The sunshine hit my face. 

Today, we're going to learn the choreography of our new song. Yesterday, we finished recording. It came out great. But before that, I decided to call my parents, to see how they're doing. 

You

Hey, mom. Are you awake? 

Mom

Yes honey. What happened? 

Without wasting more time, I called her. 

"Hey mom!" I greeted her, even though I was sleepy. 

"Good... uh... morning?" She was probably confused because of the different time zones. I laughed "Yes mom, it's morning." 

"Ah, it's just....(I miss you a lot)." She just had to switch the language. 

"Mom, (please), stick with one language at a time." I pleaded. Mom laughed at that. She knows many languages. She is the one who taught me Korean. 

"Ah, okay, okay. But you do need practice." she said. I groaned at that.  

"So how was the meeting?" Mom asked. Meeting? Which meeting? There was a small meeting but I didn't tell her, so how would sh-

Oh. The lie I made up. Just to get away from the conversation. 

"The meeting. Right. . .it was great. I wore that blue hoodie you gave me. It was so warm! And we discussed about the titles" I quickly answered. Lies. 

Mom chuckled over the phone, but sighed. 

"Dear, I know you didn't want to talk about him. And I also know that I didn't give you a blue hoodie. It was a navy one. You were so specific about it." 

Him. 

That's all I can say. He hurt me. A long time ago, but the pain is still there. 

How could he? 

Trying to hold back tears and making sure that my voice didn't break, I asked"How d-did you know?"

Of course she would know, she's my mom. She knows things about me. She's my best friend. 

"I know you don't like talking about him. Ever since. . . . that"

We ended our conversation there and, talked about happy things. Dad came in between and talked with me for a while. I realised the time, and cut the call. I rushed to the bathroom and changed my clothes. 

It was already late. So, skipping breakfast was the best I could think of. Jin did scold me for not eating. I'm glad that we're friends now. It was day two, but I still managed to be with the members. Jungkook was still a bit shy, I got along quite well with the other maknaes. Taehyung was a bit shocked when he found out that I'm older to him. By nine days. Yoongi oppa somehow warmed up to me. That's an achievement. Hoseok oppa and I became good friends. And Seokjin became like my elder brother.

Namjoon oppa told me that he was glad that the members were warming up to me. But it is still a bit awkward. Yeah, that's not gonna go anytime soon. 

Short chapter. I'm so sorry. I had no idea what to put in here. :(