I played the next tape after my​ work. Now I'm impatient to hear the tape of hers so as soon as the work time gets over I run to my apartment. No over time nor any get together with friends.

14/3/2011

Hello doc. Seeing you after a month. This time too conference

No , No.13. Family time

Yeah you should give time for them too.

Your story let's hear

Hmmm.
I was living in a castle build by me. I didn't think out of that,I believed what I heard and felt.

We used to meet and he didn't show any special attention to me and it made me wonder,why? Then I brushed off my thoughts thinking I didn't reply his answer maybe due to that.

He asked me to study well and score good and show all that I'm not a carefree or irresponsible. I'm mature enough . I decided I'll study for him and then when I achieved something I'll propose him and give the answer.

He and Samy was the only people around me who had faith on me. And I didn't disappointed them. I passed my exam and then joined for Chemistry as I love that

Randhir went for his job outside and I was alone again. After few months one day I saw my dad and his hugging and mom shedding tears. I didn't interfere much in their matters.

Months passed and one night as usual I was on the terrace and looked at my side but he wasn't there,this was my daily routine after his departure. I sighed and went home.

Next day morning while I was all ready for college I heard the door bell ringing and opened to see him. I was shocked then I thought I'm imagining him everywhere. I closed the door and then a second later opened and saw him still there with a smile.

Before I could blurt out he hold my hand and dragged me to our spot and then after huffing and then he hugged me tightly. I didn't know what made him embrace me all of a sudden.

Then he detached me and looked at me and then said those three words
I love you and I missed you. Today is the biggest day of my life and I'm happy my bestie is the first one to know.

It was like a splash of water thrown on my face. I love you and then bestie.

Maybe he is shy to call me girlfriend or love of his life. I shook my head

Randhir was saying few more but I was still on the scene where he said those words and hug. I again build​ my castle.

He asked me that we will meet in the evening and I went to college. That day I was just dreaming and then blushing, smiling and slapping my hand on forehead.

The class and the teachers were seeing as if I'm an alien and came here by mistake. I was waiting for the class to get over.

Finally my wish was granted and I ran to my home to see my family with hundred dollar smile,as if they were given any award. I went straight to my room changed and the door bell again rang.

I peeped through my door to see Randhir and his parents and my parents were happy to see them and they welcomed.

My heart was on a marathon like he took our relationship to another level his parents came to ask me to be their bride. Oh god,I should dress properly and I found a dress which my parents bought for some festival and I didn't wear because I don't like all these

Today I took extra care wore that salwar,did make up and sat on the bed and waiting for the door to open and take me to him and his parents.

Oh what will  I say or will they allow me to complete my studies,then work. I need to get a clear picture before getting married. I love you Randhir and you always surprise me.

Sure I'll make our proposal a unique one and I'll change for you.

Time passed no one came to my room and then the door opened I straightened myself and saw my mom with her mouth opened and then she laughed loudly.

I frowned and she controlled her laugh and forward me the sweet box and I smiled and took the one.

At last our daughter is getting married an I'm happy and that too with Randhir and I lowered my lashes because I was feeling shy.

Mom thank you

Go to Samy and congratulate her

Why

Oho. After 7 days it's her engagement with Randhir

What

Ha. And then marriage within three months

Mom Samy and Randhir

Yes

She left the room and I closed the door and sat on the​ bed with a thud.

Doc you know what is the biggest pain that's when your heart breaks. And in my case the pain where the two people you love is the reason behind that.

Tears they came and I didn't tried to wipe them and then all those time I spend with him and today what he said. They didn't make any sense.

I went to terrace to see him there and his face had that glow which I didn't see when he was with me all the time. He came to me and said

Sany so we are going to be a family,but don't worry we will always as besties forever and you can come to me anytime.

I smiled at him or my fate i don't know. He said he is going to marry the girl he loves and I was a silent listener. He was saying many more but I didn't hear anything.

I was just there where he hugged and said I love you. That I stored in my mind and all other like Samy being his love, engagement and marriage I deleted from my system.

I said I'm happy for them both and came home. To see Mom and Dad showering their love to Samy and she like a good girl agreeing to their point.

I went and hugged Samy and said congrats. There was something missing in her eyes the shy or something,I can't find the real word.

Two days passed and I said to parents I can't stay here because there would be too much distraction and my studies will get affected. I promised to be there on the engagement day and shifted to hostel.

The room was small and I loved to be left alone and I didn't shift because of studies due to their engagement and it would hurt me to see them both together every day or time.

If it wasn't Samy I wouldn't have sacrificed my love. I loved her and she is my sister and I can't take the happiness from her.

I did a big sacrifice for my love.

Their engagement happened still Samy didn't show any excitement or she wasn't happy. Like other girls I thought she is scared about the whole marriage. I again left to my hostel and came on weekends to help my family with the preparation.

Few days before marriage I came to home and saw all were busy and I knocked Samy room and I found her frightened and scared and hiding something behind her back. I threw a suspicious look and she just moved out of the room.

One day for marriage and I went to Samy room to call her but she wasn't there. I felt she would be with mom or other relatives but no. She was missing and then we heard a knock at the door .

Dad ran and opened the door to see his dad. He was angry and started to shout at dad.

My dad with shame held his head low and  mom came asking the reason and his dad left saying dad will explain.

Me and mom came to dad even our relatives started to murmur. Dad said this marriage won't happen and sighed.

Dad didn't reveal the reason and I went in search of Samy again. The terrace,ground,no she wasn't there. Finally I came home and went to her room and saw a letter.

I opened and read and I fell to the ground. I gave the piece of paper to dad and he didn't move and mom cried a lot.

It read

Sorry dad and mom,I love someone else I can't marry Randhir. I tried my best to accept but sorry. I'm going from here and just bless me .

Sorry

So guys this is the turning point of the story.

Next part on Saturday with Randhir pov from his side.

If you have any doubt or confusion let me know and please correct me if I did any error in this part.

If you guys have any suggestions or change in my writing please let me know too.

Bye