Chapter 20 - Your Purple Eyes and The Red Lipstick

WARNING: Rape, angust, self hate and verbal abuse

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TAE POV

Flashback 1020 CE

"Well well well..." I heard a voice as I passed one of the building that I know as a drink shack used by some undergrade thugs. I turned around quickly to see someone I didn't want to see. " if it ain't the slut." The man claimed as he took a step towards me with his henchmen.

" P-please don't bother me. I-I came to give bread to the kids." I stuttered out knowing what was to come. He scoffed at me and laughed. His companions chuckled along.

"Give it to me, I'll personally give them the bread." He smirked and pointed his hand at me. His men walked to me as I backed up. They forcefully grabbed the bread from me and walked back. "Only if you do as I say."

There were strings attached always.

"Hmm. You seem to be wearing noblemen clothes... did you get bought to be a slut for a noble? Not surprised. I don't think that noble would mind us having a taste." He said more talking to himself than to me. I protectivly hugged myself bad results of this situation quicly flooding my static mind. " He probably passed you around for his friends to use so what difference does it make for me to use you too? We've been craving you since you left and we've been wating for you to be alone with us again." His smirk turned wicked as he stared at me.

" P-please. G-give me the bread. I'll give it myself." I asked.

"Give us your body we'll give you back your bread." He sneered. I thought it through. If I went running back without giving the bread to the children and ask Bunny more money, he won't trust me any more. If I refuse they will force me anyways but won't give me my bread. If I run, they will chase. So maybe if I gave in... they'd give me the bread.

I looks them in the eyes and slowly walked to them. I hung my head low. Bunny would be so disappointed. He wouldn't want to love or live with a dirty slut. I accepted my fate. Dirt is what I am. The man smirked at my actions.

"Come and kiss my feet whore." I walked over and knelt down bring my lips to his feet. But before I could get up, I was smashed into the floor with a foot mid back. "You don't deserve to wear noble clothes." He sneered.

They ripped off my clothes haphazardly leaving bits and pieces in ever direction. I was naked once again beneath the three men who had raped me multiple times but it didn't stop at that. I was terrified. Before I was met with Bunny again after a bit of going back and forth to his house I was attacked by these same men. At one point they abducted me and put me as a center piece at a drinking place. I was used and abused multiple times against my will and then suffered a fever after I left that place two months later. I almost died in my shack before Bunny found me sick. He was so worried and upset that I didn't tell him I was sick and that's when I went to go live with him. I didn't tell him why I was gone for so long but he never pushed me to say anything.

I let tears drip down my face as I was used yet again. I let them have their way with me. I only focused on the rings in my hand. How I wanted to bring then to Bunny and present him.

I hope he's not mad that I'll be late.

Present

KOOK POV

He's such a tease.

I couldn't help myself and threw him on my bed. I was hovering over Tae before his eyes flashed his lavender color and it snapped me out of my egarness. I can't help but to feel like I know him. Like I've seen his comfort and that I've seen those eyes before. I backed away in my thoughts and his confused face didn't make me anymore settled. He knows I've acted like this once before. That time we were at my apartment. That time I almost kissed him. He smiled sweetly and pulled me on the bed. We slept with the comforting quietness around us.

After a few hours of sleep, is what I assume it was, when I woke up to hectic screaming from Taehyung who was withering in his sleep. 

"Taehyung?" I took his sholderds in my hands and shook him and tried to wake him up but Tae seemed to be trapped in his nightmare.

"NO!" He was screamed in his sleep. He was viloently shaking and soon he started to lose his breathing. I didn't know what to do. I remeber my Hyungs telling me how I used to have nightmares when I just met them and how I'd scare them so much. The first time it happened they were full on bawling when I woke up. They hugged me tightly and ever since then I've loved them so much. "Please... No!" He screamed again.

I didnt know what more to do as he struggled to breathe so I pressed my lips against the soft red lipstick lipped boy who was crying out in his sleep. Slowly the breathing calmed down and I felt the pair of still lips moving against mine. I parted to find a teary eyed Tae looking back with lavender eyes glowing.

"Are you okay?" I asked softly ignoring the fact his eyes were still a little purple. Tae nodded in response. I brought my hand up and wiped away the tears that were left and smiled sweetly at him. My head looked over at the time to see 6:53. I have a meeting with the group in a few minutes. "Do you wanna change into something more comfortable?" I asked referring to the maid outfit. Tae nodded.

So I got up and walked to my closet taking out a white shirt that was probably way too big for Tae and a pair of shorts. Tae smiled.

"T-Tae?"

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