?" I heard a voice ask, I turned around to a blue eyed boy.
"He won't have kids," I said and he smiled. "Hey Cameron." He came and he hugged me.
"Hey Mimi," He said and kissed my cheek. "Let's walk." We walked down the beach and talked about nothing but yet we talked about everything. We got to the rocks and sat down, I wrapped my hands around his knee and locked my fingers, he wrapped his arm around my shoulders.
"So, how'd it go with your mom?" I asked.
"Her name is Sophie," He said. "I don't want to talk about her."
"Why?" I asked.
"Drop it," He said and I looked away. "Hey." I hesitated but I looked at him. "Everything's going to be ok."
"Hey guys." I heard Justice and we looked at them. Aaron had Casey.
"You invited them?" I asked.
"I didn't think you wanted to be alone with me." He said, I stood up and I climbed down. I went and took Casey.
"Hey baby girl." I said and kissed her cheek, Jake came beside me and Casey went to him.
"Hey meathead." He said and she smiled.
"Naomi, let's go." Macy said.
"What'd I do?" I asked.
"You'll see." Leanna said and we walked to the rocks and sat down. We talked before we were interrupted.
"Naomi!" I heard Aaron yell. "Casey!" I didn't see them.
"Shit." I said and jumped down, I landed and I ran and I saw them by the water.
"Casey." I said, she was walking to Jake with the football. She was wobbling and almost fell, she walked faster and fell into Ethan's arms.
"You walked." Ethan said and threw her up making her squeal and laugh. I didn't see Jake and someone grabbed me from behind.
"Ah!" I screamed and I turned around to Jake, correction, a mad Jake. "Ok, I don't know what I did but I'm innocent. But what didn't I do?"
"Just can you answer me honestly?" He asked.
"Yes." I said and he looked at me.
"Did you kiss Chase?" He asked and I looked away. "You've got to be fucking kidding me Naomi!" I looked at him.
"It was an accident." I said.
"Did you kiss him back?" He asked.
"Yes." I said low.
"Then it wasn't a accident," He snapped. "God Naomi, my brother?"
"Its not like you actually claim him!" I yelled. "Did you mention him to her?"
"Shut up Naomi." He gritted through his teeth and I shook my head.
"No, you haven't even told Chase or Rachael about her!" I yelled.
"Because they don't need to know!" He yelled. "I'm the oldest!"
"That doesn't mean anything Jake!" I yelled. "What if they want to see her?"
"Why?" He snapped. "So she can tell them she didn't want them? She was nice enough not to abort me."
"That doesn't mean you can hide them from their mom." I said.
"She's not our mom!" He yelled. "I understand why she gave me up but she had no right to give them away and make them go through hell!"
"What about your dad Jake?" I spat.
"She doesn't know who my dad is Naomi!" He yelled. "I was a mistake, he raped her and she was pregnant with me."
"You can't be mad at her for that." I spat.
"She could've killed me but she didn't and my childhood was ruined." He gritted through his teeth. "I didn't even know what my name was anymore. Even they called me, they called me it or boy."
"You trying to tell me this?" I spat.
"You don't get it Naomi." He hissed. "You think I gave my virginity up willingly?" I looked in his eyes. "You weren't the only one who got beat and taken advantage of Naomi. I was lucky it was a girl so I'm not that traumatized."
"You never told me." I said.
"Its embarrassing." He said. "The only reason I was a player was because of them girls. I was only good for one thing with them, trust me I wish I would've actually fought." He chuckled. "I didn't have the guts to hit a girl." I bit my lip.
"That's not my fault, you never told me Jake." I spat.
"Are you sure you would listen?" He spat and I scoffed.
"Let me refresh your memory a bit. I was the one who listened to your problems. I was the one who took you bullshit. I was the one who actually cared about you. I was the one who stuck around even when everyone told me to leave. I was the one who stood up for you. I was the one who loved you when you gave me every fucking reason not too. I was the one the who was there for you when no one else was." I said.
"There for me?" He asked. "Because of you I had to meet Sophie."
"Because of me?" I asked. "There's no way you're blaming me!"
"Yeah, I am." He snapped.
"Just for once can you actually think about someone other than yourself?" I spat. "You finally find out why you got put up for adoption and you still blame it on people."
"Shut up." He hissed.
"Because I'm telling the truth?" I asked and he grabbed my jaw and jerked me to him.
"Watch it Naomi or that pretty jaw won't be so pretty anymore." He spat and I gulped, he let go and I rubbed my jaw.
"Jake." Aaron said, I looked up at Jake.
"You told me that when you're 18 you're out of the adoption system." I said. "That meant you could look for her."
"That's not why I told you." He said. "She is none of your business."
"Casey isn't your business but you still put your two sense in it." I hissed and he bit his lip.
"Well here's something for you." He said with anger. "If I have another brother, why don't you sleep with him, its not like it won't make a difference." My hand connected with his cheek.
"Don't go there Jake." I said and my voice cracked. "That's not fair."
"Its the truth." He said. "At least don't get knocked up this time." Tears burned in my eyes and I looked away. "Suck it up Naomi."
"I don't like this Jake." I said. "I'm tired of playing your game, I'm done."
"You won't leave." He said.
"No matter how much I love you, I'm getting tired Jake." I said. "I'm not only doing this for me, I'm doing it for Casey." He looked at Casey. "I can't take Rachael from you but at least treat her better than you did me."
"Naomi." He said softly.
"What have you done that's good for me Jake?" I asked. "These last few months has been hurt for me and I'm tired of being depressed over you."
"But Casey," He said. "No, I made a promise and I'm not breaking it."
"What promise?" I asked.
"To be a better father," He said. "I promised Maddie and that's the last little girl I'll break a promise too."
"My daughter isn't having a father that treats me like crap," I said. "I've seen my mom live through it and I'm not. " I shook my head.
"I'm sorry." He said and he walked away, I ran after him.
"Jake." I said and he looked at me.
"You're right, about everything." He said. "Are you happy bitch?" He walked away from me and I stood frozen.
"Naomi," I heard Ethan and I looked up, I shook my head. I walked and I picked up Casey. "You can't go after him."
"I'm not." I said. "I'm not falling for it this time, but Casey needs a nap." I walked to my car amd I put her in and I drove home. I got her out and walked inside and I went upstairs to her room and laid her in her crib. I kissed her forehead and I walked out and to my room. I took a shower and got out, I put my undergarments on and put my robe on. I walked out and I heard Casey, I walked to her room and picked her up. I walked back and I looked out my window at the rain pouring, I patted her back. Arms wrapped around my waist and I bit my lip, I could smell his cologne. "I can't do this anymore Jake." He kissed my neck and I closed my eyes. "Jake stop."
"Make a sound and that baby won't be so happy." A deep voice said in my ear and I froze.
"No." I said and gripped Casey tighter. "Hurt me all you want but don't touch my baby." He kissed my temple and got next to my ear.
"Just cooperate baby." He whispered and he moved my hair.
"Please, my daughter is in this room." I said.
"Just act like I'm someone you're attracted to." He said and turned me around, he touched my face. "You're really beautiful." I looked down. "Let's see what we got under here."
"Please don't." I said.
"Give me the baby." He said and I shook my head.
"I can't do that." I said and I walked her to the nursery and put her in the crib. I walked back and he looked back at me. He touched my cheek and I flinched.
"Hey sh, everything's going to be ok baby doll." He said and untied my robe, he grabbed my waist and bit his lip. He leaned in and I turned and he kissed my cheek. My thigh stung and he grabbed my jaw and jerked it back forward. "That's strike one." He kissed me and I kissed back, his hands roamed my body. He pushed my robe off me and I looked up at him. "Your body is amazing."
"What'd I do to you?" I asked. "Why are you doing this?"
"This is payback." He said and brushed my hair behind my ear.
"For what?" I asked and shivered.
"This is because of Jake." He said.
"What?" I asked. "Please."
"Don't make me punish you again." He said, he kissed my neck and my jaw. I grabbed his sides and pulled him closer, I looked at him and smiled.
"How's this?" I asked and I stood on my tip toes and kissed him. He grabbed my waist and grabbed my butt, I gasped and smiled.
"That's really good." He said and smiled, he picked me up and wrapped my legs around his waist. He put me against the wall and he squeezed my thighs and moved to my butt. "You like that?"
"Yeah." I said and he kissed my chest and my throat. I giggled and he dropped me. "Ow." I looked at him and he punched me. "Shit." He grabbed my arm and yanked me up, he pinned me against the wall. He backhanded me and I groaned. "I thought we were going somewhere." He pulled me and pushed me.
"You're going right there." He said. "Move and it won't be pretty princess." He walked away and into my closet, he came back with clothes. He put a shirt on me and he let his fingertips trail down my sides. He put basketball shorts on me and I laid my hands on his shoulders to steady myself. He grabbed my waist and before I could react, he spun me around. Something went over my mouth and I held my breath, I clawed at his arm. I started getting dizzy and I blacked out.
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