You hit the play button on your answering machine and as you sit alone in your Dark cold kitchen you stare down at the answering machine. A single light hangs down and casts its glow down on you as you rest against your arm and listen to the message on it. You hear his voice..it Echos through your mind as his drunken words come out in a jumble, It may sound like dumb noises to other people but... to you? It sounds like he needs you again, That he needs your help.. but does he really need it after what he did to you?

Ever since he left you for his friends he always calls you after he gets drunk. It's a steady cycle of Friday night Drunk calls, so you clear your schedule. Restless nights and Insomnia cause hallucinations and Things that aren't there So having someone to stay up and wait for Keeps you Sane. You haven't taken care of yourself and you're a mess beyond clean up at this point. You work a dead end job and Currently live by yourself. Your Friends all left you, and your Ex Just calls you when he's drunk and doesn't remember anything he says to you. This was The life you lived and a routine that you fell into

"Hey (Y/N) I just want to let you know that I'll always Love you..and that nothing you do or say will ever change that...I love you so much that I want to talk to you..Come Pick me and the guys up and we can g-"

You hit the Delete button quickly..He's Drunk, he doesn't know what he's saying.. He clearly Told you he didn't love you before..and he's just saying that so You will come pick him up.

~Flashback~

"Stop it! Just Back off will you! You're to damn Clingy!" Fitz yells as you had just sat next to him at the dinner table, he had a rough day being around a lot of people and drinking with his friends but, you didn't know that.

"I'm not clingy. I just wanted to sit next to my Loving boyfriend because I haven't seen him in 3 days" You said Calmly and in a passive aggressive tone.

"Oh Yeah? You want to know why you haven't seen me in 3 days? Because I was having guy time this weekend along with working and meeting people and sponsors, and now I come back and there you are being all Clingy again! This is why I NEVER LOVED YOU!" he yelled the Last part

You set your fork down and Got up from your seat
"If you don't Love me. Then Get out. Go be with your friends just don't call me, Text me, Dm me, or Write to me. EVER." You then pushed him out of your house and locked the door behind him. Then you threw all of his things out the window at him and watched him leave.

~End flashback~

You set your head down on the table and sigh softly to yourself and you talk at your answering machine as if you were talking to him directly

"You know..I still Love you too, but let's get real here...you don't love me, and I can't be in a one sided love..it would hurt me to much so just stop calling me..Call someone else...why can't you just do that..?"

No one ever answers you. You go crazy sometimes just knowing that you have no one to really Help you out. Being alone and having your Ex wake up every Friday and Forget who cares for him while he's drunk really Starts to break your Heart and You just kind of hold your head up High and Smile Although you wish you could Curl up and Die. Being depressed really sucks and it makes you think horrible things and after we broke up I decided I would probably head back to my home town again.

You sigh to yourself as you get up and put your Jacket on and grab your keys and shoes heading to your car. Tonight would be the last night you answer his calls and Pick him up from places. You were Done with that. Done with all of it. As you Sit down in your Car you put the key in the Engine and shut the door and buckle up. Driving to the bar was quick and easy, it was 10 minutes away from your house and another 6 minutes away from Cams House.

You arrive at the Bar to see them all outside Drunk as Hell. You pull up and unlock the Car as they all Stumble in laughing and drunk mumbling

After they are all in I don't say anything as I drop them all off at their home Since they all live together. Once I get to the house I stop and let them all out. When they Shut the door to the car I sighed as I watched them all walk into the house. But someone came out of the house and knocked on the window of my car so I rolled it down and there stood Ezra (Racooneggs) at my window, I looked up at him and he smiled at me softly 

"Hey (Y/N), I just want to say thank you for bringing them all home again" He said as he ran a hand through his hair and smiled at me 

"No problem Ezra but this will probably be the last time I can do this for you guys" I replied as I rubbed the back of my neck and ran a hand through my hair 

"You moving dude?" he asked 

I looked off to the side and nodded "Yeah..until Cam can sober up and talk to me I need to get out of here, I need to know that I can feel something again, Because I wanna feel something again and he won't help me something again" I explained 

"Well," Ezra started "Keep in touch you hear? You know I care about you, you may not be dating Cameron anymore but that doesn't mean That you and I can't be friends" Ezra said with a genuine smile 

"Alright Ezra, Ill keep in touch" I said with a small side smile 

"Stay gay and beautiful you sexy Bear" Ezra said with a chuckle 

"Alright you Jewish Twig. I'll see you when I see you next" I said with a small laugh, then I started my car and waved goodbye to Ezra, as I drove away he waved to me and inside I felt a little better.I headed back to my apartment and Packed up all my stuff and then headed to the airport.

I boarded the plane and looked out the window ready to start a new chapter and maybe feel something again.