The last tape of her recording from doctor. I played that too.

Her pov

Good morning doctor

Hey No.13

So what's the biggest weakness of yours doc

Ermmm and taps his index finger on the side of forehead. My wife

I knew your answer would be that

How so

Because love makes you weak and vulnerable

That's true

So why you want to know my story

I don't know. I felt your case is different and so are you

Ohk. Let's jump into my last part of the story . Why I end up here

So Samy left all of us behind . My parents didn't get out of the house and randhir was heartbroken and moody. His parents considered our family as the cheats who kept them in dark and forced Samy for marriage.

Everything was a mess and I was juggled between college and after that parents and then randhir who turned out to be a living corpse then back to hostel at night.

I was with everyone during this tough situation and fought the battle alone.

I gave my dad and mom courage to face the society and not to hide. If they hide they'll be hunted down and made fun of so they came out of adobe. I was happy.

Next randhir he was like a Romeo who didn't get the Juliet type. I met him in our place and gave him a shoulder to cry and share his pain. He did that his every word starts with Samy and ends with her. I gave a concern look and asked him to be normal and told him because of his condition his family is the one who is suffering.

I made him understand love is not the end of the world nor the wedding . But the reality is the love is start and end of my world and giving him the advice was an irony.

He was at home all the time and took the leave from work. I made him go back to his work place and be with new people and he did so.

Months passed and Samy became a memory and all moved with their life. I was back at home because my parents wants their only daughter to be with them. One day I saw randhir and his parents at my home. And I was in cloud nine thinking they came to ask my hand for him and then like a fairy tale we will live happily ever after.

But my world crashed again because they came here to apologize to my parents and then they got a proposal for randhir and I need to accompany them to meet her. Randhir asked that condition.

His mom wasn't cold to me now. I think she understood that the girl who behave all shy isn't like that. Don't judge the book by cover has a thought.

With a bleeding heart I said yes.

We went to the house of the girl and randhir was silent and I knew he was being forced to see this girl and marry.

I thought I'll tell the truth to the girl and ask her to back out.

The girl came with a tray of tea cups and snacks, she held her head low and then gave to all. We all took a sip and the elders were talking about the other preparations and the girl stood like a statute and what I see

God she is stealing glance of randhir and then like an obedient girl she lowers her head.

She is smart,I need to make her go away from him. I saw here and there and then I went close to the girl and whispered to her ,I need to talk to her and she with a smile took me to her room.

I closed the door and faced her and she was giving me fake sweet smile and I won't melt in her cheesy one. I twitched my lips and went near to her.

Look girl he is my bestie and we share a good bond

Hmmmm

So, I know and understand him well than any outsider.

So

I need to make it clear that,I love him and he is mine and just say a sorry and you can't marry him in front of all

But that girl she smirked at me and came to me and only few meters distance was between us.

We both looked into each other and she pushed me a little and then said

Oh poor baby wants me to make way for you. Let me break your bubble that you are living in a fantasy world dear. If he considered you more than a friend he wouldn't be sitting here and nods his head for the marriage. This is just a single side love and it's from you

No he loves me a lot but

As a friend he thinks of you and it's my request for you to move on and don't come between me and randhir.

I tried to make her understand but she was adamant.

I begged to her to leave him ,she didn't listen.

Then what got into her I don't know she grabbed a pen knife and came to me. She pushed me to the bed and was going to stab me . I didn't get voice to call for help because I was scared then I closed my eyes and yell Randhir name and he came and saw us.

Randhir pushed the girl and hugged me. The girl was with her wide open mouth and she didn't believe what she just saw.

She came to us and started to play her victim game but he didn't listen to her and took me with him.

Days passed and my mind was again with bad dreams of him getting married or being in love with another girl and I felt I need to let him know my feelings.

When he got transfer here and we met on the terrace.

I was nervous,for the first time I'm feeling that if all turn upside down ,if he rejects my love or if he won't be my friend anymore. Many if's and but's were capturing my restless mind.

I guess he too get to know my nervousness and placed his hands on mine and that's the magic his touch makes me calm and soothing voice gives the feel of a security. I smiled and looked into his eyes.

Ermmm,hmmmm

Oh sany why are you so scared to tell me. What's the matter. Let me guess. Is it a boy

How you know

Just a guess. So who is the lucky guy who stole my bestie heart

Bestie I said in shock

Why

You ....and left the terrace with anger,hurt and other emotions I can't describe them

I went to my room and closed the door.

I was crying again this time too it's because of him.

Can't he see the love for him in my eyes
Why I share everything little details with him
Why I took care of him when Samy left.
Why I understood his pain

Is this all friends do to one another.

No, it's out of love not of friendship.

I heard a soft knock on the door and then the person pushed the door and came inside. I saw its Randhir the person behind all the happiness and pain in my life.

This time I'm not in a mood to runaway and hide my fears from him. I'm going to face it.

He was looking at me without a blink and I came and stood close to him with just inches apart. We both could hear the rising tension in the air and still we hold the eye lock.

I came more close and there wasn't any gap and I pecked his lips and then my thinking I lost it somewhere or the dialogues which I practiced to speak to him too vanished.

He saw me with his eyes wide ready to jump out of the socket and then next was a push and my legs got hit with the edge of the bed. I fell flat on the bed.

I sat up and saw the blood shot eyes of him and he looked at me like I'm a worm or a parasite, his face showed how disgusted he was. In anger he punched the wall and I didn't flinch.

I saw all these coming,some part of mind consoled saying after this he will understand me. But I was wrong.

He said out of all I didn't expect this from you sany. You just tainted our bond which was pure friendship. That word made me crazy.

I stood up and grabbed his collar and his face and was at the level of my eyes and, I said friend ,friend that's only me to you.

When you are happy you hug me
When you are sad hug me and ask my help
When you need someone you come to me
When you feel you will say i love you,I miss you and say you will be always with me
When marriage comes like other's you too need a girl like Samy

What about me. Am I puppet that cry and laugh as you turn the key. I'm also a girl with all feelings and emotions. Have you thought a girl who didn't have a friend and spend her time alone and then a guy comes and she became so attached to him. It will have a inner meaning.

That guy is the one who is most important and she wants to be with him and in simple words she fell for him

You know when you came with proposal of marriage to Samy ,I was broken beyond repair,for her I sacrificed all the happiness because she was my sister and I loved her.

Listen carefully Mr Randhir that for Samy I did but not to any other girl.

If you can't be mine then I won't allow anyone to be yours.

Mark my words when I say that

I was feeling light because I blurt everything to him which I suppressed in my mind.

He was shocked and surprised. He shook his head and said. I can't see you like that,and I won't be able to accept your feelings. I'm sorry and I want you to forget me so I'll marry the girl which my parents found and I'll do that. For you and left the room.

I fell to the ground. Later at night I went to terrace and saw him there again. I ran to him and hugged him, he jerked me. I stumbled back.

I went and cupped his face and he looked with anger.

In my soft voice I said. I'm sorry Randhir,I won't say anything after this. But don't reject me. Marry me if you don't have feelings for me. I can't see you with another girl. I'll go mad if you do that. Understand me please.

He pushed me took steps to the door. I called his name Randhir and he turned to see me at the edge of the terrace.

I'll jump from here and I mean it.

His face got softened and came to me and pulled me down from there and said he will think about it. I was satisfied,I went home.

Next day and two days after I didn't meet him and then his parents came home saying he is ready to marry one of his distant relative and they are trying to shift there. All my hopes went into thin air.

I closed the door and then I don't know what happened. I called him and said

Sorry Randhir. I know you don't love me and I'm ohk with that. I can't see you around with a girl and spending the rest of your life with her. I won't come in between you and your would be wife.

Final good bye

Then I lit my room then fire started to spread and the smoke. This may have alarmed my parents the banging on the door. Then blank.

When I opened my​ eyes I was in the hospital bed there too I tried many stunts and then lastly here I got admitted as No.13.

This is my story doctor.

This part will continue with his pov in next and their present.

So guys sorry again I unpublished marriage or deal because I did write many marriage stories and now nothing is coming to my mind. If I get the future plots I'll start again. For time being its end.

I'm trying to write plots which are different than the usual ones.

Sorry and read this story. For this I'm giving my hundred percent. So hope you guys help me and correct me.