5 months later...

*Trigger Warning about Suicide, so if this is sensitive I suggest that you skip a little bit*

Nicole POV

I don't even know what I'm still doing on this Earth. August and me don't talk anymore. Trey broke up with me for my sister. It seems as if every time I think I'm happy I'm eitber cheated on or hurt. I know Esme is my adopted sister but it sti hurts that the two people I put my trust into betrayed me.

Worst thing is that Trey know she was my sister...

I think I'm just gonna end all my pain and suffering now.

I got up off the couch and went to the bathroom and closed the door. I locked it just in case. I ran some water and filled it to the very top of my tub. I got the whole bottle of pain pills and started taking them one by one. It was useless taking them but it's ironic how pain pills supposed to make the pain go away but it doesn't.

I finished my last pill and set it on the counter and took off all my clothes and got in the tub. I took the razor blade I had on the side of me and started slicing my arms all the way to my chest where my heart is. I watched as the blood mixed with the water and my eyes were starting to get heavy. Next thing you know everything went black.

Trey POV

I was at Nicole's doorstep knocking for a while. I wanted to at least be friends with her and let us be cool while I was dating her sister. I took the key she gave me and unlocked the door and went inside.

It was strangely quiet as I walked down the halls until I stopped at the bathroom and heard swishing of water. I knocked on the door.

"Come on Nicole. I'm outside." I said while knocking a little harder.

No response.

"Nicole? Are you good?" I said starting to worry.

No response.

"Okay I'm coming in." I said and tried to move the doornob but it was locked. So I kicked the door down.

"Nicole I- Oh my God!!!!" I stopped and ran over to her almost lifeless body in the tub.

"Nicole no man. Why couldn't you speak to somebody bout this shit instead of doing this." I said pulling out my phone and dialing 911.

I was rocking back and forth on my knees literally in tears right now

"911 what's you emergency?"

"My ex she cut herself. T-There's blood everywhere. She's unconscious. Please hurry." I said in tears.

"Okay help is on the way."

They disconnected the call and I held Nicole's body in my arms sobbing. I don't know what I would do if I was the reason she tried to commit suicide.

The ambulance had pulled up and they rushed in and took Nicole's body and rushed back to the hospital. They were moving so quick I thought Sonic took over.

As soon as they got done asking me questions and pulling out everything, I step outside and called everybody I knew who was close to Nicole. So I started with August.

I called August and he picked up on the third ring.

"Damn Alisa. Just like that." August groaned.

"August I hate to really interrupt whatever you is doing but something is wrong man." I said pacing back and forth.

"Damn man it betta be important than what me and Alisa doing right now." August said with an attitude.

"Yo Nicole in the hospital." I said.

"Why?" August asked.

"She tried to commit suicide." I said in a shaky voice.

There was a bunch of shuffling with August and the girl "Alisa" I'm guessing. I waited for his response patiently.

"We'll be there shortly." August said and hung up.

Next person I hit was Esme.

"Hey baby whatcu calling for." Esme said cutely.

"Nicole's in the hospital because she tried to commit suicide." I said.

"I'm going to the hospital now." Esme said in a low voice and hung up.

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August POV

Damn man I'm fucking afraid as fuck right now. I know me and Trey hurt her ass but damn I'd rather argue with her than her die.

"August I think we shouldn't tell Nicole that you impregnated me while y'all was in a relationship." Alisa said softly.

"No shit Sherlock. Get yo ass in the car." I said and walked out the door.

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Esme POV

I hate myself for this shit. I took my sister's boyfriend and now she tried to kill herself. If she wakes up then I promise on my own life I will treat her like my momma treated me.

I pulled up at the hospital and saw August pulling up right besides me.
And Alisa in the passenger side.

Just what I needed more drama my sister has to deal with. I got out the car and stood in front of August.

"Really August. You going out with her best friend now?" I said angrily.

"Man I know damn well you ain't talking. Nicki told me what yo foul, loose pussy ass did." August said while jabbing his finger in my face.

"Get yo finger out my face." I said grabbing his finger.

"Let go of it." August said.

"Get it out of my face."

"Let go."

"Get it out of my face."

"Let go."

Alisa cut in and pushed both of our hands down.

"Listen Me, August, Esme, Trey, and Grace have all wronged Nicole. The person we should really be apologizing to is her. Now shut the fuck up with y'all petty shit and let's go!!" Alisa yelled and went inside.

Alisa sped walked off and August was catching up to her. I stood there and pulled out a cigar and saw Trey pull up and Nicki pull up after him.

I took my lighter and lit the cigar and started smoking while Trey and Nicki got out the car.

"Y'all all fucked up Nicole from what I've been hearing." Nicki said and walked off into the hospital.

I put out my cigar and threw it out and looked at Trey and shook my head. I went up to Trey and gave him a long, deep, passionate kiss.

Once I pulled away I looked him in the eyes.

"Everything will turn out fine." I said and he nodded his head and we walked into the hospital together.

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Nicole POV

I was walking around in complete darkness. I saw a light and knew it was my exit to all suffering.

I started walking to the light when I was about to walk into the light I hit a hard surface which was blocking me from entering. I kept trying to walk through it but it was loke some type of barrier where I couldn't break through.

A voice had came over.

"It's not your time Nicole." The voice said and just like that I was fading away. Then everything when black.

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August POV

I was rocking back and forth because the doctors only gave Nicole a few minutes before she dies. Esme, Alisa, and Grace were all crying while Trey was pacing back and forth and Nicki was standing there shaking her head at all of us.

We were when we all heard the machine flatline. We all looked at each other and held our head down. Then the machine stop flatlining and starting picking right back on it's normal pace. It took us by surprise and the doctor.

"Do I even dare?" I said to everyone and they all nodded.

I got out of my seat and looked over in the bed to find Nicole blinking rapidly and trying to sit up but failed because of the pain.

"Nicole. You're alive." I said with tears running down my face.

Everyone gathered around her bed and went in for a group hug. We even let the doctor join.

"I guess I'm fine- Owww." Nicole yelped out in pain.

We all quickly got up off of her and they made me tell her about me and Alisa's affair.

"Well when we were in a relationship, Alisa and I had sex behind your back a couple of times and she was pregnant with our child. So I kinda cut you off and decided not to-"

Nicki POV

"August just please shut the fuck up." Nicki said to shut me up.

"In fact all y'all the damn reason why she is the way she is now. If y'all could learn to keep you hands to yourselves and not have the desire to put y'all dicks and punanis in the wrong places then this shit never would have been happening. All of you get out now." I said and pointed to the door.

Everybody actually listened and got their things and got out the room. I shut the door and walked over to Nicole's bed and sat in a chair besides her.

"Why did you do it?" I asked.

"Everyone betrayed me." Nicole said while looking down.

"Well suicide wasn't the answer next time you feel this way come to me because you have a friend in me. And trust me I will be straightening out those heffas outside." I said.

Nicole smiled and told me thank you and I responded with a your welcome and I gave her a gentle hug and walked out.

All her so called friends and family outside are bout to learn some shit today.